>get drunk and want to play new games
>recognize that if i play a new game drunk i might forget things i normally wouldn't
It's grim
>>714250827 (OP)rebecca looks like a nortubel character
for me, its getting a boner 30mins into drinking, fapping and then snooze for 3 hours. Wake up, rinse and repeat. Whole day just evaporated
Why don't you always just play that game drunk then? No change of state.
>>714250827 (OP)I've lost my capacity to enjoy drinking alone. I'll get drunk to try to be less depressed but just end up depressed and drunk. No idea what changed.
>>714251234i've have never drank with another person that was also drinking lol
>>714250952this happened to me with weed but i was masturbating 24/7 because if i saw even the most slightly sexua lthing i had to jerk off to get it out of my mind