My dad is dying of cancer and I don't even care because he hit me as a child
I don't know how to talk to him
What video game should I play while I ignore my life crumbling around me through no fault of my own?

>>715218612 (OP)
Nigger, no one cares.

>>715218612 (OP)
Getting spanked occasionally is not getting hit

>>715218612 (OP)
Fuck off. You obviously have serious trauma and are a coping loser.

>>715218612 (OP)
He probably wouldn't have beat you if you weren't such a disappointing faggot.

>>715218612 (OP)
didnt read post more misato

>>715218612 (OP)
Play Flux

>>715218612 (OP)
Oh god its you again
Please kys already

>>715218612 (OP)
You probably deserve it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8cFcSq4EIs

>>715218672
>didn't post a video game
reported for off topic
>>715218749
if it was just occasional spanking I wouldn't have made this thread
>>715218789
He probably would have a caring son to help him with his health if he wasn't such a disappointing father
>>715218823

>>715218612 (OP)
Didn't read
Pubes.

your dad fucking died during the second impact

>>715218612 (OP)
Those are some lucky panties. Imagine getting smothered by misato pubic hair everyday. Imagine the stench.

>>715218612 (OP)
What is that key for?

“Waaah waaah my dad is dying!!! I don’t care!!! Yet, I do secretly care because I’m wondering how to talk to him since I secretly love my daddy who hit me as a child!!!! Goo goo gah gah, Im a pussy and my life’s falling apart!!!”

You’re a pussy ass faggot. Kill yourself. Jump off a bridge

>>715218612 (OP)
what a bitch
just say i love you to your father once man

>>715219147
I just don't want to yell at him for hitting me and making him kill himself before the cancer does
because of his failures now my entire life is getting fucked over and I can't even address my gripes because of the situation

>my best friend's mom is dying of cancer

>>715219216
But I don't love him
I care about him ambivalently at most
But I have watched him basically kill himself and fuck everyone around him over so I am angry and lacking sympathy

>>715218612 (OP)
>pubeslop

>>715218612 (OP)
>pubeskino

>>715218612 (OP)
talk to your dad and get closure you dumb fuck. if you really hate him, you'll still be around and he won't.

>>715219276
>>715219370
Stop venting like a discord e-girl on my government ran imageboard. Do something instead of cry about it on the internet. What are you a woman? You know what I think, yeah you’re a woman. You’re a beta male faggot crying like a bitch. Take estrogen, you fucking faggot

>>715218612 (OP)
>through no fault of my own?
You're the only one to blame, anon.

>>715219370
You're supposed to just lie to family members that are going through a rough patch like literally dying dude. If you dont at least talk to him youre gonna hate yourself for the rest of your life. As for your game suggestion Mother 1 the plot is literally about daddy issues.

>>715219595
I did just talk to him, it was extremely awkward
We're both autistic and he doesn't believe in/looks down on mental illness, it's impossible for us to talk
It's why he always just hit me or yelled at me when I did something he didn't like instead of being a father

>>715218612 (OP)
based pubes. But anyway, its your choice man. Is there stuff belter left unsaid? Or not? Whats going to matter is how you will feel when hes gone.

>>715218612 (OP)
You only get one set of parents, choosing to focus on the worst aspects of what he did is your failing.
Later in life you will regret not being able to reconcile with him and there will never be an opportunity to fix it.

>>715218612 (OP)
just make sure you do the funeral and ceremony and shit because the prevents ghost hauntings

>>715219808
>You're supposed to just lie to family members
You're not supposed to lie to anyone
More realistically he's asking me for a favor he thinks is very reasonable but he still doesn't understand I'm not normal and simple things are really difficult for me
It's really the fact that he still expresses disdain for me just being the way I am and showing he hasn't changed at all from the person who used to hit me besides being too old and weak to do it anymore that makes me not want to do anything but ignore my surroundings
What else is an abused mentally ill child trapped in a shitty home supposed to do

>>715219276
Wild, you have no sense of personal responsibility at all.

>>715218612 (OP)
Master of Orion II: Battle at Antares.

>>715218612 (OP)
Hit your dad to feel better.

>>715218612 (OP)
how come they never made any good Eva games? they milk the absolute hell out of that IP and yet no devs have ever made anything decent with it

>>715219873
>choosing to focus on the worst aspects of what he did is your failing
What else am I supposed to do when my life is literally hell because of him and his actions or lack thereof
The difference between me and him is I didn't have a fucking kid with a psychopath and my failings don't drag an entire family down with me
All the good things he ever did literally do not matter at all compared to the reality that has become of him

>>715219810
Why would you care about the people who abused you? You’re a fucking herbivore limp dicked retard. I bet you would come to my hospital bed even if I raped your sister. Have you tried estrogen? It’s perfect for you. You’re literally a woman because you were raised by your mom since your poor daddy hit you all the time

>>715218612 (OP)

>>715220163
Eva 2 for PS2 is good according to other Eva threads

>>715220006
How can I have personal responsibility?
Every time I've ever tried to do anything I've been yelled at or hit
Every time I ever wanted to do something I have to listen to yelling and violence
Every time I ever just existed as the way I fundamentally am I've been attacked by the person who made me this way
It's impossible for me to have any personal responsibility

>>715219873
spoken by someone who had an actual dad. My father would steal nickels out of my pocket if he could get away with it, the man gets cancer and the first thing he does is use it to scam money out of anyone that he can get on the phone. The man is a snake and even on his death bed hes ready to bite any feeding hands

Actually why even bother to talk to him? Why even bother thinking about him?
You giant retarded pussy whipped thing

>>715220242
>Why would you care about the people who abused you?
Because his social security checks and credit cards are the only reason I'm not homeless

>>715220209
You are a little bitch suffering from extreme learned helplessness, stop blaming everything and everyone else for your problems and try to be an actual human being.

is this the squirrels in the attic guy or a different blog?

>>715220365
He wants me to uber with him to the hospital
Because my mother shattered her arm after falling over being shitfaced like she always is and can't drive
>>715220469
You try to be a human being when you're forced into the life I've lived

>>715220580
I don't have an attic

>>715218612 (OP)
who is the artist?

>>715220586
>>715220441
Okay???? Only talk with him when you have to then until he dies. The only use he has as a human being is his money. He never had any other good use in his entire life with you. Just suck it the fuck up until he dies. It’s that simple