>>212878267Same, although bizarrely I’m actually more of a “winner” now on paper than I was when I had the crazy social life I once did. I’m literally a millionaire, have my own house, my own business, in good shape, blah, blah, blah. Turns out the only people who have as much free time as me are 99% complete fucking losers I don’t want to be around or 1% winners, I’ll statistically never see and when I do, they’re usually in their 60s and 70s. People who don’t have free time, most people, including most people I used to hang out with are in unhappy long term relationships or have kids or have just fallen apart personally. This world is a nightmare.