Thread 714368232

>>714368232 (OP)
schizophrenic, i am on neetbux and play repetitive shit like mmos and grind resources in minecraft and similar games
rarely play older games and miscelaneous shit

>>714368356
>i am on neetbux
Why? Does being schizo stop you from being able to work?

>>714368232 (OP)
i cant keep bonds and always ends gtfo myself, helldivers

>>714368438
I can't socialize. In the computer it i9s easy because when one retard makes me mad, I simply can close the tab or go do something else. In real life, I actually have got into fights with retards that make me angry. Also I can't work in teams for shit. Most jobs need you to interact with more people.

>>714368232 (OP)
>How severe is your autism?
Debilitating, I'm just autistic enough to not fit in with any group while simultaneously being aware of my own social failings and awkwardness. I have been the butt of most jokes whenever I'm a part of a group for most of my life.
>What games do you play?
platformers, JRPGs, shooters, TRPGs, RTS, action games, and racing games (I love video games)

>>714368232 (OP)
I'm on level 2 autism

>>714368232 (OP)
>How severe is your autism
I always fall for the finger pointing at your chest and saying there's a something on your shirt and then the nose flick when you look down. Also every time I hear the Carly Simon song I can't help but think, "but the song IS about the person it's about."
>what games do you play
Dungeon Crawlers, WRPGs, Puzzle games, platformers, little bit of shmups, third and first person shooters.

>>714368232 (OP)
>How severe
Never was diagnosed, but have too much in common with people i know personally that were and it scares me every day.
Still not getting diagnosed, because for all i know i could be actually genuinely schizophrenic instead and i am not giving up all my rights by accident.
What do anons?

>>714369389
Oh right, games
DMC3, Rimworld, Palworld, The game

>>714369389
kill self. if you are genuinely mentally damaged, it is either medicines which will kill you on the inside and having your rights submitted or actually putting your life on the line or somebody else's and if they survive, the first will become true anyway. Basically you are fucked no matter what.

>>714369389
>never been diagnosed, but
Stop it right there
You are acting like those 9/10 looking quirky girls on twitter who totally have autism (self diagnosed)

quintessential autism core

>>714368232 (OP)
quite autistic, i have the touch of the 'tism
They said I had comorbid dyscalculia and ADS. I can't understand emotions, can't keep conversations, prefer solitude, and I literally cannot handle math. if you asked me 14+29, I'd be unable to solve it unless I got a pen and paper and even then I'd struggle.

>games
any thing really, but unsurprisingly i hate any thing that requires numbers or building a character. pretty much any RPG i cannot understand and I just choose whatever looks coolest

>>714370149
>toxotranny can't handle math

I have pathological demand avoidance, si when it comes to video games i avoid any kind multiplayer interaction in any game whatsoever, except Mario kart because that game only has an expectation of fucking around.
I play genshin (all by myself, no coop help ever), I just started atelier Sophie 2, and this year I beat SMT V Vengeance, Paper Mario TTYD, Ys IX Monstrum Nox, and Ys Memoire Oath in Felghana.

>>714370149
>if you asked me 14+29
>I'd be unable to solve it
So you're a retard?

>>714370380
Anon is literally Grug in the flesh

>>714368232 (OP)
autistic enough to get disabilitybux
i play rhythym games and fightan games and tetris. i get completely filtered by strategy games though

>>714368232 (OP)
Depends on the game, some games bring out extreme autismo tendencies in me, strategy games for example

>>714368356
Medication regimen?

>>714369751
Most of this thread has not been diagnosed either. They just do something awkward in front of a girl and suddenly think "damn i guess its autism"
>Quirky
I have enough personity as it is without needing le quirky crutch. The problem here is that this shit actally stands in its way and i feel less and less like myself as a result.

>>714370380
yes... why else would I be on 4chan?
to answer honestly thobeit, it was a bit of an exaggeration. i can handle simple addition if its moderate numbers, subtraction gives me complications but i can handle it if its low numbers. but multi-step equations, multiplication, division, anything with variables is more than enough and I just cant process it. its like a different language. i unironically can have a "panic attack" if I have to process too many numbers at once

>>714368356
>>714368584
So, you proved that you were schizo and that was it? You just get free money for the rest of your life? Is it minimum wage?

>>714370634
risperidone 4mg, magnesium valproate 750mg
I am told the dosage is quite low

>>714371370
I am not in a first world so it is useless money. It doesn't even pay one month of food, and that's beans and rice food, not even mc donalds.

bad but not enough to be on neetbux

however I love the vyvanse I take

>>714371370
Nta but I make under 12k a year on it

>>714370368
hey dude
join the game, we need a fourth. come on, you got a microphone? bro, speak up. what kinda username is that? whats it mean, we wanna hear

>>714371446
I eat lentils instead of rice more filling and tastes better without having to season

>>714371481
I've also been diagnosed since the 90s

>>714371446
So, how do you live? Where do you get enough money to get by?

>>714371495
That enough to able to eat and play vidya?

>>714371572
Yeah I get by pretty cheap renting in the ghetto and eating bare minimum to maximize gaming

>>714371572
I was born into wealth, my father left me a decently sized house and some properties. I also rent some rooms for money, but it all goes to the usual expenses, gas, clothes, power bills and meds. I sell cigarrettes and some stuff in a small shop and that's where my vidya money comes from.

>>714371498
you trying to trigger me? i play solo whenever I can. Even jumping into Elder Scrolls Online, an arguably single player online game, was quite the jump for me, and the only reason why I played it a few years back was because I played Xenoblade X, and after that I was like “okay this is what MMO gameplay must be like, let me dip into ESO but hopefully not get anyone’s attention”

>>714368232 (OP)
>autism
I just like being alone
>games
Valorant

>35
>NEET
I play a lot of Black Desert these days. Gathering on my lifeskill character right now, makes decent silver.

Extreme
Combat Mission and Starsector

>>714371257
Literally me.
It is so annoying. It's like numbers enter through one ear and exist through the other without ever beign registered. I can feel my mind in real time grow numb and blurry when i do more complex math or try to understand it

>tfw 99% sure I have actual autism
>don't want to spend a thousand do fucking dollars for an adult test
what do I do
this shit fucks me over but it feels like getting help without your parents handholding you as a kid is impossible

>>714371751
>trigger me
yeah, i dont know much about your disorder and i was trying to be funny. sorry.
Do you feel like you're being judged if you speak up or what?

>>714371702
Are you really unable to work? Is there no job where you basically don't have to interact with others? Like you mentioned something about IT? How about assembling PCs for customers or something?

>>714371704
It seems like you've got a good thing going. That doesn't sound bad at all. Having said that, you've got all of this business + neetbux? Are you even allowed to get neetbux from the government if you've got a steady income from other sources?

>>714370149
>>714371926
lol, you just add 15 and 30, and that's easy 45, then you sub 2, because you added it before and you get the result - 43, basic math is all about making the scarry looking equations look less scary

>>714371976
it's really important to get tested before you're 24 if you want any kind of government assistance

>>714372165
it is not a good thing. I am a literal cuck, mother and sister command me in everything and I can't leave or do my own stuff because of the dissabilities. Basically I am like a 40 year old kid, that will never grow up. If they both die, I am fucked.

https://embrace-autism.com/raads-r/
I scored 174

>>714372234
>it's too late
should I an hero
why 24
why is the government kicking me off medicaid for being a neet now
my parents don't have money either

>>714372350
you ever tried hooking up with your sister? you know... keeping the wealth in the family and all that.

>>714372627
My sister co owns most of the shit, also you are fucking retarded. She is a lesbian btw.

>>714371926
>be me
>paying for snacks in gas station
>lady says itll be 8 dollars and 52 cents
>hand her a ten
>she says the cash register is messed up and needs the exact amount
>reach in pocket for every coin i had from the vending machine outside
>stare at her
>stare at my hand with the cash
>she raises her voice at me as she repeats how much it cost
>people behind me are getting impatient
>she sighs and snatches the money from my hand
>throws the change in the bag and i leave quickly
>cry in the car
Dyscalculia has fucked me in many ways.

>>714372007
it’s like an extreme form of anxiety but it’s centered around expectations, so everything to me feels like I have to match up to someone’s (or society’s expectations) and I withdraw from everything as result. its kinda like social anxiety in a way so yes, I avoid being in he spotlight when I can. It’s fucking me over in the long run but whatever, I wasn’t gonna live a normal life anyways, and though my condition isn’t debilitating in the eyes of financial assistance or whatever, doing everyday things that are demanded of me (particularly being like an adult) just feels harder for me. at least on here everyone’s retarded and anonymous.
anyways, video games. Ys is a cool series. I love krysha

>>714372457
It's too late for you. If you've managed to make it to adulthood, then you've proven you can survive in the world without any assistance.
>>714372416
>141 - strong evidence for autism
What the fuck? I'm not autistic I just like being alone or it's because I hate being touched and noise.

>>714372851
should've cried right in front of her to force compassion

>>714372416
I scored 153 but some of these questions are retarded
the ones that I picked the non autistic answers for I only do because I've brute forced hiding my autism my entire life and I've gotten good at it

>>714372457
i dont remember the exact reasoning but i think it has something to do with them really wanting a childhood diagnoses in order to consider your 'tism severe enough to require help. you can get ssi without that but it has more restrictions
>should i anhero
dont give up anon. the whole process is pretty much designed to make you anhero or die before getting approved. try to find a disability attorney who can help you, there are orgs that do that pro bono and you pretty much need someone like that to navigate the system

>>714373420
>If you've managed to make it to adulthood, then you've proven you can survive in the world without any assistance.
I have never had a job and have never lived on my own
just recently my dad asked me to go into a pizza place to order something and I couldn't do it because I was too scared

>>714373420
>>714373507
Denial is the first step anons...

>>714373584
Should've gotten tested sooner. The NEETbux office will be deaf to your pleas.

>>714373525
I'm not even formally diagnosed with anything as far as I'm aware, unless me talking about what I feel like I have with a therapist makes me diagnosed?
i don't understand how to get real help

>>714373584
I’m so glad little caesars lets you order online and then pickup the pizza without contact. one of the few blessings of the covid era

>>714373661
>i don't understand how to get real help
There is no cure for autism.

>>714373627
nigger i know I'm autistic, the only reason I'm not 100% is because my dad beat and yelled at me as a kid and I have no confidence in my own opinions even though I know they're right unless i have some outside validation
even though I'm now old enough to realize something like an autism test is a fucking joke just like the rest of the mental health system and no one knows you better than yourself
I've talked with diagnosed autistics and we were exactly the same so that settles it for me
i just want the fucking government to do it's job and recognize me as someone who can't function in society