>>723264746 (OP)
Listen to my discord love story.
>28
>recently divorced back in April
>finally ready to start looking again
>make a tinder, okcupid, bumble and plentoffish account
>had no luck for about a month, constantly ghosted, scammers, etc
>finally match with a girl and we instantly hit it off
>she's unfortunately married, but says she's just looking for friends
>talk to her all day everyday for about 2 weeks
>she's a neet actively looking for a job, very depressed and has a lot of health issues
>can't help but fall for her
>she listened to all the gory details about my divorce, why my ex hates me, how they became trans towards the end of our marriage
>she tells me about her living situation and how she's in an "open marriage with her husband"
>starts out very flirty, less and less as it goes on
>yesterday she asked if I "sent my dick to anyone last night" because I drunkenly sent it to a bunch of gay dudes in a discord server the other week
>she asks to see it
>send it to her and she asks if I want to see her
>obviously agree and we exchange nudes for about 2 and a half hours
>she texts me about an hour later saying it was a mistake, that she was just horny and her husband isnt ok with it.
>still really like talking to her. I tell her almost everything throughout the day
>she's in money troubles and I live with my parents, pay no rent, dont really pay for anything other than wants
>send her $350
>beg for her to accept it because she'd get evicted if she didn't get the money somehow
I want to be friends with her but its so hard because this is the only woman ive really talked to since I got divorced. I want to tell her my feelings about her. Thats pretty much the only thing I haven't told her. Her husband sounds abusive by the sounds of it. And yeah I am replacing my ex with her in many ways I get that. But I also deeply care about this woman.