Do you ever just feel like:
https://youtu.be/Q95kw_pBXu0?si=Avu3_1IYg2NKRz29
You’re just laying in bed, alone, not a soul, nothing feels alive, not even yourself, your mind wanders, you fantasise about something that you know would never happen, your imperfections show themselves, all ruined, the room’s too dark yet still too bright to sleep somehow, your ugliest thoughts surface but you know they aren’t true yet still some of it is not without merit, you ponder the sad and the ugly but to pity yourself is an ugly thing, you want to cease thought but the mind still wants to wander
Maybe in a dream, I’ll find that place… silent hill
https://youtu.be/Q95kw_pBXu0?si=Avu3_1IYg2NKRz29
You’re just laying in bed, alone, not a soul, nothing feels alive, not even yourself, your mind wanders, you fantasise about something that you know would never happen, your imperfections show themselves, all ruined, the room’s too dark yet still too bright to sleep somehow, your ugliest thoughts surface but you know they aren’t true yet still some of it is not without merit, you ponder the sad and the ugly but to pity yourself is an ugly thing, you want to cease thought but the mind still wants to wander
Maybe in a dream, I’ll find that place… silent hill
