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>So were Jaghatai and Ferrus.
Neither the Khan nor Ferrus realized they were literal abominations engineered for the sole purpose of causing pain and destruction.
>He wasn't disgusted.
He absolutely was, that's the entire reason he hated his own Legion for becoming as bad, if not worse, than the criminals they were punishing.
>Guilliman and Sanguinius literally do this, especially the latter who fears his own nature.
Curze despised Guilliman as a hypocrite, rightfully so, but he actually adored Sanguinius and was devastated when he thought Sanguinius had died in a warp portal. Sanguinius was someone who understood, like Curze, just what kind of a monster the Primarchs and Legions were from the start, but encouraged his Legion to find peace and become better than the Emperor's killing machines. Curze truly admired him, and Sanguinius was the only one who truly understood Curze. Especially since they both shared the curse of prophetic visions, and their visions agreed.
>Except Curze WAS already cynical to begin with that he sees others having hopes or even seeking something simple as repulsive.
He doesn't dislike hope, he loves Sanguinius. He dislikes false hope, or clinging to lies, like Guilliman does.
>No he doesn't, there's a diference between "realism" and "pessimism".
Dude, Vulkan literally just leaves the Imperium after the Heresy. He is so done with every part of it that he refuses to continue working for it any longer. He only comes back to fight the Beast purely because there is no other hope, and proceeds to tell everyone "next time, solve this shit yourselves" before he blows himself up and again, fucks off to parts unknown so he doesn't have to keep playing along with the Emperor's horrible regime.