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I wish I could get a bf, even if it's just a companionship thing so I can move out and have someone to share bills, go on holidays, play vidya, and jerk off with. I'm too bogged down in self-loathing, chronic laziness, and paranoia about what other people think of me and my thoughts to even try talking to people, let alone dating. And a crippling lust for a non-human men that makes humans nigh-unattractive too.