>>724880423
Yes
And it is glorious.
How I long for it. The tightness of chest, that radiates cold focus. The intimate connection that forms, when you are studying every single movement of a person. And then mix in the primal reproductive drive, but also social fear of loss of rank, the mixing of primal, and modern human sensibility. There could be no better thing.
And it is a complete shame that this is an impossible dream in reality.
The fact that your conception of it, is it being an absurd proposition to lose to a woman, just proves you at least on some level understand the deep sadness. But what if it didn't have to be absurd?
What if it was a very, very real risk? A risk of 50%. 50%, clawed away from eachother with strength, cunning, desire, resolve, and more, because they are just as capable and potent as you.
That is the fantasy I grieve for.
