>games feel perfect for me
>I am all about the atmosphere, aesthetics and ethereal dreamy vibe
>have a passion for old architecture, been all over europe
>even the first time I played Dark Souls it felt like something eerily familiar in a way I can’t describe, it captivated me in almost a supernatural way
>I love medieval literature, myths, sagas, romances, minnesinger works etc.
>I have read the medieval stories that Miyazaki references
>I love anything dark or gothic
>weeb-leaning but not extremely so
>played a bunch of the games but never finish them or get very far
>too impatient, too inconsistent to complete overly long games
>not the greatest at action games, but that’s not the issue, I get distracted and lose patience too easily to complete any of these games
>the metroidvania aspects boil my autism, as I can never decide what to do or where to go
>really a big reason why I never finish these games is because the metroidvania aspects make me too overwhelmed and I overthink
>and because time goes so unbelievably quick for me to commit to completing any long game, everyday feels like 5 minutes, I swear it takes me hours to even turn the console on because I am so easily distracted
>always play magic classes regardless of game, so the idea that I am not supposed to also triggers my autism
It’s a pain that I can never get properly into these games, it’s hard to get past the rigidity of my autism sometimes

Just sit down and play it. Pick a direction and go that way. Getting lost in interconnected world is half the fun of the first half of DaS.

Take drugs. I was like u. Now i enjoy games.

>>712573073
Did that, a lot, but now that I am out of university I can’t anymore. Also, the waiting list for an adhd diagnosis is an eternity. I am pretty desperate for medication

>>712572728 (OP)
>weeb-leaning
found the problem. you need medical assistance (lobotomy)

>>712573714
The thing is I always found the Japanese are better in creating more etherial or refined aesthetics, most western games look very janky and butch. Also, Jap devs tend to be in cooler non-nerdy non-chess club more intellectual things. I just have a preference for a softer look, because I am straight and sexually attracted to women

4chan is not your blog. In the time it took you to write that shit you could have already been halfway through Undead Parish.

>>712572728 (OP)

>>712572728 (OP)
pic rel might be easier to get into for you

>>712574843
you dont know what essayfag is you dummy

>>712572728 (OP)
>shitmastered
shit opinion, didnt read

>>712576006
I only played the original, not the remastered version

>>712574046
>most western games look very janky and butch
This mostly only applies to more modern shit.

>>712572728 (OP)
Jusy pick a direction and walk in it
Also magic is halariously broken in ds1 and still strong in ds2 until the dlcs

>>712572728 (OP)
Save this blog bullshit for your therapist, idiot, no one cares about your mental infirmity.