>>723251402 (OP)
Mental illness irl just sucks. In mild cases you're just unable to relate to people and live your days out as a functional weirdo. Worst case scenario your brain makes you believe something that's not grounded in reality so strongly that you'll never ever accept evidence to the contrary. Like for example you can just start thinking the colour blue hurts you and no one will be able to convince you otherwise at all.
Medical professionals cant do shit to people who are truly insane. The institution are just in place to placate normies who got broken up with/lost money/are lonely.
They dont do that much aside from shooting up sedatives and antipsychotics into people en masse.
To sum up. Being mentally ill is just boring and makes your life worse. To try and idealize it is like trying to write a poem about having hemorroids.