>>714256348 (OP)
The first time I ever sucked on a girl's boob (in a sexual way) was one of the most disappointing experiences of my life.
It all started with my first girlfriend. She was on the short side and her breasts weren't very large. Not a problem. I never paid much attention to boob size anyway. All I wanted was the milk. And so when I squeezed them for the first time and nothing came out, I was really confused. I didn't say anything about it because I didn't want to make her feel self-conscious, but alarms were going off in my head telling me that something was very wrong. I just remember desperately sucking on her nipples as hard as I could, but no milk came out. The deeper my inner turmoil over this, the harder I sucked. I think she must have been really disappointed in herself because she made some noise like a groan. Eventually I gave up and played it off like everything was normal.
Later on, she lamented that her breasts were so "petite," and I told her that they were just fine. Just fine indeed. But inside I just couldn't get over the fact that breasts weren't actually full of milk. A part of me died that day. The inner child who'd been nourished by his mother's milk died at the teat of an empty breast.
