>>715465850
>you joke
I wish
that example I gave was very specific for a reason
was feeling particularly depressed last night, subconsciously summoned that memory to feel better, felt worse after realizing how pathetic that was
God I wish my presence didn’t scare women
I actually have more instances of scaring women, completely on accident, than I do of receiving a compliment based on my appearance
I’m not even talking about startling them, it’s more like I was checking out the same store, they notice me, then shuffle their kids away immediately
I wasn’t even making noise, looking at something weird, or looking at them
I’m not even brown, or have tattoos/piercings/dress in an unusual/trashy fashion. But I am tall and strong. And I’m told I smile like I just saw some kid trip and hurt themself