>>96229412
Our society is becoming increasingly atomized and depressed. I love alone, and browse the internet in grim silence. Every time I turn on the /tv/ or look into politics it's just 24/7 vitriol about how I'm a piece of shit, everyone is a piece of shit, and everyone who cares about anything is an evil pedophile rapist. Every politician in our civilization is a pedophile, a rapist, covering for pedophile rapists, embezzling money, pushing propaganda scams, and cucking out to our oligarchs.
I've never met a single person who cared about me.
The idea of being with a woman who loves me is laughable and stupid.
My parents hate each other and just fight constantly, so I moved out.
Now I'm just rotting, luckily I got shot in the Army so I get paid disability. If I didn't get shot in the Army, I'd be homeless on the streets. I'm not being facetious; getting shot was like winning the lottery.
I try to read books, they're shit.
I try to play RPGs, they're shit.
Everything is fucking horrible, and I have no motivation in my life beyond survival. I have access to the GI bill so I could get a university education and a job... But why? So I can be a slave in an office, doing a bullshit job that doesn't matter, and just whether the collapse of my shitty civilization as my community crumbles around me? And yet, somehow, fat, cunty Karens are still reading. Hell, I have everything I can get already. I have a computer, and I can lurk in piece. There is absolutely nothing in my life that can be improved with more money, because I don't lust after endless commodities.
This isn't even a cry for help, this is just the reality of young adults are living. Life is fucking horrible, participating in it is useless beyond wanting to be a maggot eating dead meat. I love in an empty rentoid box, by myself, and get by with no issues.
And all any of the economists are concerned about is why I don't want to get a job at McDonalds. It's a fucking NIGHTMARE. We live in a NIGHTMARE.