>win
>feel nothing
>lose
>day ruined
comp games were a mistake
Competitive gaming/e-sports are retarded and enjoyed by cretins. Games built around competitive matchmaking (Counter Strike, fighting games, MOBAs) are black holes of terrible skinner box game design and autism.
>>715213083 (OP)That's called being mentally ill.
>win in a conventional way where nothing that special happens
>feel nothing
>win in a spectacular cool way where I pop the frick off in a game that has a replay system
>cherish the replay for years, watch it hundreds and hundreds of time. Feel elation and pride
I love games with replays. I play exclusively for the replays.