>>211528689>Lived in boring city for basically my whole life, I'll be 30 at the end of next year and still living in this shithole>feel like a minority in my own country, indians chinese and filipinos fucking EVERYWHERE>terrible cost of living, impossible to make serious money. sure I can afford to live, afford basic bread and circuses type shit, but it would take me like 1 or 2 years of serious savings to buy a 2014 toyota, let alone a house deposit. going nowhere>although I enjoy getting on the piss with my mates, that is all there is to do in my city / nz in general just the same aimless shit man. like, if I don't work overseas, what, Im just gonna live in the city I was raised in for the rest of my life? no fucking girlfriend so Im just gonna live with my mates, shitty student type flat cause we're all poor, till I hit 40 and Im losing my hair and gained 20kg? Im a decent looking dude but I just know when I lose my looks, Ill be looking back and just think what the fuck was I doing with my life I wasted it
Id rather fucking kill myself dude there has to be more to life than this
honestly dude if I see any more fucking indians I'll probably go fucking postal I hate them an unbelievable amount
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