I just got so angry at how helpless I am in my life I went outside and beat the shit out of a metal sign with metal baseball bat and now my ears are ringing

Name?

>>717510961
Are Anglos too stupid to figure out that "en onanist" means masturbator?

>>717510856 (OP)
Can I kick you in the nuts?

>>717511017
youre speaking my language, not vice versa

>>717510856 (OP)
And did that improve your life any, or do anything but make you tired and hurt your ears?
Maybe that wasnt the right move.

>>717510856 (OP)
Do prison guards really look like this?

>>717511159
Yes, it made me feel better
I'm autistic, I have to vent my anger through violence or I feel like I'm going to lose it
being angry is the only time I ever feel motivated in my life to do anything

>>717511260
yes

>>717511271
>I have to vent my anger
No you dont, all you've done is reinforce the conditioning in your head to lash out when you're angry. That's something a child does when they have a temper tantrum in the supermarket. Do you seriously have no better a handle a handle on your emotions than a three year old whose mom wont let him eat baking chocolate?
You're not a mindless animal, you have control over your emotions and how you respond to them, you are instead CHOOSING to have a temper tantrum for the catharsis. Feeling "like youre going to lose it" is you literally just working yourself up about whatever is getting you mad.
Put all that wasted energy into something that might actually improve your life. I KNOW there's probably something easy you can do to make your current situation better by some marginal amount, because if you did 100% have your shit together you wouldnt be getting mad about it.
Recognize when youre getting angry and remove yourself from that situation. Dont hold on to anger to try and tamp it down. Dont let it out, let GO of it
>t. Had anger issues throughout my 20s and even some into my 30s, to the point where I once punched a hole through a bathroom sink and sliced the shit out of my hand.

>>717512210
I'm 30 years old, I'm not changing

>>717511017
Colloquialism, retard.

>That's something a child does when they have a temper tantrum in the supermarket. Do you seriously have no better a handle a handle on your emotions than a three year old whose mom wont let him eat baking chocolate?
this is literally how autism works
my dad was 40 years old when I was born and he's autistic and hit me every time he got mad

>>717512775
>this is literally how autism works
We really need to stigmatize autism again, because people have begun to genuinely believe that autists are just "neurodivergent".
Psychopaths are *also* just "neurodivergent".

>>717512674
I was older than you were when I had my fucking epiphany about it.
>wake up
>Do my usual shit before work
>absolutely miserable
>get in car, reverse out of spot
>audibly say to myself "god today sucks. Man yesterday was completely fine though"
>something catches in my brain
>realize that Ive only been awake for like 20 minutes and today already sucks, but yesterday was fine
>so far literally nothing about that day was different from how it was the day before except how I feel about it.
>realize it was me thinking the day was shitty that was making it shitty
>realize I was literally just making myself feel bad for no fucking reason
Your emotions and how you feel are 100% internal. All of it, good, bad, fucking whatever, is based entirely in your own head. You decide how you react to the world.
You absolutely can change, and I know you want to because you wouldn't have made this thread otherwise. Even if you wanted to make a "our lives all suck" thread, you would have at least gotten some comfort in not being alone in a shitty situation. You want to feel better. You CAN feel better, its literally been in your hands this whole time.

>>717510856 (OP)
HOLY SHIT BIG TITS

>>717511271
This is so fucking hot I would cum instantly if I got slapped by a girl this sexy

>>717512210
I'm a sperg with moderate autism, I'm glad I can easily control my anger. Whenever I'm around someone I don't like I distance myself from them as much as possible.

>>717511128
Is this a "Yes" with extra steps?

>>717513426
not when I live with my retarded and poor parents who do everything in their power to belittle me and ruin my fucking life
I'm not capable of being productive
I've never worked
I can't leave the house on my own
I've never had an income or any security in my life
a tree almost just fell on the fucking house because my dad would rather pray to some imaginary nigger in the sky to make it not happen instead of saving up his fucking social security checks by not buying retarded shit to get the fucking tree cut the fuck down

>>717510961
Me

>>717510856 (OP)

>>717513659
Waah waah, me, me, me, me, me. Never thought that it's actually you that is the problem? You're just an angsty teen that thinks you know everything and you lash out. Man I remember being young and retarded like you. Haha.

boobs

>>717510856 (OP)
did you goon today?

>>717514597
you didn't say anything

>>717513659
That sucks, sure, but if you do NOTHING nothing will improve, and will maybe only get worse.
Why cant you leave the house on your own? Unless youre crippled you can walk, if youre out in the sticks you just have longer to walk. Find an old lady with an overgrown lawn and cut it for like 25 bucks. Do that a few times and get a cheap bike from walmart, boom, instant range extension. Fall is coming, a lot of retail hires temp work for the holidays. You'll probably get tossed on your ass come february but its experience and money.
I know there's a certain comfort in thinking there's nothing you can do and it's not your fault things are shit, but even a stupid and minor improvement of your circumstances is AN improvement, which is more than youre going to get if you do nothing.

>>717513485
it means you're a domesticated dog whose culture has been replaced by american values

>>717510856 (OP)
>>717511271
You're sexually frustrated, OP. Jack off and you'll feel better

>>717511017
how would somebody who doesn't speak swedish possibly know what that means

>>717515103
That how you cope with your president having raped children on Epstein's island and everyone knowing?

>>717510856 (OP)
bring wooden bat next time, the're won't be as much noise

>>717515391
No evidence of the alleged rape.
The accuser's testimony is comically cliché and entirely unsubstantiated.
But I understand that the principle of presumed innocence is alien to your shithole.

>>717515194
Onanist (from "onanism") is an English word as well, referring to the biblical Onan who sinfully spilled his "seed" unto the earth.
You have read the Bible, haven't you?

>>717516019
No, because I'm not Christian, and I don't have time for some retarded desert cult.

Please don't ignore my offer to kick you in the nuts

>>717516420
Brown people acting like Christianity isn't a uniquely Roman/European thing.
Get out of our country you don't belong

>>717511271
"Cathartic" release of anger and violence only serves to increase one's tendencies toward it, it doesn't stop it or use it up.
I asked a professional therapist about this a couple years ago.

>>717516019
It's an extremely rarely used word akin to something like "limerence," i.e. it's legitimate but even someone with a strong vocabulary is unlikely to know or use it. It's not unreasonable to not recognize it, especially when the word has been overlooked in usage compared to slang and a couple generic proper terms.

>>717514994
this, though he prob has social anxiety from being locked inside too long. Realize you don't even know yourself yet and the friction you're experiencing is your full ego demanding to experience life. Don't let others demean you and don't worry or think about what you can't control that is your brain doing it's job trying to trap you in safety. I've known multiple people in similarly shit situations who fixed their lives up. Get a job, join the military, whatever it is having some money you earned on your own will buy you some freedom self-respect and perspective.

>>717516986
It's literally biblical (Acts) that the religion spread south and east into brown territory faster because they met massive resistance going the other way. Proselytizing in Rome was basically asking to die, and the early church fathers and apostles basically fetishized martyrdom so they all ended their journeys in Rome where the whipeepo killed them for spreading desert cuckery

>>717510856 (OP)
AWOOOOOOGA MILKAAAAAAAA

>>717516986
Christianity hasn't been uniquely european since like 1492 dumbass

>>717518523
The germanic tribes converted faster than the romans for fuck sake, the same germanic tribes that kicked the ass so hard of the romans, they built a huge fence around the rhine.
Are you going to tell me those germans are not "whipeepo"?
>basically fetishized martyrdom
You are a complete idiot. One of the many issues of the early Church were people that fetishized martyrdom, you had early Church Fathers wrote against dying to the sake of dying.

>>717515908
>No evidence of the alleged rape.
The cover-up is evidence you dipshit.

>>717520961
The brown successfully ragebaited you so he won

>>717510976
zepia_(camui_kamui)
artist is hz_(666v)

click the google or iqdb (though iqdb is dogshit now) buttons next to the post

>>717510856 (OP)
I understand
>>717511271
If you continue to do this, your brain will get adjusted to anger outbursts and this will be your only method of control.
>>717512210
Good advice ITT.

I am cooming btw.

>>717510856 (OP)
Video games?

>>717511271
This is straight up porn at this point. what the fuck is wrong with Gacha Chinks?

>>717511271
No anus peek, what's the point?

>>717522824
All of the documents will be made public once they have gathered sufficient exculpatory evidence to preempt the inevitable witch hunt.

the fuck even is this thread

Can we get more udder queens in this thread before we get nuked thanks

what?

>>717510856 (OP)
MY EARS ARE RINGING, WITH THE SOUND
FEEL THE VIBRATION, MY HEART STARTS TO POUND POUND POUND

>>717510856 (OP)
boobs should be this big in video games

>>717523032
based this is my ideal chest size for girls

>>717529805
Boobs should be this big in real life
Yes I know some of them are but only a fraction of them, I mean it should be the baseline

stop being angry all the time or you'll look like this in 5 years

>>717510856 (OP)
Are you the same guy that was ranting about his dad yesterday?

>>717530179
>5 years
Can't I achieve this any faster?

>>717531627
Play comp games all day straight for a year

>>717531627
Play any MOBA

>>717516019
I know it's an early story in the Bible, but it's rarely brought up in congregations. Definitely because it's not the most appropriate passage in a room filled with children and the elderly.

>>717527323
welcome to brown dust 2, enjoy your stay.

>>717510951
WHAT DOES THE REDDIT FROG HAVE TO DO WITH THAT?

>>717535135
You're on frog website

>>717510856 (OP)
Bigger

>>717516986
Christianity is a semite religion. Moses and Abraham both were jews.

>>717527323
>Is that a woman in a swimsuit slapping someone?
>AIIIIIIIIIIEEEE LITERALLY PORN SHE IS PUTTING A PEE PEE IN HER VAYVAY
Shut the fuck up you greasy cuckold.

>>717534280
GOD DAMN

Any indie games with nice tits?

>>717510856 (OP)

>>717512210
>you have control over your emotions and how you respond to them
?

>>717539517
If you feel sad and upset, you can choose to stop feeling sad and upset. Your feelings can, in fact, be controlled.