This diogo news made me realize any day could be our last. Im scared of dying /sp/

>>149572834 (OP)
Crazy to think that if Liverpool had qualified for the Club World Cup he'd be alive right now

>>149572834 (OP)
Stop the frogposting and make something of your life pal

>>149572852
I'll continue drinking and living on welfare thank yoj

>>149572834 (OP)
>Im scared of dying /sp/
Better be scared of not living.

>>149572851

>>149572852
Imagine having an issue with a fucking frog picture when a young footballer dies.

OP, dont think it that way. Appreciate your days more and start doing stuff

>>149572834 (OP)
Your odds go down a lot of you're not speeding in a sports carl

>>149572834 (OP)
fucking guy was a week younger than me and yet achieved 50x more than I ever will, short live but an accomplished one, sure as hell won't be forgotten
F

Interestingly enough having a son removed my anxiety about death. Of course I dont want to die so I see hin grow up and its way higher stakes now but the concept of dying doesnt terrify me anymore.

>>149572851
poolbros...

>>149573008
Because you've already made a copy of yourself through your children so the end doesn't scare you anymore.

>>149572834 (OP)
Yeah, and i achieved nothing, no fucking, no joy, no family of my own, shit career, nothing.

>>149573080
That does make sense. As if I needed yet another reason to love the little guy. Insane how based he is.

at what speed was he driving in his supercar

>>149572834 (OP)
Welcome to my world. Popped out to the shops for an hour, came back, my dad had fallen asleep in front of the TV as he usually did. An hour later his phone went off and he didn't stir. I went to shake his shoulder.

His cold, stiff shoulder.

Zero warning, no known chronic conditions at the time. At least he died in the most peaceful way possible (hardened heart lining, couldn't pump enough blood, he probably genuinely died painlessly without ever waking).

>>149572834 (OP)
just bee yourself

>>149573245
>hardened heart lining
Did he abuse substances when he was younger? That's only a thing with coke addicts. Anyways, sorry you went through that anon.

>>149572834 (OP)
>ny day could be our last
can't happen soon enough to be desu

>>149573319
He was 70 so it was likely just age and his diabetes. He had a real hatred of hospitals so even if he had a diagnosis, he would likely have resisted treatment. Had to wait 2 weeks to get an autopsy for the cause of death (makes you really paranoid about the house), doctor called me to confirm he had shown no signs of anything and that he was managing his diabetes well.

>>149572834 (OP)
Never heard of this diogo jota guy before today

>>149572851
Kek

>>149572851
maybe we judged infantino quite harshly...

>>149572834 (OP)
We all walk alone

>>149572851
Nonsense. when your time comes, you're gone no matter what

>>149572834 (OP)
On the bright side, nobody would miss you

>>149573668
i dont believe in god, but i do believe in that same thing you said, fate i suppose?
like that fucking dude in the indian airplane crash recently, everybody die except him. just not his time

>>149573707
>i dont believe in god
>but i do believe in some other mysterious explanation

>>149573768
god is too contrived

imagine driving around like a psycho in a lambo with 3 young kids

>>149573768
determinism is a thing

Who?

>>149573707
the only logical position is either "everything random" or "everything, every atom, every moment, ultimately decreed from the beginning".

literally from the beginning of time, he decreed Jota's existence, his career goals tally, how and where he'd die, the fact we'd be talking about it here, the impact it has in our personal decisions going forward etc.

>>149573668
>>149573707
certified retards

>>149572851
inter miami, whatever happened there?

are you ready for the void /sp/?

>>149573008
why? If you die right now your kids will be orphans and that scar never goes

>>149574288
he is one of those that think as long as his gene lives on that all it matters

That's why I don't mind being a failure. Winners are one fatality away. Are you enjoying your success? Be thankful and raise your hands every day. Because it's just a matter of luck/randomness. It's a big death in football, on the verge of a World Cup in 2026, especially for the Portuguese team.

death is a meme
drink, smoke, eat good food, have lots of sexxxxo, max your osrs account and die young

>>149574445
Reckless fuck. Zoomers, dont listen to him. Fear everything, even when you go to get milk to the store.

>>149572834 (OP)
>This diogo news made me realize any day could be our last.
Isn't that relaxing? That despite screw ups, meaningless trials, and at times endless bad times, we all wind up dead?
I see it that way

>>149572851
The blood is in his hands

>>149574393
you could have a stroke at this very moment or in the upcoming minutes so shut up
that being said i'm also a fucking loser

>>149574288
yeah, if anything having a kid might put the fear of death back in me lol

>>149574288
I specifically meant that death itself does not freak me out as it used to. It used to be "oh god oh god no please not the big nothingness aaaaah" and now its just "dying would be terrible because I have a kid!". but Id be sad if death told me Id die in 20 years when my kid is all grown up dont get me wrong but I do not have the same dread of being dead if that makes sense

This but with my parents instead of myself, especially every time an acquintance or family friend younger than my parents passes on that eventuality feels closer

It hurts less when you start getting scared of life itself

>>149572834 (OP)
Are you worried you'll also be driving your Lambo in Spain when you die?

>>149572834 (OP)
I'm scared that if things suddenly got incredibly good in life it would immediately fall apart, i.e. I won the euromillions or whatever, then a few days later I go to a doctors appointment and it turns out I have terminal ass cancer

>>149573768
Energy forces, simple as

>>149572834 (OP)
when you die there is nothing so why care about that aspect of it. it's about how you die, and in any case the most preferable death is swift, like the flick of a switch, so you are gone instantly, instead of deteriorating and minging out to some form of cancer or neuro disease

Don't speed and you'll be fine.

>>149574567

These fatalities help a lot to avoid being martyred by failure. It won't be the first or the last fatality. This takes a huge burden off your shoulders.

>>149572834 (OP)
Dying is either eternal nothingness (think general anesthesia) or reincarnation. You'll be fine.

People will tell you to lift and to read Marcus Aurelius' Meditations (it doesn't work and Seneca is better, if you feel like reading some meme stoicism). In anycase, it's normal to experience a phase of existential dread. You're probably young. But once you start becoming older and going to funerals becomes like an every month thing, you start losing that existential dread.


You know what is dreadful? Being in a hospital or in an old folks home, unable to move and surrounded by foreign nurses. You will pray for death to come in that situation

I fear becoming old and useless more than death. I never want to reach a point where I'm reliant on other people to do the most basic human functions, just put me in the swiss gas pod at that point

Read The Way of the Samurai OP

I didn't even know he was sick

>>149574745
>and surrounded by foreign nurses.
I've heard many stories of nurses giving the old guys wanks as it's the only way to calm them down

>>149572851
So who would've died in his place?

>>149572834 (OP)
Don't be scared! Just avoid life-threatening and other very harmful choices, to yourself and others, and live your life! Like I do, shitposting on /sp/.

>>149572851
He would have died in a car accident over there.

>>149574745
Lifting is good thoughbeit

>>149572834 (OP)
It seems unnecessary to fear and obsess over an inevitability.

>>149572851
facts. i was just thinking about how alive pedro neto looks

>>149574813
depends the application, sacks of cement to construct something, yes. standing in a smelly gym with other autists, no

>>149574814
Well, it's not a factual thing to fear but a feeling we all get sometimes.

>>149573794
this
Never mind the club world cup, if he wasn't driving a three foot high pseudo Italian noveau riche muppet mobile his kids would have a father today.

>>149574851
>Le hecking framing fraud
Standing in a comfy gym socializing with based gym bros and hitting on cardiobunnies who mire you is nice

>>149574614
That’s nice anon, I await the day I have a kid myself. I don’t fear death but I do fear dying without kids. I had this very intense nightmare where I thought I was actually dying with moments left and I recall feeling okay that I was going to die but deeply mournful that I never had a family. Obviously it was a dream, but the feelings/sentiment was real.

>>149574903
sounds infuriating but jedem das seine

>>149574992
Only if youre a cardiobunny thats below my standards because then youll have to watch me steel my bronzened body whilst I give you looks of pity. Sorry ladies but Dieser Hodensack gehört den >6.8/10

>>149572834 (OP)
I don't have a car

>>149572852
I'm a 33 year old neet

>>149575058
Stop it with the larp. Its such a stale gimmick on this gay website
>Oh noooo Im totally 35 and live with my parents and I have never kissed a girl haha woe me
Cut the crap. There are no incels here.

>>149575058
Get a Chinese gf and leave 4chan. Those toxic thoughts will stop.

>>149575079
I know 4channel has been overrun with normalfags for a decade if not more, but this is still at its core an outcast website.

>>149575058
Just pick up a wife from SEA and live life a little.

>>149572834 (OP)
>dumb frogposter
>aussie
I hope it is

>>149575058
Hobbies are great. For example, I like running and music. Learn and do what you like personally.

>>149575142
Hasnt been for a long time

>>149575163
>American sight

another victim of car dependency

>>149575189
This. He should have enjoyed our walkable cities more

>>149575079
Not to mention it doesn't get more normalfaggy than sports as far as interests go. Though you can see the maladjusted individuals posting anime all around.

>>149572851
FACT

>>149572851
Lost it
Fucking kek

Whats the point of life when it can all be stripped away in an instant?

>>149572851

>>149575338
sauce?

>>149575320
She looks like a corpse bride. Ironic.

>>149572834 (OP)
go ye not gently into that good night
rage, rage, against the dying of the light

>>149575320
The point is to live your life itself. -Nostradamus

>>149572851
the timeline always converges

>>149575259
Trvke

>>149572834 (OP)
I honestly don't give a shit about being dead. It's the dying part that scares me. If I just collapse or go to sleep one night and never wake up, fantastic. Getting ass cancer or something and going out slow is the worry. Burning to death trapped in a car wreck doesn't sound that fun either tbqh.

>drive your badass lamborghini like the retarded nigger you are
>die
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW

>>149575426
EVERYONE gives a shit about death, it's hard wired into the human DNA to maintain survival. but the process of being aware of ur mortality does suck, a lot.
dad's got diagnosed with multiple myeloma recently(bone marrow cancer, uncurable) and the first 3-4 weeks after he got the diagnosis you can visibly see the emptiness in his eyes, mind completely wondering off, always sitting silently and staring off.
thankfully we all stood by him and supported him as much as we can so i guess that's what the anon above talks about when he said having a son made him feel a bit less scared of dying. a family around you is an essential part of living to ease off the tragedies of life that will inevitably come someday. But modern life have somehow made everyone obsessed with "work" and "grinding" and buying useless shit rather than having a simple fulfilling life.

Tick tock, vaxchuds...

>>149573707
>just not his time
He'll get hit by a train soon

>>149573008
Same.

>>149574564
Everyone has blood in their hands anon. Others have blood both in and on their hands.

>>149575687
fuck red deer has started?

>>149572851

>>149572851
you're one of the good peruANOs

>>149575142
/sp/ is a normie board at its core because the hobby is the most normie hobby. The reason I started coming here was that I had a lot of women friends from other hobbies and none of them really gave a shit about sports, and frankly a lot of my closer male friends didn't either.
So it's one of those things of, when the thing that drove me here is literally "I want to talk about Kobe after getting my dick sucked" it's gonna lead to a different clientele than say a board devoted to cartoons or a board devoted to technology. Because if that's how I got here I assume that's how a lot of people ended up here

>>149573668
>>149573707
>muh fate
did you retards learn about probability and statistics in school ?

>>149575617
>"grinding"
>'side hustle'
>just get 3 jobs bro
mutts and their slavish turbo capitalism are a cancer on the planet

>>149575320
>>149575378
Why does it look like she’s wearing someone else’s face, is it the make up or what? She also looks old af. Just jewgled and she’s 28 yo, do Portuguese women age like milk like their Anglo counterparts? I thought they aged more gracefully

>>149575349
aika

>>149572834 (OP)

just don’t buy a Lambo and never bother to service it

>>149573668
Retarded towelhead

>multi-millionaire who has contributed nothing of value to society dies while recklessley speeding and endangering others
>oh my god what a tragedy
People are retarded. Almost as moronic when people cry over the death of some lowlife rapper after making 200 songs encouraging teenagers to do hard drugs, murdering people and being a general piece of shit

>>149576259
I think it's mostly the bad lighting in the church. Even the baby looks like it has already hit the wall.

With the season he just had he might as well be dead

>>149573668
based steins;gate enjoyer

>>149573706
rude

>>149573142
do people really? I see no appeal of having a kid (not that I could have one even if I wanted to)

>>149576388
how is this something people say about someone who just died?

>>149576354
How do you know what he contributed to society? He may have done tons of charity work

>>149572834 (OP)
Why? This news should inspire you to live your life more virtuously, honorably, and passionately.

>>149576541
calm your tits hans, he's not your boyfriend or anything

He was still alive? I guess you learn something new everyday

well if you're speeding on your lambo at night you should be aware any day could be your last

>>149575617
but you also have to remember that jews have made it impossible to start a normal family in 2025 through capitalism, feminism, hyper sexualisation and the advent of instant gratification in many vices of life

Some day I will die and nobody here will know

>>149575617
Good post, hope your family is doing alright now, I understand it’s challenging to go through.

>>149576703
We shall shitpost in the next realm when the time comes, brother.

>>149572834 (OP)
Should have ridden a motorcycle like a real man. He would've been fine.

>>149574745
>surrounded by foreign nurses
You’re in Spain. Everyone’s foreign over there.

>>149573319
How much coke do you have to do for this to happen? Asking for a friend.

>>149575079
I am 37, have an average job and a house, no gf, no kids, several friends. I speak to my mother regularly. Who would LARP at such an average life? And it’s not that different from the poster you replied to.

>>149576844
I’m 29, high paying wfh job but no friends, no family, no gf, no kids etc. all my hobbies I do at home as well and I have a home gym. it’s over for me isn’t it. should have been me not jota

>>149573008
It should be the other way around

>>149576354
When you’re that rich, even paying taxes counts as contributing to society. What have you done?

>>149576931
>taking money from working class folks and giving them to financial management companies is somehow a valuable contribution to society.

>>149576758
There is no ‘next’. This is it.

>>149576540
Holy fuck yes its amazing. Granted, my kid gets rated S-tier even by other parents but still. Its so cool to rediscover the world with a child.
>>149576877
Im just not expressing myself very well. I am aware that now my death would be more tragic and I actively avoid dangerous shit now but the big void itself doesnt terrify me anymore

>>149576873
Bro I’m 30 and in an identical situation. It’s brutal at night when I have a cleaned house, dinner cooked, and yet I sit in absolute silence. I work tech-sales so it should be rather obvious I’m not some ugly sperg, but for whatever reason it is challenging to socialize with people after work. Everyone has this default fuck you leave me alone mentality let alone wearing headphones 24/7. I live by the beach and it’s obscene how many people wear headphones and scroll on their phones at the beach, but oh well

>>149577050
pretty similar I mean if I’m not in a work call/meeting I don’t speak. sometimes I speak to myself out loud but other than that no. I only really leave the house to go to the supermarket. that beach sounds terrible but trying to speak to anyone in London is considered a crime punishable by 10 years in prison. people would rather die than speak to one another

How much injury time will Liverpool get for this?

>>149577115
Well anon, it gives me some peace knowing I’m obviously not alone in my life. I literally do the same thing, I spent an hour talking to myself pacing in circles before I decided to just go outside and force a conversation somewhere. I imagine Miami isn’t as bad as London, but the vanity culture here I think is unrivaled.

>>149577169
do you actually go out and try? how do you do that? like in London what would one do… you can’t just walk up to someone and speak to them. It’s unnatural

>>149573080
That's retarded. YOU only exist once. Once you die there is no world anymore as far as you're concerned. Legacy and everything fades. This is it.

>>149577187
I do go out and try because what else can I do? Don’t get me wrong, I’m so fucking burnt out internally it’s hard to muster up the will to go out most of the time. If *I* were in London, I would join whatever the local rock climbing gym is, join a soccer team (I’ve played up to semi-pro here), and bike to parks/beaches/whatever the go to sunbathing area is. I usually read on the beach, but on rare occasions I’ll see a woman by herself doing the same thing and I just walk straight and ask what she’s reading. Unfortunately these women are almost always older and/or married, but it gives me confidence that there are nice women out there. I don’t really care for talking with other men since I talk to autistic men for work and my friends are all men.

>>149573080
Thinking like that is retarded though. If you actually believe your child is a copy of you, then you also believe your father is the same as you, therefore your brothers are the same as you, your Grandfathers other children are also the same as you because your Grandfathers are also the same as you. There's already lots of you even if you don't have kids by your own logic.

>>149573008
I have two daughters and death scares me now more than ever, I really want to live long enough to see them grow up

>>149577587
nigga how old are you lmao

>>149577168
Kek

>>149577187
The secret is to get a hobby. If you join your local Lego club or trainspotting society or ballroom dancing class, the people there pretty much have to speak to each other. I think this is how these things work. I made lots of adult friends just by going to pubs, but they’re all elderly alcoholics and it’s not as soulful as it sounds.

>>149577587
What the fuck are doing here idiot? leave this shit hole and live your life.

>>149577601
39
>>149577651
I work in retail, can't do much else. I post here so much less than I used to

>>149577587
You could die in your sleep today and you wouldn't even notice it. Think about it.

>>149577050
>rich work from home tech sales faggot who has a mansion on the beach
I hope you die too

>>149577833
Oh I missed you said Miami too
>rich, work from home in tech sales (one of the gayest fields imaginable filled with the biggest autistic insufferable faggots on earth), owns a home on a Miami Beach at 30 years old
>still whines and complains
Yeah, fuck you. Go take your wealth and buy some hot Miami Latina whore you piece of shit

>>149577637
I do have lots of hobbies actually but they are all indoor based like model building and painting

Think how nice it would be if Diogo Jota’s untimely death spurred us all on to become the winners we always could have been. I have so much untapped potential that I will literally build a statue of him if that happens.

>>149572834 (OP)
L
kwab

>>149572851
fucking kek

>>149577833
Fair opinion, unlike the fags ITT crying over a millionaire that killed himself
>>149577896
I’m not IT/CS tech-sales so not that kind of Silicon Valley faggot. More accurately, “defense”-sales lmfao. Whore sex isn’t the same, I just want a woman who wants to have children and would be happy being a stay at home mom. Believe it or not, most women here don’t want to have kids and on dates they think I’m looking for a travel buddy or something.

The only thing it made me realize is that I can die in traffic no matter how careful I am because one other retard on the road is enough to take me along with him

Literally every day I hope that I die. 33 years old and have not achieved even the most basic things. Nothing sexually or romantically. Nothing in a career. Barely any social memories. Don’t live on my own. Few hobbies. Never seen my sports teams win anything. I’ve been miserable for more than half my life, I’ve never had any period of happiness that I can remember. Every time I see a story of a person or athlete dying young, I wish it had been me instead. I wish I died instead of Jota. I heard about Johnny gaudreau and I pray every day when I’m riding my bike that the same thing happens to me. The only reason I’m still alive is because I’m too afraid to kill myself. I can’t even put into words a description of how miserable I am waking up every day. I hate being alive.

>>149578156
You can change things. What things do you wish were different?

Accept Allah and Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) as his final messenger

I fear other people's death, because i know i can't function well, provide support in difficult times, i can't even do it in easy times. I wish i could die to avoid that

PEOPLE DIE EVERY FUCKING DAY, YOU FUCKING CUNT

ARE YOU GONNA CRY OVER THEM TOO?

the older i get the more convinced i am arranged marriages were the most rational thing islam ever gave the world.

>>149572834 (OP)
I'm scared of the process of dying but once that's done, there's nothing and you won't have to suffer anymore.

This death hit hard. Thinking about eating this 3x1 dominos pizza burger as a homage to Diogo

>>149579358
weren't hindus doing it first? Hell everyone was doing it, it just fell out of favor with christians

>ITT: we are grateful
I have a loving wife who makes more than me, a healthy son who sees me as the coolest guy on this earth and who is interested in everything I want to tell him about. I have healthy parents who I can always call, who have saved my life when I got in trouble multiple times. I have friends that enjoy my company and a job thats engaging and comfy. I am reasonably handsome and people find me funny. Networking and socializing is easy, my bicep is respectable. I have all material things I could ever want: nerdy fantasy books, a grill on my balcony and a closet full of comfy gym clothes. My home club is shite but hanging on to third division garbage footy where the beer is still affordable and going to the stadium is still sovl. I am thankful for this life which could have gone south easily had it not been for my parents and my wonderful wife.

>>149572834 (OP)
Me too bro bro. That's why we have to start making the most of our time starting now. No matter how much time we wasted before. We also take for granted the people around us, our health and everything else, and it will all be gone sooner than later

Carpe diem!

>>149579426
3x1 as in you buy one and get three??

>>149577035
>>149576540
It’s only when you have a kid that you truly understand that our main purpose here in this clown world is to reproduce ourselves to keep the species going.

>>149579460
I am grateful for having a penis I can cum with. some stupid faggot burns himself to ashes for the lulz and now wont be able to cum anymore

>>149578156
33 is nothing buddy, especially nowadays and also literally no one cares. Everyone has enough of their own shit to deal with without adding omg Anon is 33 and hasn't got a Lambo yet! or whatever the fuck.

Today is my 30th birthday and I am full of existential dread.

>>149572834 (OP)
Just drive normally then.

>>149581515
I was the same at 30. Now I’m 33 and life is worse than ever all I’ve thought about since turning 30 is how worthless I am.

Here’s a good short article to read, this woman killed herself a few months after writing this

https://www.allure.com/story/cheslie-kryst-miss-usa-on-turning-30

>>149581515
Happy birthday bro :)

>>149572834 (OP)
We're dying everyday bro it's inevitable. I'm not saying "live everyday like it's your last" but go through life aware that you are alive and can have fun and do great things in your lifetime.

>>149581515
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9v99hclktVA

>>149573707
He faked it, just some random Indian guy near the crash pretending he was onboard. They all look the same so no-one bothered to check.

This thread is depressing. I'm 21 and not looing forward to the rest of my life.

>>149572851
ZAMN

>>149572851

>>149572834 (OP)
Death is just another path, one that we all must take. The grey rain curtain of this world rolls back and all turns to silver glass. And then you see it. White shores, and beyond. A far green country, under a swift sunrise.....

>>149572834 (OP)
>>149573008
>>149573707
>>149581895
>>149581515
btw Michael Madsen just died. literally everyone is dying rn

>dies because his Italian sports car blew a tyre

We should call him Alfonso de Portugal.

>>149572851
Uhhh...

>>149572851
fpbp

>>149575320
Why does the middle one look like a mutt

>>149576259
Thats a 10/10 in PT

>>149582360
>It's real
Rip Toni Cipriani from GTA 3

>>149581616
Thanks fren

>>149581515

you get over it

>>149582443
jej

>>149581515
>30
>still on 4chan
wow

>>149572834 (OP)
>remember life is a highway enjoy the ride

>>149583715
you guys speak russian?

>>149583841
I do. Learned it in school, together with English and Latin.

>>149583841
My guy Serbia is literally a Vassal state of Russia

>>149583955
And you're vassal state of both, Israel & USA.

>>149572851
Luis Enrique, Dembele and all of PSG have blood on their hands

>>149583943
to the extent to use as your UI lang tho?
>>149583975
true but at least he sets his phone's display language in turkish.

>>149572851

>>149583841
>>149584241
wtf he's literally chudjak

>>149574790
I’m sad as fuck but nice Norm reference

>>149584241
My phone's display language and my X website language are both in Serbian, dummy.

>>149584359
glad u enjoyed it m8. have a pint & cheers.

>>149573106
> and i achieved nothing, no fucking, no joy, no family of my own, shit career, nothing
are you me?

>>149572851
real

Who's that lying on the motorway?
Who's that lying on the floor?
It's Diogo Jota and his boys,
making all the fucking noise,
cos they couldn't get their Lamborghini to go!

>>149584398
my bad. those cyrillic runes arr rook the same to me. honest mistake.

on a second thought, you really cannot blame me for this. rest of bulkan ends their tongue in "ski" like a proper polish toilet trader, to be fair.

>>149584241
>to the extent to use as your UI lang tho?
You can use whatever language you want as your UI lang...
I almost always use it to practice languages I'm in the process of learning.
>>149584538
You are very blameable for assuming Cyrillic = Russian when the obvious supposition would be to assume that a Serbian posting something in Cyrillic is probably posting something in Serbian.

>>149572834 (OP)
I'm damn sure I'll never die in a lambo
heck, not even crushed by one

>>149579414
>you won't have to suffer anymore
>he doesn't know

>>149572860
Based

>>149576156
>probability
All modern formalized probability is subjective aka based on degrees on belief. It is compatible with determinism which you may know as the scary word 'fate'.
t. Has 50 more iq points than you and believes in the yet undiscovered objective probability formalism.

>>149572851
Make that 98 then

>>149572834 (OP)
I've wasted my life but worry about what'll happen to me when I die

>>149573008
I want a son so badly

>>149572834 (OP)

>>149581515
Happy birthday!

>>149572834 (OP)
I wish it were my last day but unfortunately I have to suffer for another 50 years

>>149581515
Happy birthday m8

>>149578156
>The only reason I’m still alive is because I’m too afraid to kill myself
You just have to raise death flags, that's what Jota did.

im the biggest loser on this entire website, i hate being alive. but im scared of attempting suicide because i know ill fuck it up. if i could press a button and it makes sure i die unknowingly in my sleep tonight, youre damn right im pressing that button.

any time theres an early death like this, it makes me realize there is no god. if there was, the pro athelete who got married a week ago and has three young children and brings happiness to countless people would still be alive, and me, the guy in his 30s who is nothing but a source of shame and embarrassment, a bitter, miserable person who doesnt improve the life of anyone around him, the guy whos last thoughts before sleeping are to get a brain or aortic aneurysm overnight, the guy who hasnt laughed or smiled in years, the guy who stares at the floor all day long and doesnt even say hello to people, would be sacrificed for him. but no thats not how this bullshit universe works.

>>149572834 (OP)
Why no sticky?

>>149587618
This is an American website, we're second class citizens.

>yuros never shut up about muh public transport because their roads are all death traps on the sides of mountains
It all makes sense now
I could drive from Florida to California and the most dangerous part would be falling asleep along the way

>>149587601
God has a plan for you and for everyone. trust in the Lord Jesus Christ and you will find new hope and meaning for your life. everything has a purpose, you're not just electrons spinning around a proton and a neutron.

you have a soul, that now seems lost and under the control of demons. start going to Church, start reading the Bible, and you will have eternal life in Christ Jesus.

>>149587753
Our roads are more dangerous because the average driver here is retarded

>>149572851
respectful kek

haven't left my bedroom since 2014 so I'm safe barring a heart attack or russia nuking us

>he was roman catholic
Good, i can rest easy knowing he’ll eventually be in heaven

>>149588145
larp

>>149585572
As long as I'm not reincarnated into being a Korean, I'll be okay with anything.

>>149588145
isnt it funny how that works? us shut in autists actually have the lowest chance of some freak accident happening to us and unfortunately probably have the best odds of living long unless we get the courage to kill ourselves.

>>149572834 (OP)
Do you speed up on lambos with 0 visibility?

>>149587359
Its so fucking cool ngl. We build stuff we go on missions we fight with each other, I cheer him on while he climbs trees. Recently started to read the Hobbit to him. Its so comfy

>>149572834 (OP)
I drive the same 1990 Nissan Pathfinder since 2007 so I'll be fine

>>149572851

>>149575320
>>149582559
Reckon the middle one was his but the other two weren't

>>149572851
Not true. He just had surgery for an ongoing issue so wouldn't have travelled to the US regardless

liverpool fans myst be gutted there's no transfer fee

Officially a van der poel lifelong (:

>>149572834 (OP)
lil nigga is afraid of going to sleep lmaooo

>>149587601
What makes you a failure, and why can’t you change things? Whatever is wrong, it’s been wrong for other people too, and someone will have overcome it. So I know that you can too. Describe any problem that you have, and I promise we can help. Let’s work together, for Diogo.