>>714880717You need to purge everything ugly. You surround yourself with these horrible things.
You see them and associate with them, once they go you can look at the beautiful things in the world and what you can do for yourself.
You have some self-awareness and no confidence. You're bitter but at something you can't help. Making others see that bitterness will only make them see less of you.
Make them see a better side and stand out from the other, as you put it, shorter and dumber ones.