>>211757399>Any stand out moments you want to share? it's just lame degenerate shit. after the first few months I got desensitized and I honestly blocked out many years of my life, sometimes a memory or a face will pop up but that's it
Something that really struck me was when I went to a BDSM club for the first time. I was 17 and seeing this russian woman in her early 40s who was a semi regular customer at that point in time. Obviously I had seen my share of 'snuff', rough porn and other gore videos so I thought it'd be another walk in the park but being actually there with the noises, smell, screams, laughter, bumping into people was quite eerie. Then me & said woman basically started lashing this very old wrinkled couple (there was only old people there I was the only guy under 40) until they were bleeding on the back and back of the thigh. The russian girl was laughing and encouraged me to be happy about it instead of weirded out
>What was your first paid experience like?It was discussed beforehand through text so it wasn't anything out of the ordinary when I got there, I just asked her to hand me the money before I even sat down on her couch. Then it went down as it always would. I didn't notice any difference
>What was the first couple story?one of the woman I was seeing asked if her husband could participate. I'm running out of characters, basically they were both bent over and I was alterning between their assholes, he also sucked my cock, the wife tried to do the thing where she fucks him with a strapon while I fuck her but it didn't work out positioning wise. I was high on pills at this point so I didn't give it much thought