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It's all going to depend on your willpower. There's no simple answer. One point is that what you are doing in your fantasies you will never achieve in reality. That is not a feel bad thing, that is a feel realistic thing. Just as a vorefag would not actually want to be eaten, orgyfags or swinger/ntr/whatever fags would be mistaken to do their fantasy in reality. The brain is the biggest sex organ and you are likely getting taken along for the ride and final fantasy of the scenario.
If you could isekai or snap your fingers and become that, then maybe you would be gay. But until that happens you are functionally not gay even if in your erotic fantasy you are gay. This isn't "I'm afraid to admit to be gay", it's
>If you will never ever have a gay experience IRL and it's just your fantasy then labeling yourself queer makes you a special snowflake faggot and rather than explain this elaborate highly precise choreography just say you're straight.
tl;dr you will never be a catgirl. This is not "you'll never be a woman kill yourself" this is "you will never be the exact precise circumstance of your erotic fantasy so any attempt to replicate it IRL will fail, and because it is so precise and fictitious it's ridiculous to define yourself as it." If you start being attracted to IRL men with their IRL looks then yeah you're bi or gay. But right now you're attracted to the scenario and spectacle and mood more than that.
Honestly though if you can't work your mental ways to a comfortable solution shit or get off the pot. Goon and embrace it or deny it no matter what Urianger said in shadowbringers trailer about no denying.
