>>724211564
This. Honestly this. I can see and respect it as like a high paced virtual form of chess with both players taking losses until one is declared a decisive victor. But if don't have someone you live with or who comes over whom you play with regularly and your whole thing is to just try to best each other then you're actively wasting your time. Playing online indiscriminately otherwise feels like laggy cope. And then I have to sit there practicing to get good with a character but like I'll never go into a tournament because I don't like feeling pressure around something I'm not fully committed to. Like I have to get good or otherwise why have I sat around playing this forever for?
Anyway I figured out that I'm more so into Street Fighter and Vidya in general because I'm literally jacking off to it. It's like I'm married to it because I'm having sex with myself to the thought and image of these fictional characters. So they're built up as something bigger than they should be in my mind and in my heart and in my soul and spirit. Like I legit want to play as Terry Bogard but so don't want to clackan games all by myself for no reward beating up faceless nobodies.
And the having to keep it up. At the end of the day you're just executing off of muscle memory. Like hey you got some chunky consecutive correct guesses off and got a perfect. Wow you "read" your opponent. Yomi you guys. It's all nonsense. If you're not making money off of this then there's real things we can be doing with our lives that doesn't involve constantly playing with toys. Losing hours of your life drilling a combo that your reflexes will either pick up or fail you randomly and all to get good in a fighting game of all things...
Could be out learning an instrument or getting into shape or learning how to train animals or something. But no. Wanna fake fight. Would never fight IRL. Wanna take aggression out on the sticks only. Rela productive that