> solo traveling
> guy I’m carpooling with drops me off at drop off point, says his friends are waiting for him so he can’t drive me all the way
> “ok”
> asks me if I’ll be alright
> “yeah I’ll figure something out”
> no Uber, no taxi, 10km away from nearest town with heavy luggage
> attempt to hitchhike out of desperation
> third fucking car is the cops
> they ask me what my name is
> panic
> “uhh fakename”
> they ask me if I just made that up
> “no”
> they ask me if I need a ride
> “No my friend is coming over to pick me up”
> “alright stay safe”
> WHY THEY FUCK DID I LIE
> they leave
> I immediately burst into tears

What the fuck is wrong with me? Am I incapable of any proper social interaction? Now I feel too embarrassed but I don’t know what else to do I think I may be stuck here.

>>2796461 (OP)
Stop traveling. It's not meant for socially stunted dorks.

>>2796461 (OP)
travel back to >>>/r9k/ and shit that up with your shit that never happened.
Mentally ill freak.

>>2796461 (OP)
hey anon, so what ended up happening? you alright?

>>2796461 (OP)
Anon, if that's true then do not shy away from social interactions. There are millions upon millions of socially fucked people on the planet that live their whole lives constrained and unhappy because their entire lives are centered around their anxiety.

Do not be that person, its not worth it.
There is nothing wrong or unfixable in you. Its just that one of the more primal mechanisms for survival in you is kinda borked rn. probably due to some underlying issues but you don't necessarily have to address them.
In fact its already pretty amazing that you managed to solo travel despite all your issues.

You just need to leave your fear of social interactions behind. Try exposure therapy, do social exposure challenges, if you work on it and put effort, one year from now you might be a completely different person. In fact as far as crazy goes, its one of the mildest and most common issue. Easiest to fix too.
Good luck to you.

As payment you can tell me how do I get a gf who watches anime because I swear I am going to hire a whore and make her watch non non byiori at this point.

>>2796461 (OP)
First off, you should be able to carry your luggage, if you can't, you gotta downsize. #2, you should have enough willpower to walk 10 km with your luggage if it is necessary. #3, if someone offers you a ride, accept it. A bus dumped me on the side of the expressway in Singburi Thailand, and after cussing out the driver I began walking the 7 km to town in the 36 C afternoon sunshine. Fifteen minutes later, a motorbike rider stopped by and gave me a ride to my hotel, didn't want money either. That's the way it goes.

>>2796461 (OP)
>>2796462
You are literally me, Iktf it sucks.
>been living here in Japan for 5 months.
>haven't made any friends
>haven't gone to any restaurants because too self-conscious to enter alone
>haven't done anything interesting or talked to anyone.
You really can't enjoy anything in life as an autistic freak, its over.

>>2798320
>You really can't enjoy anything in life as an autistic freak, its over.
idk about that

i enjoy life quite a lot
though not Japan (but Germany)
>haven't made any friends
without going too much into it, i'm lonely and still a khhv, but otherwise it's fine
so I guess that's normal

>haven't gone to any restaurants because too self-conscious to enter alone
>haven't done anything interesting or talked to anyone.
yeah that's on you and has nothing to with being autistic

i've got one of those unlimited high speed train cards
and travel literally every weekend with it
sometimes I fly as well, but I don't like airports

and I often go into fine dining restaurants alone
usually I write a mail beforehand and tell them that I'll be wearing my headphones and they should just serve the food to me without even trying to talk
works only in fine-dining though, other restaurants will ignore you

so not doing anything interesting is entirely on you
and >>2796462 is absolutely wrong

Keeping this thread alive to let every anon here know OP is a faggot

>>2796461 (OP)
> they ask me if i just made that up
those cops sound cool
>>2798361
Based headphone diner, what do you usually listen to while fine dining?

>>2799090
Porno soundtracks overlaid with classical symphonies

>>2799090
>what do you usually listen to while fine dining?
depends a lot on my mood and the food
if I know the menu I try to match my music

though usually just white noise / rain
but also classical (lots of Richard Wagner and Rachmaninoff) or old vocaloid

>>2799148
kek