>>12150360
>I'm here because it's an anonymous board where people say what they want.
It's why most of us are here on /vr/ specifically and most of the interests boards, I'm saying the website as a whole was created for and still mostly used for pornography and anime. I'm not saying you engage with it.
>brain split who you are across two completely different languages.
I'm gonna ask you genuinely if you can speak another language, any of them? Because I learned German in school and still keep up with it so as to not lose it. Never once did I get this kind of disassocation you are describing, I've never felt as if I am split between the 2 just because I can read a German news article or book doesn't change who I am as a person.
>It's weird as fuck.
To you it may be, you are not the arbiter of right and wrong. There is a culture of people just like Ken-sama, just like there is an entire culture of weebs in the west where they hold conventions and everything. To these groups it's not weird to act the way they do because it's literally what they are about. You can call it weird to the general population I guess, but that's a weak arguement to make.
>it's a retarded thing to do, though
Bettering yourself is never retarded even if the reasoning you use is retarded. I think back to a post about how an autistic person just thinks about real life as a video game to better themselves, you can call the reasoning retarded all you want but at the end of the day learning new things, improving your understanding of the world and physical improvement is always a good thing.
