>>211372833Because well I was an alcoholic for 10 years, very severely so for the last 2, almost died from it, woke up in the hospital cuz my dad found my basically lifeless body in time, went cold turkey, had a hypomanic eepisod as a result, horrified all of my friends and lost all of them (20+ years ruined in 2 months), realized I was not right and decided to completely stop talking to people, so havent left my house at all in 5 months. How bout you