You will never experience young love, you will never have this.

Thank God I did because it's over for me that's for sure.

>>211443213 (OP)
I'm 36 and lost all socialization after I transitioned into middle school from elementary school. Never had any friends, never talked to anyone. Just cruised through each day waiting for the school day to be over so I could go home and watch Toonami, play starcraft, build legos and play with star wars/beast wars/etc. toys. I still played with toys unironically until I was 17-18.

The last time I socialized with someone outside of my family outside of a school setting was March 1999 when I was 11 and went to a friends house for the last time. I never had a girlfriend obviously. Never had a kiss. Never held hands with a girl. I got all sexual gratification at a young age by masturbating to hot chicks on TV or fantasizing about hot girls from school. I never did anything extracurricular and was bad at sports so never bothered with them.

I continued this lifestyle well into college and graduate school, never going anywhere with anyone who wasn't family. In 2014 I left all education and never got a job due to my social anxiety and enabling from my loving and wealthy parents. I've been a NEET at home since, and I really do nothing besides watch anime, play some video games, and post on /pol/. My sister is a rich doctor and will take care of me when my parents inevitably pass. This is my life.

>>211443213 (OP)
So what? The world is ending soon anyways.

>>211443272
wot

>>211443213 (OP)
This film is apparently one of the all time greatest examples of how not to record audio for a film. There's a couple surprising live music numbers in it which is apparently why they hired this person who otherwise didn't know what they were doing.

probably the only thing i REALLY regret in my life is not having a girlfriend in my teenage. The purest of love

>>211443280
>He took me to his room to show me his plastic doll collection
>I asked him what the white fluid on them was and he told me it was hot glue
>He then took out a cable to watch a movie

>>211443213 (OP)
I wanted to date an older woman in my teens/early 20s, but it's too late now.