>>212605279She once made a video where she cries about being severely depressed and then doing DMT or something and "seeing life for what it really is" and that usual garbage. It's ironic because she clearly made said video as one of those impulsive decisions to try to make yourself feel better when you're feeling so shitty you can't hold it in, and for a girl who comes off as level-headed as she does, you know she must've been feeling REALLY shitty, so it serves as proof that the drugs really didn't fix her life that much.