>>712501391 (OP)Even falling is too much of a hassle. Deluding myself into pretending Iโm going to touch and sex this whore on my screen rarely works anymore, and using my imagination to think about an ex or some hottie I met on the street just makes me feel pathetic. I find the older I get the hornier I become but thatโs probably because I jack off way less. Masturbation is just disgusting and humiliating. Hooking up is hollow and meaningless. I guess this means I need to find a partner but dating is an absolute shitshow these days
I guess Iโll just have to get used to wanking once a week before bed and thinking about sex constantly