Thread 720657086

>stare at the games list for an hour
>finally force myself to play a videogame
>sudden feeling that I am wasting my life

feeling kinda went away when I started going into visual novels instead

>>720657086 (OP)
thats a good sign, your brain is telling you there is still time to live some real life.

its bad news when your brain has given up and just lets you waste away, the stage I'm at.

>>720657086 (OP)
Watch some movies or read some books

I don't enjoy video games any more, but I'm still addicted to 4chan.

>>720657176
>too lazy to read VNs
>read hundreds of posts on 4chan instead

>>720657086 (OP)
>>sudden feeling that I am wasting my life
Thats a feeling, it means nothing. Try to think about what you rather do if you had infinite resources. Me? I would still game and goon, cuz f trying to get a stimulating interaction out of people

>>720657086 (OP)
i had the same feel when i was unemployed and without gf
try getting a job and gf

>Hit 30
>Suddenly burning through my backlog like no tomorrow

>wanna make my own game
>spend 30+ hours reading 4chin and watching youtube instead over the weekend
I could be a guru level gamedev if I had spent all these thousands of hours for it instead

>>720659312
you could've ended up like me
>be young, have all the motivation in the world but no knowledge
>get old, have no motivation but have the knowledge

>>720657086 (OP)
and what is not a waste? striving to conform with what the niggercattle says you should?
what is success?
what's the difference between a winner and a loser? only how they perceive themselves

nigger

>play game for an hour
>feel completely drained afterwards
>not even sure I had fun

>>720660615
You sound like my liberal shrink, minus the nigger part
He literally told me women are choosing not to have kids and “it’s a good thing” and I should not feel bad for not having kids of my own.

>>720657086 (OP)
>Instead waste time posting in an incel website

>>720660941
I don't give a fuck about women
but I do think not bringing more souls to this demon world is a good thing

>>720657086 (OP)

Same with me. I'm in my 30s and I think I just want to daydream about the idea of playing videogames guilt free, rather than actually play them and feel like I'm wasting my time in sandboxes made for kids.

Just means the games are no longer testing anything important for you.

Take the hint, try to find something that challenges your skills and your brain finds fun.

Choose the one you dislike the most or roll a number, play it 1h everyday minimum.