>>713909908
Shyness, neuroticism, and being generally risk averse, are altogether the absolute WORST traits to be burdened with as a man, and as fatal in the long-run as a bullet to the head. I hate it so much. There's no escaping from it. I am 27 years old male that never had sex nor had a girlfriend and here i am just trying my hardest to mind my own fucking busineer changes for me. A harmless, weak willed man is so heinously/fundamentally unattractive that it would genuinely give stomach cancer a run for its money, insofar as how ubiquitously grotesque and reviled it is. Hell, what's infinitely worse, is that you're not even seen as a me. I was always rejected while they always chased after people that didn't give two shits about them. My friends say that i am good looking and all but they probably just say that shit to make me feel better or because of being good-hearted. I don't think it's gonna change for me and knowing that fucking hurts. I wish i didn't feel that much or that i was good looking or that this fucking world didn't suck that much. I hate it here. As it is, for those of and to otherwise be exploited, gaslit, and supremely taken advantage of by all those well-to-do, neurotypical normies out there who will forever regard you as subhuman, and to not even be honest enough to say it to your face, and allow you that much dignity. They'll fleece you for whatever it is your worth, and festoon themselves with your intestines like they were wearing a scarf, all whilst bombarding you with the most eye rolling bullshit imaginable, in some post-facto attempt to make you believe that "kindness" and "deceny" is all that matters, as you lay there gored and gutless, slowly choking to death on your own blood. The meek will NEVER inherit the earth. They're just the fertilizer.This is the sort of rancid sewagus whoper competitive shithole of a world that you were never fit for existing on in the first place, or you and the sneedian theory of niggers and jews.
