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>our verso is more about killing himself than saving alicia desu
That's not entirely true. He has multiple paths to kill himself by Act 3. He could not show Alicia how to repaint, which guarantees a Renoir victory. He could demand Alicia unpaint him, but even after he sees her erase painted Alicia without hesitation, he never presses the issue. She wouldn't even have an argument against it except "no, i like you."
We can be pretty sure death isn't the whole story because he always lies, but one of the first things he tells the party when he shows up is how he doesn't want to live forever like Renoir.
Some of the things he hardly ever mentions is his need to help real Alicia, but his actions consistently align with his interpretation of that. He is the one who saves her on the beach because a promise to Clea, he teaches her how to repaint without compulsion, etc.
He wanted to help Aline, and then he wanted to help Alicia. If that means he has to die, so be it, but he is willing to give life a chance if it means Alicia and Aline are safe.