>>211891423Canadian here. i was tasked with MAiDing my best friend who was dying of cancer (giving the fake virus vax without consent while he was asleep in the hospital) in his own home 2.5 years ago. even teh VON didn't weant to be the one pushing the button for the release of pure heroin.
it gave me PTSD as i was the only person willing to do it his son and daughters hated him because their mother told them to in the 90's when all men were abusive assaulters because they dared to tell a woman 'no'...
anyway it went on for 3 months the dose going up with the pain he was describing until the day came where they put a hospital bed instead of his couch and thrust a catheter up his dick and i could see on his face he was done so i stayed up all night putting on his favorite movies and shows like SCTV and Eastwood western and prog rock pushing that button until he went unconcious but still breathing. i had to sleep sometime and the nurse woke me up hours later saying 'im sorry he's dead' and whithin 30 minutes the corpse retrievers came and took him away. that was it. a big part of my life he was taught me drumming and carpentry and horticulture. he could fly planes and tame horses and sing like an angel. built his own house and an addition only for his so called family to tarnish and bully him into being a drunk which he still functioned with. not like me. i'm fucked not just because of that episode though. miss him but he wanted to go out in his own home not in some florescent lighted hospice being fed shit and he did i suppose.
but i will never forget his last words he struggled to get out were "(his sons name) is stealing my soul!". truly disturbing bros. an eternal sadness now seeps out of my pores.