>day off work
>didn’t get to draw last time after gooning too much from the meds and falling asleep right after
>decide to skip the adderall and jfd through sheer willpower
>clear up desk
>set up a low noise ambient playlist
>pack of gum opened
>materials set
oh yeah, i think it’s drawing ti-
>return of the boner
>nope not happening
>…
>fine but just ONE
>goon
alright for real this time, no more goonshit, time to draw
>friend sends me some funny
>i kek
>send him some back
>wait shouldn’t i be drawing?
>i already see myself procrastinating
>maybe i can take a half?
>no, i said i wouldn’t use hackerall
>silence notis my phone
time2draw
>spend 30 minutes drawing boxes, circles, and straight lines
>no idea of what i’m doing
>fuck it, draw what’s in front of me
>attempt an ambitious fishbowl perspective pov in front of my desk
>realize i’ll have to draw all my autistic shit in the background
>realize i’m drawing way out of my tierzone and not drawing everything would prove my placement
>realize i’m ngmi
>realize i have a boner
>goon
>turn in a wip submission
>never work on it again
>sleep
all in a days work…