I'm only addicted to competitive video games
They're fun first and foremost but they provide me with the stress that I jobless NEET like me needs. I know that men are inherently competitive but not all of them invest this much energy into video games and put it towards life accomplishments instead.
Is it because I know that if I tried competing IRL I would lose and turn to video games instead? It raises my cortisol levels but also makes me feel good at the same time with all the shiny lights and sounds when I do well.
This is digital crack and I'm tired of pretending otherwise but it's the only time I really feel alive.
Is it because I know that if I tried competing IRL I would lose and turn to video games instead? It raises my cortisol levels but also makes me feel good at the same time with all the shiny lights and sounds when I do well.
This is digital crack and I'm tired of pretending otherwise but it's the only time I really feel alive.
