>>211372666It's not slowness because people who don't even work in my department also hate me.
>>211372701I accept that I am the problem. Ultimately if every single person I cross paths with is left disliking me and thinking I'm weird then I have the self-awareness to realise that I am the problem, not them.
Routinely I see new starters join and within days they are on better terms with people who I have worked with for 6+ months. I think I am legitimately autistic or schizoid or whatever and it elicits a repulsion reaction from normal people, it makes their skin crawl.