>>720520461 (OP)
Let me put it this way
This is the only game I’ve ever played that actually gives me physical anxiety symptoms when I’m in active relapse and unable to be logged in. This game creates a unique compulsive desire to constantly be grinding due to how low effort it is,and every waking minute you aren’t grinding causes literal anxiety. It robs you of the ability to just sit with your thoughts, watch tv, socialize, because there is always a voice in your head saying you need to be afk grinding on the side when doing something else. It is literally the most addictive video game ever made
It’s an evil game made by evil people
That said, you need to come to this realization yourself. You’re deep in the actually enjoyable well paced early game which is designed to hook you and then drag you down to the awful mind numbing misery that is late mid-end game where the number go up addiction becomes extremely apparent, yet you’re so deep in that you can’t stop
Luckily I was able to stop. 6 months clean