You just basically discovered that young people are automatically high all the time.
You either become permanently depressed about having lost it or you let yourself become sensitized to smaller joys instead and become like >>712970056
>>712970135
I never said 'take pills bro'. I worked it out with myself, identifying the reasons for depression and eliminating them. It wasn't easy, but as soon as I started enjoying vidya again, I knew I was doing something right. Depression meds are mostly misused, and borderline dangerous when described for light reasons.
>>712969914 (OP)
It's a phase any healthy young adult have to go through. If you see through that phase you will come out as a better man for society. If you failed you will trooned out.
I look old at 21. I have a receding hairline and my face keeps picking up wrinkles. Starting a skincare routine didn't stop me getting another forehead wrinkles above the old one. It can't all be microplastics, can it?
>>712970175
Not really, I just started taking care of myself like going to gym, and cutting off things that I thought were harmful to me (like twitter, facebook and pol).
>>712969914 (OP)
Like these guys said >>712970073 >>712970056
It really sounds like actual depression and there's a lot of ways to deal with depending on your view of meds and therapy and whatnot. I recently had a long bout of depression and didn't realize how bad it was, I got help and genuinely it's a night and day difference. I actually enjoy going out and doing stuff now, and I can actually play video games and really enjoy them instead of just chasing a cheap dopamine boost from familiar games I've played a hundred times. Just get some help if you can, there's no shame in it or anything; the brain is an organ like any other and depression is a sickness that can be treated.