>>718255723
Meh, I've long since given up on my dreams. At this point I just do creative shit as a surrogate activity to pass the time/distract myself from my issues.
If I had some actual collaborative project or something to work towards, I could perhaps regain the motivation to work with 3d stuff but ultimately, as long as it is just me and my autistic worldbuilding I do for personal enjoyment, I can achieve more progress with that via just drawing than trough 3d modelling.
There really is no point for me in making 3d models just to make them, there would be use for them if I had a game or some sort of animation in mind but I cannot be arsed to do all that fucking work by just myself when I can just draw shit.
Nobody besides myself even gives a shit about the autistic shit I am working on so all the time I waste on trying to rig 3d models is time I could have spent on drawing instead and actually get something finished that way. Drawing is the thing I at least have some skill in anyways.