need some perspective, guys.
I've been having nightmares lately. My nightmares are about Sonic x-treme, it's become a borderline obsession at this point. AXSX got cancelled, so there's no hope for any kind of fan game recreation at this point, and no matter how many videos or documentaries come out, Ofer Alon has NEVER answered any questions about X-treme. I've been having nightmares about doing everything I can just to find out if the PC demo still exists, the dreams are literally me emailing, calling, going to Ofer Alons house, just to try and get an answer, just to know if what I have been obsessed over for years even still exists. I stay up fantasizing getting some kind of terminal illness, and having a charity like make a wish get involved, they have so many people I know they could get in contact with him. Either he would tell me it's gone and I can put it to rest, or he tells me it exists and I beg to at least play it before I die, or release it to the public, for all the fans.
I don't know what to do. I can't just "get over it", it's too ingrained in my mind. Each day that passes the farther we get away from ever seeing it released. Imagine if Ofer were to die tomorrow, there is literally no hope after that. This isn't a prototype level or art, it's a fuck ton of fully functioning levels for an unreleased game, the proof is all there, but only one man could possibly have it.
What am I supposed to do?
I've been having nightmares lately. My nightmares are about Sonic x-treme, it's become a borderline obsession at this point. AXSX got cancelled, so there's no hope for any kind of fan game recreation at this point, and no matter how many videos or documentaries come out, Ofer Alon has NEVER answered any questions about X-treme. I've been having nightmares about doing everything I can just to find out if the PC demo still exists, the dreams are literally me emailing, calling, going to Ofer Alons house, just to try and get an answer, just to know if what I have been obsessed over for years even still exists. I stay up fantasizing getting some kind of terminal illness, and having a charity like make a wish get involved, they have so many people I know they could get in contact with him. Either he would tell me it's gone and I can put it to rest, or he tells me it exists and I beg to at least play it before I die, or release it to the public, for all the fans.
I don't know what to do. I can't just "get over it", it's too ingrained in my mind. Each day that passes the farther we get away from ever seeing it released. Imagine if Ofer were to die tomorrow, there is literally no hope after that. This isn't a prototype level or art, it's a fuck ton of fully functioning levels for an unreleased game, the proof is all there, but only one man could possibly have it.
What am I supposed to do?
