Thread 715596834

How you holding up /v/?

>>715596834 (OP)
half a year with underwhelming results, i hope the rest isn't wasted for nothing.

>>715596834 (OP)
Terrible. But I played Black Myth finally. It's pretty good. Lots of missteps, like the invisible walls everywhere when it looks like you should be able to go there. The final boss gauntlet to get the true ending from Erlang to Broken Shell is kind of a slog. Not particularly difficult, but just this feeling of, "Is it finally over? I'm bored of this."

>>715596834 (OP)
It won't stop raining, so it's humid and hot as fuck with mosquitos everywhere. Can't even cut the grass to keep snakes away from my house because the wet grass clogs up the blades. Brand new blades, too.
Been playing some First Descendant, but I think I'm gonna take a break to not burn out before the next update. Need to find a new game to play, preferably something comfy.

when does the suffering stop, /v/

>>715596834 (OP)
https://youtu.be/rzvXBFwcyek?si=9eAssaa5zCMPhj2e

>>715597150
when you grow to endure it better.

>>715596834 (OP)
i think things are about to get real bad, as bad as they can get, but if i manage to get through this, it will be finally over, but still... i am bit scared

my parents cat just vomited up a hairball log

im making pudding at 4am

>>715596915
same for me

>>715596834 (OP)
Been better. How about you.

BECAUSE IVE LOST CONTROL OF MY LIFE

>>715597286
why be scared over things beyond your control?
just confront it, there's nothing else you can do ultimately.

>>715597150
it doesn't, you just get used to it
and if you're REAL lucky, the suffering actually gets even worse :)

>>715596834 (OP)
How much better does DeS emulate compared to other PS3 games?

>>715597471
i heard its the best out of the ps3 library.

>>715597410
>>715597218

>>715597150
when you stop consuming reddit media

Very cool, i will lay with my gf in bed until she will wake up and go to work, then i will eat some breakfeast, smoke some weed and go with my friend in elden ring

>>715596834 (OP)
I unironically want the demons souls remake ported to PC.

>>715597645
Same.

>>715597471
runs smooth with a few settings tweaks

>>715597556
I hope you don't, anon.
Unfortunately I'm not gonna lie and say the suffering gets better or goes away, but there is genuine goodness and happiness to also be felt. You'd think they cancel each other out or something, but they don't. But I'd say for the people willing to seek it that the goodness outweighs the suffering, and I think each and every person including (You) has something special to contribute to the world that would be lost if you An Hero.

My back and my knees are failing me. It's so fucking over.

>>715597556
and what will killing yourself solve? you will die eventually regardless if its sooner or later.
Death is just another part of the cycle.

>>715597743
My foot and hip used to hurt to the point I thought the days of using a cane were near, but my body somehow repaired itself when I was doing about a month of nofap, body just went and fixed itself, this was no minor issue, it was something that went on for years

>>715597789
It's more like jumping out of a burning building to your death. The suffering becomes so unbearable that instant death seems to be the better option.

>>715597907
Living to my deathbed is my own way of telling life to go fuck itself.

>>715597907
and who's to say you won't fall into a pit of searing hot razor blades and nails?
defeatism is a blight, and if you choose to end yourself for nothing then go ahead. it wont solve anything in the grand scheme of things, and will just be another regret of yours.

There hasn't been another fucking scraping spear since the Demon's Souls remake. How do you think I'm holding up?

>>715596834 (OP)
Could be worse, could be better. Thinking about finally giving Bloodborne on emulator a try. Has been over a year since I last played it on PS4.

I'm doing ok. An extra thousand bucks this paycheck helps a ton.

>>715596834 (OP)
Not bad, finally started seeing muscles instead of fat after 2,5 years of lifting and got my motivation for piano and vidya back. Started playing SANABI and so far I like it.

>>715598843
>piano
nice, a fellow pianist. I'm trying to play tchaikovsky's 1812 overture, or parts of it.

>>715596834 (OP)
had the urge to play video gsmes the other day but didnt play

>>715596834 (OP)
I've never been better
I'm gonna try streaming as a lewd-vtuber soon now that I finally have the privacy for it and I'm excited to play games and talk with an audience I've been building for a little while
With any luck it'll bloom into something very unique

>>715599186
Share your info, tease

Not to brag but I've suddenly accomplished many of the goals I've set to myself and thinks i wanted to do. Completion came kind of abruptly(spanning over 1.5 years) and now I don't know what to fucking do. I'm 31 and it feels too early for midlife crisis but I feel directionless right now.

>>715598930
Nice, I still consider myself a beginner so I only play easier songs for now. Now I am learning Bach's Prelude in C minor, BWV 999

>>715599186
Why are you gay

>>715599256
I didn't expect that response anon, I'm a bit taken off guard-
I'm still in the process of getting my model ready and rigged, plus I need to get an extra webcam for stripping purposes
Twitter is SoBigHat
Shouldn't take more than a week or two now though

>>715597645
No thanks that shit isn't Demon's Souls

>>715596834 (OP)
not great, I hate that this is the only place I can talk about my vaguely niche vidya interests and yet its full of the internet's worst
I suppose its better than the rest of the internets worst but the bar truly is in hell in that regard,

That being said Vidya is fun, I play Titanfall 2 and minecraft with my friends, emulation is only getting better, it could be better but it could also be a whole lot worse.

>>715596834 (OP)
Bad. I've had a rough few years with ups and downs and a lot of confusion. It's difficult to tell where one problem begins an another ends but I think I've narrowed it down to pretty bad ADHD, the issues of it going unchecked growing up and the mounting responsibilities/physical realities of getting older. My psych was about to prescribe stimulants before I got laid off and lost my medical, but I should be able to get back on soon which is good. Hoping they help since holding down a job or studying or performing basic everyday tasks is almost impossible currently.

Been hard to be motivated to play/find joy in vidya. Gonna try Rimworld soon since dorf fort hooked me pretty hard not long ago. I'm also enjoying various fighting games. I really wanna be able to enjoy things again, I feel like a walking corpse constantly stuck in my own head drowning in inane thoughts or cycles of self-assessment.

Not great but I finished FF9 for the first time a few days ago and it was a great time despite how slow it was, I'm glad I waited so long to play it because I don't think I'd enjoy it as much if I checked it out as a kid. it's nice to know I'm not so overtaken by cynicism that I can't enjoy games anymore.

>>715597556
Man I wish Mars Chronicle didn't suck. Alita was always half-shit, half-gold and the same is true for Last Order but seeing it say fuck everything and turn into an insane tournament was worth it. Happy it at least delivered on a few big questions I didn't think we were ever gonna get answered either.

Think of the time from big bang until the heat death. No matter how successful you are life is just a infinitesimal speck of that. You will have almost all if eternity to experience being dead, so just fuck it and stick around bros.

>>715602359
Big bong is fake and gay, reincarnation is real. Life is infinite. You are a fragment of the collective conscience of G

Doing alright, need a not shit paying job. Just modded dark souls remastered so that it looks like dark souls 1 PTDE proper. It's very comfy.

>>715596834 (OP)
I got a job for summer that pays mad well but it's fucking horrible, back breaking work at a factory working with metal sheets, the same fucking shit for 8 hours straight no rest, and the commute is like 40 minutes on top of that too.

I hate this shit, I will never complain abut studying ever again, also I'll quit at the end of this month, when the new college year begins Imma be kissing my notes happy as a clam

>>715596834 (OP)
Fine I guess.
I'm just getting tired of normalfag once again trying to ruin my hobbies(games/anime/manga etc) , I swear soccermoms and boomer were less annoying than this modern shit
>devs are compromised
>normalfags not only dismiss the erosion of the fundamental aspects but celebrate them
>now shit like payment processor are actively blackmailing devs
>government is also still shit
Back then you could at least count on the community and devs to be somewhat united, nowadays it feels like everyone just wants to screw the other over and engage in schadenfreude.
Aside from that I'm replying RE4 (og) fun game

I want to kill myself everyday of my life but my parents gonna be very sad and i dont want that, the only people of my life that care about me even now that i a 100% failure, sorry dad and mom for not born with a talent that make money like a sportman or something like that, i really sorry...

>>715597059
>Been playing some First Descendant, but I think I'm gonna take a break to not burn out before the next update.
Don't do that. You'll miss out on getting Ines' twisted nun outfit.

>>715598843
>sanabi
Good game. Mari a cute.

>>715607289
shit, youre right
and I might as well do the hour for the rewards each day too

>walk past an attractive woman
>she's so disgusted by my appearance she says "oh my god" out loud

I’m annoyed that a $3k pistol I have isn’t working properly. Other than that I’m doing well and extremely thankful for my blessings. Going to start Expedition 33 soon and avoided spoilers so far.

Waging is killing me. I put in a 2 weeks notice just to decay and hide as a neet for a few months since I paid off my truck and other bills, and got a nice pc upgrade. I just want to hide, decay, and rot for a while.

>>715608827
She is, indeed. I hope she won't go with her plan of dying in Mago city

>>715597471
its perfect you can even make it 60fps if youre into that