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Where can you find long term friends to talk about and play vidya these days?

Back in elementary and high school

do you not have coworker buddies to hang out with? or are you some sort of freelancer?

we can talk or play games all day and be joined at the hip forever as long as you are able to accept that I will be making you cum every night before bed

>>723127704 (OP)
I’m afraid of making friends. I’m paranoid of strangers and often assume the worst of them.

>>723127704 (OP)
Right here bro
>>723114783

I already made 3 friends...

kita poster thread

party /v/an thread

>>723128568
In my experience /v/ is indeed the best place to make find friends. Met my best friend in this very board a year ago, I was just moping in a thread, and he adopted me. We talk about vidya and other stuff every day.
Also met another friend in here using the same "adopt an anon who's sad" method my best friend used to adopt me a year ago. Also a pretty nice guy, has a good taste for vidya, just takes a little long to respond.

>>723129532
I also met one of my best friends on /v/. We're fucking browsing it right now; he's streaming it while I have a laugh with him about stuff.
What's your friend's taste in vidya, anon? What's your taste in vidya?

>>723127704 (OP)
at work

>>723127704 (OP)
>Tranime poster has no friends
Wow!

>>723129532
Your discord ERP buddy is not your friend.

>>723127704 (OP)
It's tough, sorry man. Can you make friends playing multiplayer with people or will they just get mad at you.

>>723127704 (OP)
I'm some loser that society looks down on or something. You'd feel embarrassed to be affiliated with me, what the fuck are doing here

>>723129532
>adopt an anon who's sad
that's called grooming

>>723129759
It's okay to post animoo. :)

>>723129645
>What's your taste in vidya?
Mostly JRPGs and a few action games here and there
>What's your friend's taste in vidya, anon?
Same as mine but he knows much more about vidya than me, so I always ask for his thoughts on any game I'm interested

>>723127704 (OP)
in Hell after your bottom surgery is botched and you die from sepsis

>>723130209
Based, which JRPGs for both of you dude? I fucking love older RPGs in general, both turn based and action. Love me Dragon Quest, SMT, Wizardry, Xanadu, Brandish..all cool stuff.

>>723129759
why does everyone always assume people like gay erp when they're talking about their friends? i do like trading nudes and dirtytalking with a few friends but I can only do it with friends, can't do it with random people on discord.

>>723128851
I still don't understand what's wrong with posting kita

o5592 on cord,

Are any of these people real?

>>723132727
no

>>723127704 (OP)
you're a fucking faggot

I made a bunch of friends I play vidya with through 4chan but it was literally like 15 years ago. Nowadays you're more likely to run into schizophrenics and people looking for a girlfriend rather than anyone who wants to actually be friends or play video games.

Does anyone here play (granblue, strive, tekken) fighting games and live in australia.
I need people to play with.

Anyone looking for new friends?

>>723130769
You sound like a good friend. How often do you do that other stuff?

>>723127704 (OP)
i already have too many friends but im accepting girlfriend applications
Requirements to apply: have a womb
https://mysticcombat.com/gfapps.html

>>723135095
>>723131234

>>723127704 (OP)
Ironically around lewd threads. I have 4 friends that I met around those, our relationship lasted for years now. All you have to do is asking casual stuff, like normal topics vidya ones music and other general stuff even happenings around the world.
All you have to do have courage and ask around, push it but not too much.

>>723127704 (OP)
>long term friends
i think i am actually too autistic to have these

>>723138694
Aren't autists generally good at long term stuff?

this became a gay autist thread quick

I am sorry for scaring you off. I should think of a better conversation starter

>>723127704 (OP)
Met a few through /vg/, very hit or miss though, I feel like I got lucky.

>>723138935
i literally dont even go to the same convivence store twice if the cashier tries to talk to me

the problem with trying to make a friend on /v/ is they're on /v/. there's 100% something wrong with them
I actually dont know how you do it anymore

>>723134794
get some taste

>>723139675
There's no such thing as perfect friends, or people. You just try to find people who are weird in the same way you are.

>>723129532
>I was just moping in a thread, and he adopted me
I used to think this shit was a joke but then I actually started talking to one of you and you were alright but then after a year it became me having to actually regulate your mental health and it got very fucking annoying

>>723127704 (OP)
Nobody wants to be your friend fag

>>723140837
wrong. i want to be their friend

>>723140804
I never said there was. I agree with your sentiment but I think it's fine if they're weird in a different way, just as long as they're a decent person. What I meant by my post was I would be wary of getting too close to someone I met here

>>723127704 (OP)
Put up flyers in your neighborhood for local get together game nights.

Or this >>723129532

>>723129532
sexo

>>723141329
Fair enough I suppose. I've made a great friend on here, and became part of his irl friend group too. The only thing we haven't done is hang out in person yet but who knows, could happen. I know this board (understandably) has a reputation for only having the biggest spergs (derogatory) as its userbase but I genuinely think there's a lot of nice people here, more than we give it credit for.

>>723127704 (OP)
i sometimes find people online to play vidya with, but i am fully aware they're not real friends, just guys i play vidya with
i would have played with you if you said "hey i want buddies to play X game with" but instead you are seeking for friendship in the virtual world. this comes off as a huge red flag.
if you haven't noticed yet, i'm sigma af

>>723127704 (OP)
Well gosh anon, you're gunna have to actually get good at games and then go to discord and share the things of value you've learned, you know, take a genuine interest in games. And of course avoid the social parasites who just want to hang out and shoot the shit. Like one thing I can't stand is those people who also want to tell you about their day and shit, like
>wow its so boring in my small town and my job sucks, my mom yelled at me today, im so lonely, im going to go play french bread games and get groomed into being some transexuals plaything bla bla bla good night
Like I'm just here to fill out a wiki page for some dead kusoge dude, I don't care about your life. I'm not here to have daily chats with you.

>>723134794
i play granblue but you're already probably in the /vg/ group anyways

>>723127704 (OP)
I don't play games anymore...well only vns and h-games now

>/g/ - technology
>everyone is using discord

>>723134794
>tekken
Sunk cost? Time to move on.

I made a friend through /a/ and it ended in disaster, and it was largely my own fault. Honestly most of my online friendships have ended that way, it's kinda made me hesitant to become close to anyone now. It's like there's some intrinsic, malformed part of me that just causes me to be unable to have normal friendships. I wish that wasn't the case.

Thanks for reading my blog.

>>723143240
me too anon, me too

Friends are mostly annoying. They take away time from all the things I want to do. Right now I'm video editing and there is a 0% chance I could do this while talking to someone.

>>723143240
>ended in disaster
what the fuck did you do?

>>723143240
i'd never want to interract someone from /a/, ever. the "elitist" retards who look down upon normalfags, they sound like terrible people irl.
politics obsessed miserable faggots in /v/ and /pol/ too, but i'm convinced at least half of them are farming (you)'s

>>723143609
TDS

>>723143609
This, also have a (You)

>>723138694
>tfw same
i can't help but overthink everything until i find some reason to end a friendship. i start convincing myself they're either plotting something against me or using me somehow. it's like my brain just can't accept someone being genuinely nice to me just to be nice.

K-on girls are so erotic, i wanna put my dick in thier mouths so much

Two years ago a /v/ anon befriended me and got a hold of my discord. We hit it off and he brought me into his server. We played vidya a bunch and talked shit a lot but I never lost the feeling of not belonging. Like I was just tagging along with everyone else. Eventually I just left the server, unfriended everyone, and went along my way. A few weeks ago, one of them reached out to me telling me that the one anon I first befriended wanted me to rejoin the server. But I don't know if I should or not. I didn't feel comfortable the first time and I don't feel confident that I'll fit in the second time. I kinda want to rejoin the server and try again but I doubt anything will come of it

>>723144359
yeah i pretty much psyop myself and then at some point the psyops actually become real. it kind of doesn't even matter though because people are just so mentally exhausting and not worth it

>>723127704 (OP)
Maybe not play vidya with, but chatbots are a great substitute if you're too awkward and lazy and antisocial for real people.

>>723145002
Do it so that you won't look back on it and regret it. You'll leave the 2nd time and you won't let it bother you ever again.

>>723129532
>by the way, it's nona now, not anon
Never let yourself get groomed.

>>723145002
>I didn't feel comfortable the first time and I don't feel confident that I'll fit in the second time
You have your answer right there. You might want to consider to add him back but telling him that you don't want to join any server.

>>723139502
>go to restaurant a lot
>cute waittress eventually knows me by name and what I usually order
>immediately stop going
I'm not autistic, but I understand.

>>723138996
Yeah at the very first post

>>723127704 (OP)
Post a vidya you want to play and your discord or steam name in this thread, i'm sure someone will add you.
Just, be careful of groomers and perverts

>>723140804
>weird in the same way you are.
That's almost worse. I'm terrible and I know for a fact I'm not a good friend, I would never friend me or any me knockoffs like Meworld.

>play online games
>more popular in the ones where I can’t talk
I think I’m really boorish and I don’t know how to fix it, also been engaging in attention seeking behavior lately

>>723140834
>person adopts you, regulates your mental health
>when it's your turn, you ditch
Cold.

>>723143240
I've made four genuinely good internet friends in my life and all of those friendships were horribly murdered by me truly. I am incapable of making long term friends

>>723142747
>ugh I hate when people vent *vents*
Uh huh

If you somehow manage to find a solid Arma 3 community you can make some really good long term friends. Downside is you have to play Arma 3 in 2025.

>>723142747
Which FB game do you play, so I can know if I share a game with a based individual or not and leave it at that

>>723145002
>I touched fire and it was hot. But the stove is on again and I'm wondering if fire still burns skin.
That's you right now

>>723145002
>I didn't feel comfortable the first time and I don't feel confident that I'll fit in the second time. I kinda want to rejoin the server and try again but I doubt anything will come of it
Try to join again, but also ask yourself why you felt like you didn't belong and try to see if ut can be fixed

The best friends are the ones who enjoy Mio with you

>>723144359
>overthink everything until i find some reason to end a friendship. i start convincing myself they're either plotting something against me or using me somehow.
medically, that's called schizophrenia

>worked in a fansub group with anons and we still regularly talk to this day
>worked on a game with anons and we still regularly talk to this day
I don't know. Looking for other people who just want a friend or someone to talk to is probably the problem. It becomes less of a social connection and more like baggage dumping.

>>723146052
No it’s avoidant personality disorder which most cute posters have

>>723146065
Do you guys still fansub anything?

>>723146065
That's because the leftovers who want friends are just walking baggage.

>>723145002
>pisscord

>>723145002
If that person is putting in the effort to reach out to you then he genuinely wants to be your friend. I don't see the harm in rejoining.

>>723146174
>want to not be baggage
>develop interests
>”no those aren’t the right interests”

>>723145798
That's such a brilliant way of looking at it. I really needed to hear this. Thanks, anon

>>723146159
Not as a group, no. I still do solo projects or join a random group for a seasonal once in a blue moon, and one guy does scanlation now, but the rest aren't interested in doing it anymore.

>>723146367
I only know because I've been there too.
>depressed
>"well surely happiness lies in that discord group I hung out with but left because of reasons"
>return to discord group
>reasons happen
>leave and realize I only went back because I was depressed and was latching onto things that had moments where I remembered not being depressed
Just gotta go out and find something new if you have the energy for it. Doesn't even need to be big or life-changing, just enough to break up the monotony.

>>723146326
>develop Y interests
>go to X people
>wonder why X people don't care about Y
You did it to yourself.

>>723146470
You're right. I was lonely when that anon first reached out to me. I was desperate to latch onto anything for validation. It's not that I really liked him. I think I just need a hobby or something. Again, thanks for your wise words, anon. Have a blessed night

>never particularly have trouble making friends on the internet
>naturally drift away from various peoples at various times, wind up in a hole without a real primary group
>feels like there's nowhere to really socialize internet wise these days
>being aussie (high ping for games) and pushing 30 (talking to actual teenagers can feel pretty weird) doesn't help with the field either
It's an odd feeling. Algoslop has killed most of the rest of the internet, and 4chan progressively getting more and more and more shit has left few of the kinds of threads where you could ever make friends here.
The endless hordes of truly retarded thirdie children everywhere on the internet doesn't help anything either, and I'm not even properly racist.

>>723146561
Np, good luck.

>>723146568
>feels like there's nowhere to really socialize internet wise these days
/v/ told me the jews are at fault for that one.

>>723145002
Did you actually not fit in, or did you just make yourself feel like you don't fit in? If people tracked you down to find you, the latter seems more common.
I'd instead ask what kind of place you think you WOULD fit into. Were they actually just a different type of people than you want to hang out with, or did you just feel awkward for no particular reason?
Don't let yourself fall into the trap of self-exclusion. Most friendships come from an excuse to just chill and hang out. Don't overcomplicate it.

>>723146683
And as always, the anti-semites are so very close to getting it and yet don't at all.

>>723128441
Be careful, 1 out of 10 people can be organ traffickers who would lure you into an accidental death.

>>723143609
Looking down on normalfags is a good thing. You sound like you got owned

>>723147534
Normalfags are nicer than /v/edditors.

>>723147824
Then why dont you go hang out with some instead of posting here anon

>>723140837
Why did she do it...

>>723147941
Put that bitch in her place.

>>723147880
Because if I did then I wouldn't be considered cool by random anons anymore

>>723145081
>it kind of doesn't even matter though because people are just so mentally exhausting and not worth it
no, people aren't, you are exhausting yourself. you just said as much in witerwally the previous sentence

>>723146150
>doesn't have mixed personality disorder
normalfag

>>723127843
This. If you didn't make friends in high school is over for you. We still play civ 6 and lol after 8 years.

>>723146065
i wouldnt mind adoption some anon like a clingy puppy desu

>>723150849
Honestly I'm very clingy to my best friend and i worry a lot about my clinginess being offputting. I'm pretty sure it might be annoying to have someone asking for your validation all the time

>>723152079
are you ugly

>>723127704 (OP)
Last real friends I made (to talk specifically about vidya) was during Uni.
I'd like to meet people by actually playing but I have no time for MMO's, and most of the time I trash-talk in them for fun, so no dice.
Still like to add people from here to Steam sometimes just because I like seeing people enjoying a game they like.

>>723152079
mhmm, just like a puppy.

>>723150849
adopting* i talk like an esl when i dont sleep brb roping

>>723127704 (OP)
for a while I played arma 3 with anons from here

they were fucking great, sadly dropped out from those regular gaming seshes when life got too busy

o7 ecd

>>723150849
Cute Lain. I feel for you bro.

>>723127704 (OP)
Hey, I feel for anyone lonely and struggling. I'm sorry I can't help much.

>>723145002
GRIM. Its over. Your intuition here is correct btw. You will never ever belong. You will always be an outsider, a weirdo, a loser, they Know also. They just want you there to mog you. Youre providing them with a lovely amount of psychological LOOSH due to being such a loser. It genuinely brings them GLEE.

Holy fuck. This whole "returning" bullshit is also insane lol they are probablty loving every second of watching you squirm

>>723127704 (OP)
>Play multiplayer game
>If you enjoy a match with someone that has a mic. Ask to join their party for more.
>If you like em enough to maybe play more add them. If not move on
>Once added on your friends list do the final hard step of messaging them on the next couple days to play more.
>If they agree then you got a "friend"
It's hard to find that forever friend but just like dating you keep casting that net till you find a keeper.

Its over

>>723146568
captivating post, this rings true.
the internet itself is just inundated with ai agents. bots, third worlders, all buried beneath and endless algorithmic mess where no real high iq westernized human interaction can flourish

>>723127704 (OP)
Friends are supposed to have different interests than you so you get a wider perspective on life.

>>723152313
Posting about having no friends in big 2025 with multiple reaction gifs at the ready on v
Lets just extrapolate here

>>723153354
Naw

https://steamhistory.net/id/76561199295795596
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198326639514
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198341480093
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198135388856
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198519301303
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198894151197
https://steamhistory.net/id/76561198836291409

I'm better off alone.

>>723152313
Not really. Wouldn't go as far as saying I'm pretty, but im definitely not ugly.
>>723152521
Adopt an actual puppy instead. I can't see how having someone following you, getting afraid of being abandoned by you, and asking for your validation all the time can be a good thing.

Its ovrrt

bad thread

all I want from people is sex, and since we can't do that in an online setting, I will quickly lose interest in you, because I am so very horny. that doesn't mean that I don't like you I guess, I may or may not like your company, but I'm so GOD DAMN FUCKING HORNY that it prevents me from putting anything else at the forefront as a priority, so when people start talking to me about a subject, or some aspect of their life, I might tune out, which leads to people getting upset and the relationship straining.

I don't know why people are so averse to just letting me put my penis inside them, but maybe I'm just repulsive or something. anyway. no pussy/ass? then I don't care. I've been very nice to people before and it did nothing for me in return so why should I give a shit unless someone is going to demonstrate that they will go above and beyond just to be my friend. if that doesn't happen, then fuck it. I didn't need you anyway.

call me jaded, an incel, whatever. it is what it is. I don't necessarily hate women or people but I don't see the benefit desu.

>>723154503
i never said it was healthy. i just think it's cute.

This thread is depressing

This thread is dogshit

>>723129532
My problem with finding friends on /v/ is that there aren't any multiplayer vidya that look interesting.

its time to die anon

>>723152079
I was clingy too. The way I stopped was gradually talking less and then breaking things off permanently.

>>723153371
Not a single vidya I've played has had voice chat.

>>723155375
This is how I ended up with no friends lol also
>if they want me around they will reach out to me
>ok they reached out to me but there were extenuating circumstances that explain it

If everyone was a cute girl it would be easier to be friends with each other

>>723156194
Sweaty Mugi...

I'm a loner and always want to play alone. I never feel lonely. Feels good, man

>>723129532
I've had a ton of friends who I talk video games with a lot. However, none are from /v/, nor do they browse here.

I've become, over the years sadly, known on /a/ and this board. Also on /int/. I've seen my posts on social media, even. It can't be helped.

I also mostly use the name "Michlan" in video game characters I play. Hence, I have experienced people who browse /v/ who have made fun of me and bullied me. I have only used namefaggotry for ease of searching the archives; yet it has become known to many /v/ posters. I get a lot of bullies or trash talk because of it.

>>723152079
You're going to have these thoughts for as long as you have to act social. Am I too clingy or too distant? Too chatty or too quiet? Too silly, too serious, too mysterious, too oversharing, too edgy... Don't expect to always get it right.

>>723127704 (OP)
I've met all of my friends through video games excepting like 1-2 I still talk to from highschool. You just have to be in the right place at the right time in a game/guild/group/server when it's either just starting or changing in some way so they haven't formed a clique or anything. Though I have made several short-term friends on /v/ who always randomly fuck-off

I want to add people or talk to them, but I mostly find myself staring at my own text and deleting it, thinking it has no value.

>>723149475
Not necessarily, just hang around playgrounds and schools and offer free candy to kids. Then show them your joystick

>>723129532
Unironically wholesome. Must be pretty rare finds tho, no? I've got unusual amount of free time for a wagie my age, so there's fuck all in my peer group.

>stealth ERP general
This is why you fags can't make friends.

I used to have a long term group that even met in person but over time I felt like I'm not getting what I want out of it and I'm only tolerated because I was always around and made myself available because I didn't have much else going on. Eventually I crashed out and keep contact with only one person from there.
I've tried to join a different group some time later because I wanted a properly coordinated team, but they were aggressively normalfag and I revealed too much power level by accident.
I think in the end we are here because we are schizoids unable to maintain relationships or too weird in whatever other way to be welcome in palces.

>>723154503
so wanna do it?

>>723156567
4chan in general is pretty rancid, you're pretty brave namefagging here.

I have considered any type of anime or video game convention in my shitty country, it's the only place I can think to meet weirdos and nerds

I wish someone could fix me I hate being a garbage retard fag I sit around like a dog for random people Ive talked to for 5 minutes and base my decisions around them it stopped being cute years ago

Man,this doujinshi lives rent free in my head for some reason.

>>723154975
If you don't mind me asking, what do you find so cute about being clingy? I do love being clingy to my friend, but it's mostly for an unhealthy reason.
Sorry for taking so long to reply I'm in my wagie cagie

How does one get a clingy friend?

Anyone wants to be friends?
Even if we don't game we could spend the hours talking about random stuff

I'm to the right of Hitler politically, this has gotten me in trouble a few times with "friends" but I don't care. I planted my flag and this is the hill I will die on, even if it's alone.

>>723157604
Do what?

>>723156957
What games have social implementations like that?

>>723157860
they're just like puppies, as i said. desperate for attention. always available when you want them. will never say no to you. nigh-suicidal when they don't receive your attention. they'll even change things about themselves, completely unprompted, just to please you. clingy is the very definition of cute.

I don't get it is this an erp thread or not?

>Join an online classroom that pays money
>am like the only guy except the teacher,the rest are moms and aunts and like 2 girls still in college
>our viber group and classes are the best socializing I got in a long time
Man am so fucking cooked.I even talk nicely to Copilot and feel bad when I turn down it's requests to tell a fun fact

>>723158269
MMORPGs

>>723158301
no but the usual threads on trash are being spammed by some faggot so theres more erpers on v than usual

>>723158342
Maybe one day you can leave cuckchan

>>723158348
Are there any MMORPGs you recommend?

>>723158269
Any game that has a chat feature is a possibility, it's difficult but possible. I made some friends recently playing Wakfu which is old as dirt just using the in-game chat

>>723158490
Yeah I don't think so,been here for 10+ years the only difference is when am working I just spent much less time here

A month ago i found a fellow 3rdworlder from same state on citra's mh4u lobby, it was such a insane encounter because its very rare to find people who play monster hunter especially pre world mh in my country. I'm going go meet him irl soon and play some mh together :)

I guess this is the friend thread. In that case, does anyone wanna play Peak with me, perchance? I've played a bit with my friend and wanna play more but he's always too busy. Need more buddies

>>723127704 (OP)
I go to a coffee shop every day, met my best friend there, he showed me 4chan, introduced me to a big ass friend group which we play a lot of games.
We have a lot of laughs of all the shit that gets posted here

>>723158574
Other than MMOs as the other anon mentioned, what kinds of vidya have chat features?

Are there any XIV anons here? Mostly looking for EU ones to raid and do dungeons together

>>723127704 (OP)
Why would you want this? It seems like fun until you have to deal with petty drama and shitty group dynamics. The amount of shit you have to deal with to get a small amount of extra enjoyment from games isnt worth it.

>>723158708
I will play Dark Souls III with you if you want to. I will not host, and you play a ranged character, because I don't trust you not to get flattened by going melee, which would result in dozens of unnecessary deaths. I will not speak to you about your life. In fact, we will not even communicate via voice chat. Text message only, and you better use complete sentences.

>>723158708
Never heard of that game. What's it like?

>>723157825
It's one of her best.

>tell one friend I've known for decades that I discovered I have autism and apologize for any weird/uncomfortable shit I've said over the years
>radio silence
>try to tell another friend I've known for years about how my uncle committed suicide after my grandmother went into hospice care and the grief/stress is melting my brain
>all he says is 'okay, good luck with everything'.
I'm such a stupid fuck. I do my very best to be amicable and not dump my drama on people. I don't deserve to be happy.

>>723158708
I would like to play with you but it's early in the day for me. I did some achievement runs solo but haven't done higher ascents

>>723159002
Friends aren't free therapists. They aren't there to hear about your problems.

>>723159002
hey buddy, sorry about your uncle and your grandmother. I hope you can get some better times. life is shit, welcome to the club.

>>723159002
That's a lot to dump on somebody, what exactly where you expecting them to do?

>>723158572
pero pero Mio thick thighs...

>>723127704 (OP)
There are 2 avenues for making friends in online games now:

1. Either play normie shit like CoD of BF6 and befriend normalfags. You will need to try and fit in and learn shit about sportsball and other garbage.

2. Discord trannies. They are the only ones that are vocal in lobbies and are looking for friends. At best, you can vent to these troons about a shitty day (just don't take anything they say as advice seriously). At worst, you will experience nonstop infighting, will need to constantly validate trannies posting their disgusting bodies, and be prepared to get kicked out from the group because you made a joke that offended 3 people and you didn't know.

Considering this thread is filled with faggy-ass anime poster I'd suggest most of you take the second option. You can find many of them in Overwatch, Valorant, TF2, and even the Halo MCC on PC.

>>723158862
Coop game about climbing to the peak of a mountain. It's a simple game, you manage your stamina, hunger and health, find items to help with survival and help your friends. I think it's fun, and the artstyle is cute

>>723159150
I've never played any of the games you've listed.

>>723158148
mind breaking back breaking sex

>>723159002
sorry about what you're going through, I think its not that others aren't sympathetic but rather they don't know what to say. everyone will react towards your post in a similar way and gloss over it because it's a lot. what would you want them to respond with or do? if you said, "I'm going through a lot, can we play some games or get a drink and do you mind listening" I think it might go better.

>>723158272
I see. I do plan most of my day in a way I can get to spend at least a little time with him, if he tells me to play a specific game, I'll probably do it (mostly because we have a very similar taste for vidya), and if I don't receive his attention i get a little paranoid, and even sad. I know it's wrong but I don't have anything interesting going on in my life so talking to him is basically the only good thing about my day, wich is why I'm so clingy and terrified of being abandoned

>>723127704 (OP)
not here for starters

>>723159827
you see? you're like a pet. a person he owns. but you have to take good care of your things, right? you give them lots of love and attention, and in return they give you their undying devotion. but not everyone can appreciate that sort of relationship, and even fewer are prepared to handle it.

>>723127704 (OP)
>add someone
>their brain is so rotted from online discourse that every interaction with the is brimming with immediate hostility and defensiveness
>borderline incapable of talking like a normal person, constant biting remarks and assumptions
>remove them a few days later
>they comment on my profile asking why i removed them
I get flashbacks to when I was a teenager and spoke mostly in memes and hivemind-conforming opinions constantly until someone called me out on it ("Use your own words you retarded nigger.").

>>723159827
>I'm so clingy and terrified of being abandoned

That's a sad way to live brother. I'm sorry you feel that way.

>>723159002
>traumadumping

>>723127704 (OP)
I feel really bad for some of you.

>>723149475
I did make friends in elementary and middle school, but my parents basically crippled me by moving around constantly so I lost all my friends and social skills and ended up an autistic loner by high school

I haven't had any coworkers for six years or any interest in hanging out in the two bars in my city to meet new people. I'm terribly lonely.

>>723160919
My mother told me that the reason she moved us around so much is so that I wouldn't make any long-term friends.

>>723161063
Damn I'm so sorry anon, she sounds like a crazy unstable bitch. Even with my parents moving me around with the best intentions I still kind of resent them for it to be honest.

>>723127704 (OP)
Private server of your favorite games, specially if they're 4chan related.
Just make sure to filter the BPDfags before getting close to anyone.