>>211544532 (OP)I kind of wish it never happened to me. It's hard not to think about her when I'm in other relationships.
The worst part is she's still hot 15 years later, and single, and a good person. It would be easier if she was unavailable, or ugly, or it just never happened and I didn't know what I missed out on.
The urge to message her again is overpowering. I just wish I could find a way to do it that's not creepy, but I'm too autistic.