>>713191763 (OP)
Never?
However, on rare occasions (3-4 times per year, has kinda gotten more frequent as the years go by lol) I sometimes cry after sundown in bed as the realization grips me how I've wasted my precious youth years on media consumption, video games in particular, spending thousands of irrecoverable hours chasing completely worthless accolades, achievements and challenges that nobody, including myself or the developers really cares about. The memories of the games played and beaten honestly quite quickly fading because frankly most of them are kind of trite and not worth any further consideration after completion in retrospect.
Thinking about the fact that I'll never get these hours and years back because they were a one time deal in this life, when you are at the peak of your physical and psychological potential, being so lucky to be born in a western country in a relatively well-off family where I could have done anything and yet I chose to burn them sitting in my room playing garbage grindy grindy games wasting away socially and mentally as I continue to age, more and more doors and opportunities close around me, that I never even bothered to seek out and I desperately search for any crumb of novelty that's harder and harder to find with every passing year.
That brings me to tears sometimes. I guess that counts?
I tend to feel fine in the morning though and just proceed to play more games the next day as usual lol.
