>>718970957
not to diminish your struggles with low intelligence, which are real, but i just want to say that, as someone who writes a lot and whose writing seems to be well received, good writing is not easy or quick to produce. anything you see that is "well written" has gone through multiple edits as well as intense rumination in the author's head where they may not even be writing, just like on break at work or something, but still thinking about whether they've used the right words in the right order to create exactly the right connotation that they're after.
my point is that nobody just sits down and writes well. it takes many many drafts and edits. so if you sit down and write stuff and it's shit that doesn't mean you can't write well, because that's what everyone does. editing is what makes writing good.
my advice to people who want to get better at writing is always to take a scene from a book or story or whatever that you really like and think is well written but not perfect and rewrite it yourself to try and improve it. in the process of changing things around to try and alter the passage you learn a lot about why particular words and sentence structures are used the way that they are. so for example you could take a part of disco elysium and try and rewrite the scene to be just a little bit different.
to practice my writing i literally just get ChatGPT to spit out prompts at me of character and stimulus and then i write the character reacting to that stimulus using the order of operations schema (stimulus -> sensation -> reflex -> thought -> action/dialogue + emotion). it's good practice.
