I was sitting in my gym steam room with some dudes who were Asian and white. At some point one of the white dudes said "id love to learn mandarin" and I said "all you need to know is ching Chong bing bong" and the Chinese dudes thought it was hilarious but the white guys got all offended like "dude apologize right now that's fucked up" I apologized but they still wouldn't let it go. At some point maybe 15 minutes later when the Asian guys are gone one of the dudes was like "can I give you some advice? Don't make jokes like that. Apologize and move on." Gee fucking whizz sorry for trying to make a fucking innocent joke. It's not like I as a white person would get offended by some black dude saying fuck stupid ass crackas they always shoot up schools and fuck cousins. I fucking hate normies. I guess next time I'll talk about normal faggot subjects like the latest pop drama or how their work day was going. Assholes. Why are normies so lame with no sense of humor?

I go to college and live on campus and was supposed to meet with a friend at the bar for Halloween but he got caught up waiting for his fucking lady friend at his place. I told my friend I think I'm done for the night and went home. i drank 3 hard ciders and got very drunk and instead of feeling happy and relaxed I feel extremely sad and miserable. I am breaking down uncontrollably sobbing right now. Walking home I see so many beautiful girls with their boyfriends happy and having a good time. I have never had a chance with any girl here. I have very little sense of social scene and I feel so fucking lonely and like a total fucking loser. The ones that are by there selfs that I did interact with want nothing to do with me. I feel so sad and fucking isolated. I am just a sad one among billions. My life has no purpose and I'm never gonna find the love of my life and reproduce. I am so unbelievably sad and just wanna die. Fuck the human race!!! Please fucking help me I can't go on like this.

I'm in college where it's supposed to be easy to get girls and I'm having no luck at all with dating apps and meeting women irl. From my experience women do nothing but ghost, reject, act completely not interested and grossed out, play games, do only fans, ghost some more, or already have a boyfriend. Why is dating in 2025 insanely difficult and fucking stupid? I'm wasting all this money on this bullshit scam of a college and can't even get a girl to show any interest in me.

Why is there so much hate, murder, divisiveness and violence going on? Why can't we all just get along :(