>>724691139 (OP)
Turn him down. It would be best for the both of us. I can't do relationships, I dont want to belong to someone and dont want someone to belong to me. We are constantly growing and changing, our wants and lusts bring us down new roads every day. To deny myself or him of seeking greener pastures would be too cruel, as would try to force myself or force him to continue to love me unconditionally while it slowly kills one of us or both from the inside. I would love to spend long evenings talking about matters big and small, I love that shit, sex too if he wants, but don't ask me stay the same forever for that will not happen and going against it will bring ruin.