Thread 101511978

Abusive marriage edition (24/7)
>who?
If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

>links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
ASMR Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
VOD Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Clips Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowclips
Ribbon Cage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWMyb4vKRU0
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Alt Twitter: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow
Otis Twitter: https://twitter.com/managerotis

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Previous thread: >>101478674

I give this thread my blessing because it doesnt have the cuck shit

This thread will become a cuck thread too the second a shigger posts here.

>>101511212
Cuck thread

>>101512029
Let the op at least be clear of any of the disgusting business... i usually don't bake, but i couldn't just leave that be...

https://files.catbox.moe/8fysi8.mp4
why is shondo so different now she went from hating ntr to retweeting ntr art and making it herself

based thread

>>101511978 (OP)
this is the custard thread, do not interact.

>>101511978 (OP)
Michael hates this thread

>>101512072
>ERM IT'S NOT EVEN REAL IT'S CALLED A FANTASY, MORON!!!!!!!!

>black man in op
Cuck thread DNI

https://x.com/Khaalendrier/status/1937025146042384454

Khaal doesn't stand alone

Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on us. Panagia Theotokos, save us.

>>101512072
she lost her innocence

>>101512215
How the fuck did he get 102 likes

>>101512289
Cos he has a point maybe
Goat anyways

I wonder if he will realise that hes not that close to her that he can just call her a whore like that
He really believes that she shouldnt have retweeted that so he cant even claim that it was a joke

>>101512215
>no RT or QRT
>account has no reach or following
This tweet is so obviously botted and spam Liked and the only reason for it would be to pressure her and make her think she made a mistake. Very malicious.

>>101512482
He's right?

I liked his tweet

the matter with big critter was in fact a case of sexual assault, this incident happened more recently than you would think. ^_^/

Big Critter was just playing videogames but Shondo had to come and interrupt her Minecraft time.
“My turn, I promised my followers I’d start two hours early today because of my drunk breakdown last stream”
“No! That’s your fault for getting drunk. Fuck off!”
“I need the room to myself!” Shondo pulls the chair from under her sister, causing her to tumble to the floor. Big Critter sits on the floor for a couple seconds.
“So you’re just gonna resort to violence everyone you don’t get your way, 'FallenShadow’?” she mockingly addresses her by her internet alias, this is an efficient way at getting back at her sister.
This bothers Shondo, all she has is her fans to give her money online for acting like a retard. She doesn’t want to put in the effort for anything else.
Shondo starts crying and sits herself on the bed.
Big Critter feels bad, pouting, but nonetheless a bit sorrowful. It’s hard to watch her sister in this depressed state, even if she’s still abusive, she still loves her. Big Critter slowly gets up and sits next to Shondo on the bed, giving her a hug.
“STOP! Aghhh!” Shondo shoves big Critter away but Big Critter doesn’t budge one bit (frail sissy punches don’t work on humans), maintaining her poise against her attacker, an autist girlfailure excuse of a sister.
“YOU KNOW HOW I AM WITH PEOPLE WHO TOUCH ME WHEN I DON’T WAN-GO AWAY!” Shondo has no social skills, even with her family. her relationship is so poor, she’s angry at that fact. Very angry.

Fucking bitch siblings! Shondo shouts in her head.

Big Critter still doesn’t budge.
Now Shondo has festered enough anger to do something rash. Shondo throws herself onto her sister, pressing her lips against hers.

Why not, I’m going to Hell anyways. Shondo justifies

She angrily kisses her sister.
Big Critter, wide-eyed, gives up. it doesn’t feel good, it feels awful to be violated by her own sick sister. She’s not a good kisser anyways.
“Mnp-pleasm stop sis, mcome backmn.” Big Critter manages to ask mid-kiss.
Shondo doesn’t stop, she slides her hands under Big Critter’s tank top and over her sister’s modestly sized breasts. Big Critter squirms uncomfortably while under her sister.
Shondo finally pauses, starting to sob after an angry scowl at her sister.
“I fucking hate that you’re better than me in every way. I hate you! IT’S NOT LIKE I WANTED TO DO THIS I JUST-I FUCKING HATE THIS WORLD!”
Shondo is sliding her body rapidly across Big Critter’s body.
Her sister is crying, Shondo sees that but she ignores it. What she’s doing is right after all and completely justified because her fans love her the way she is.
The complexity of justification angers her even more. She lets go of Big Critter and addresses her one last time before vacating the room.
“If you tell anyone about this, the social service, police, family. I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU because I know very well you won’t fucking kill me.”
Shondo slams the door.

>tubby bought likes with his Neetbux to prove his point
embarrassing

>>101512482
Khaal will crash and burn like Fleece did before he ever entertains the idea Shondo isn't literally his wife. Which to be fair isn't entirely his fault for thinking.

>>101512691
everyone is tubby yes yes now lets get you back to the silly room

>>101512749
I wouldn't want to be tubbs either after the embarrassment last thread.

>>101512856
he made this thread to embarrass himself /here/

i've been painting like a good little cuck in my computer cuck chair
CLM free me
>>101512856
nah i was right, not arguing though if you want to know the objectively correct view it's in the last thread

>>101512872
looks awful. kill yourself if you cant make normal eyes.

>>101512995
i can i just don't care about pleasing you

I don't believe the likes to be natural, but it doesn't matter since anyone could buy likes
What does matter is the essence of the tweet, which is correct and right
The impressions can simply help push it to her feed(since she won't see it by itself due to not following him anymore) now though

>>101512872
You don't need to lie here too, retard. We can just repost the screenshots since you lack any ability to back up what you say.

>>101513019
no you cant. youd rather bake a thread and same fag the whole time

>>101513080
a tweet with 100 Likes doesnt only have <300 views you retarded cunt
thats literally the telltale sign when someonr bots likes

khaal shouldn't have called her a whore
she shouldn't have removed him and left it at that
no one is being an adult here

>>101513087
i don't even know how to bake a thread without fucking it up
also i've done that for like the last week i can have a break as a treat
>>101513120
desu she probably wanted him to see it as a warning without having to deal with the anxiety of having a conversation about it
and she sorta shouldn't have to, a warning like that is enough, it's pretty clear what her issue is lol
there's a reason he's not banned

>>101513168
also she has talked about this stuff a couple times he just needs to be nicer in her replies lol

>>101513120
She shouldn't have retweeted ntr art though and she shouldn't be pushing and playing into cuck jokes
She often chose not to interact with less weird art, yet she has this time. The issues undeniably have their origin in her own actions...
That is to say, everyone should apologize and we should all work hard to mend this whole situation together!

>>101513195
>everyone should apologize
she has no reason to apologize tho

>>101512289
probably groomers/kiwiniggers botting his likes

>>101513168
>desu she probably wanted him to see it as a warning without having to deal with the anxiety of having a conversation about it
as a reminder, this type of behavior is what drove fleece into his crash out
>>101513195
I don't see how that justifies calling her a whore
If your goal is to get her to stop you're never going to get her to change this way

>>101512995
thats ellie not shondo :3

>>101513120
khaal has had more than enough chances to stop being that way.

khaal is the next banned regular

>>101513195 (me)
We shouldn't be fracturing even more! We need more unity, which, in my opinion, should mean a return-to-origin kind of approach! Our marriage has become to liberal(figuratively speaking)
>>101513215
>>101513252
You are what's wrong with the relationship. Straight up.

>>101512731
>entertains the idea Shondo isn't literally his wife.
But Shondo has repeatedly said that she is literally married to everyone and it is a very real relationship and she takes it very seriously and that it isn't just a LARP?

>>101513227
>probably groomers
shogger have you read his tweet? he is the epitome of a groomer

>>101513120
>she shouldn't have removed him and left it at that
Is he owed an explanation? The fuck? She's not his mommy to correct his behavior.
>>101513195
>She shouldn't have retweeted ntr art
She's is an adult who can do whatever she wants. If you don't like it, criticize her(if you believe you have that right) or leave.

>>101513274
>You are what's wrong with the relationship. Straight up.
>no argument
I accept your concession

>>101513195
she can retweet whatever art she wants.

>>101513289
You are also what's wrong with this relationship.

>>101513252
> this type of behavior is what drove fleece into his crash out
and that was fleece' problem lel
>>101513265
was he really warned much before though directly? if it's becoming a problem a mod should just say that, and if they did so be it
>>101513264
true
>>101513266
maybe he will get banned but he shouldn't be the next one c:
>>101513276
being honest is not grooming, it's the snakes like dewd who post things /here/ and act differently with their name attatched for the most part

>>101512618
weird post but you should keep your gary-related and pedo fanfics to the doxxnig forum
hope this helps

>>101513274
>You are what's wrong with the relationship
crybabies like him are the reason why everything went to shit

>>101513330
it’s not a fan fiction mister ^_^

>>101513310
>being honest is not grooming
https://x.com/Khaalendrier/status/1852482801016197594
read this tweet then

>>101512072
Because she's a constant hypocrite who hates admitting when she's wrong or goes back on what she says

>>101513275
Hence the second sentence

reminder to use the gary and tubby filter

/heck/i
/gms/i
/ges/i
/mister/i
/frick/i
/shondopolis/i
/\^\_\^/
/\\\^\_\^/
/groomeranti/i
/roomeranti/i
/\>\_\</
/\¯\\\_\(\ツ\)\_\/\¯/
/\\\>\_\<\\/
/\^_\^\//

>>101513354
okay sure call it whatever you want but being honest while "grooming" is 1000x better than being dishonestly manipulative like dewd

>>101513310
yes you were khaal

imagine being banned forever

>>101513437
yes
what about the other bigger (lol) problem
you dishonest rat fuck
-3y
>>101513452
;)

Oh right, i forgot for a second, this is the anti general. No one actually cares about the marriage here. At least they wouldn't post.
What's even more sad is that shondo i adapting the same mindset. She currently still cares, but she has no one to keep her grounded. This whole community is exactly what she has over and over and over and over again said that she doesn't want it to be, an echo chamber, a hug box.
No one wants to do what's right, no one even knows what is right to do.

>>101513480
go ahead and tell in the dick sword guppy

>>101513480
If only gary stone was here…

>>101513480
of course not, the marriage is just a stream meme

>>101513480
You can't keep her grounded because she'll immediately ostracize you and leave you with no way back in. There is no marriage to speak of her and that's entirely on her.

she cucked me... she just cucked me...
NNGYIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

>>101513480
there is no marriage, you shouldnt listen to impressionable little girls. being able to openly talk to someone is a prerequisite to marriage.

>>101513526
>you shouldn’t be able to listen to impressionable little girls
but you should be able to kiss them ^_^

I think my mental illness has been acting up more and more recently, that or i'm just fed up with the state of things. Maybe both.

>>101513512
>entirely on her
no, it's on you for marrying before you were ready/marrying this girl who doesn't work for you
>>101513526
>you shouldnt listen to impressionable little girls
this
>prerequisite to marriage
not this one lel

>>101513276
khaal is a 'groomer' in the sense that he wants to be with shondo irl (like almost all of her regulars) and he is 'manipulative' in the sense that he wants shondo to behave in accordance with how he thinks, he is basically an open book in how transparent he behaves and he wears his heart on his sleeve. what you see is what you get with him unlike with half of the other people in the community who behave in one fake way publicly while behaving another way elsewhere

>>101513584
>what you see is what you get with him
you are really naive

>why do you never speak when you have a problem, for fuck sake, I'm a human being, just talk to me
youre so close khaal

>>101513619
true but he does wear a lot more of it on his sleeve than the worst offenders who wear none of it on theirs

>>101513669
let me guess you have never actually talked to anyone and you just believe every retarded rrat here?

>>101513638
Isn't it funny how that's the reason behind most crashouts? Every regular that has a problem with shondo at some point always leads back to lack of communication. Just something i noticed...

guys, just admit khaal is a freak and should be banned. its not that hard

>>101513717
Fuck off, you're disgusting. I would beat you up for this bullshit.

>>101513574
>no, it's on you for marrying before you were ready/marrying this girl who doesn't work for you
By pressing a follow button after a random raid? I mean if you're this retarded there's no actual discussion to be had here so you might as well never post again.

>>101513742
Tell that to shondo like you’ve always wanted to groomer

>>101513400
gr oomeranti b itch ahh f ilter

>>101513714
she should say it in discord

>>101513696
are you trying to say it's more naive to believe that khaal speaks his mind and his intentions and influencing is more open and honest than someone like dewd?

>>101513748
you have autism,

>>101513717
groomers won't because he's pushing her towards what they want
>>101513742
to be fair the way he's behaved would be valid to ban him and there's discussion to be had on if it's healthy for him or if he can behave or what he really thinks etc but it's also not really on shondo to do that for everyone

most shoggas with problems need a therapist not a wife if they're taking it serious, and you can have both, btw

>tubby used his nnet
>>101513830
>are you trying to say it's more naive to believe that khaal speaks his mind and his intentions and influencing is more open and honest than someone like dewd?
You didn't answer my question

>>101513848
i have talked to people irl and i don't believe pretty much any rrat that gets posted here

>>101513717
you should be banned dewd

>>101513848(me)
I really should stop phone posting lmao

>>101513870
>i have talked to people irl
So you didn't talk to anyone in this community got it

>>101513830
you're literally the last person on earth that should have an opinion on what's banworthy or healthy. you never cease to amaze me with your complete and utter lack of self-awareness. that has to be some sort of mental disorder

https://x.com/Khaalendrier/status/1936963657948135554
I dont think Khaal had his tweet botted because this tweet got more likes before so I think it's Elon's retard algorithm acting up and showing the tweet to the same people who liked the previous one

>khaals whore tweet got 173 likes in 12 minutes
not botted at all btw

>>101513904
oh i have yes, what's your point
>what you see is what you get
i don't agree with that anon but i do agree that people like khaal are infinitely less dangerous than people who hide it
>>101513960
yes we get it you can't use your brain and just seethe and all your opinions are just the opposite of whoever you hate

>>101513480
King D literally encouraged her to be creative and make something nice for us when she clued in that her men were feeling left out from that kissing RT and she drew us some of the cutest doodles she's made in a while. Maybe follow their lead instead of thinking anything anyone says /here/ holds a grain of salt to the love she actually has for her community and it's regulars.

>>101514040
>nothing said here matters
>dick sucking
manipulative post dewd, dishonest groomer behavior

why do you have to make up problems when everything is perfectly fine? why do you hate her so much that you have to latch on for months just to hate? please just leave and go be miserable somewhere else

>>101514130
what problems do you think they're making up?

>>101514130
>please just leave and go be miserable somewhere else
they won't leave until shondo makes them stop by banning them or even ignoring them

>>101514079
dewd's antis are her antis, something that has become abundandtly clear over time

Remember when the anti posts had to do with other vtubers?

>>101514278
you must be new to /shon/

>>101514278
she got to copy neppie with no repercussions

>>101514130
shondo literally goes out of her way to keep these people around, that's why they're latched on, she pretends like none of the /here/ regulars are responsible for the posts /here/ and can't get rid of any of them then wonders why it's not getting better and they're still around
the same people from the fleece crash out are still here posting the same kinds of things yet shondo is mindbroken and can't ban any regular that doesn't make her angry first or will guilt trip her

>>101514130
shondo just marry me for real and stop reading these threads

>>101514372
she didn't have any issue banning that fat fucking neet snake tubby so you're wrong

>>101514419
those posters were there before tubby was even around and he had only been around for a year and was being pressured by her 3+ year regulars to do it and tubby was already the kind of shogga who is willing to upset her instead of back down at any pushback like dewd

>>101513572
Definitely both. Cut her off soon if you keep feeling worse. She won't care and you won't regret it.

>>101513714
woman moment

>>101514538
For fuck's sake

>>101514722
She gon get stabbed by Paki dick

>>101514722
>>101514756
its a virtual meet and greet retard

>>101514762
Oli was talking about seeing stonehenge and stuff earlier though?

>>101514762
;)

>>101514462
it's hilarious how you call yourself tubby, you're a self taming lolcow
didn't read anything else, you banned snake cunt

>>101514648
Definitely both, yup, but i love her still. I can't leave. Nor do i want to.

>>101514781
And Lidl and Greggs, she's doing a full UK vacation and she will definitely want to meet up with her friends

>>101514781
going on a vacation and doing a meet and greet are different things

Why is Pillowdear leeching

>>101514199
>she had to literally say on stream how much she dislikes the antis that didnt leave despite banning and ignoring them

>>101515045
she's said even more times about the antis on this website, you're not saying anything c;

>>101514756
>She gon get stabbed by Paki dick
Somnium makes her too uncomfortable bro

>>101514079
What did I say that doesn't matter? D is a fairly known /here/fag and I gave anon an example that regulars in her community still promote and encourage her to do meaningful things for us and herself.
Oh, but wait, you don't like that D was involved because it doesn't suit your agenda against regulars that she loves.

>>101515040
They want to do a future NTR ASMR collab

>>101515125
you were implying that nothing said here matters
at least the rest of your post shows your own agenda lol

>>101515131
Isn’t Pillow one of the pure ones?

>>101515072
actually tiffany, i dont think there's been a single anti aside from you that she's specifically had to speak out against. this isn't an own like you think it is. c:

>>101515195
what do i have to do with it lol?
she's spoken out about posts you've made /here/ she just didn't realize you were the one making them c:
>proof
no i don't care because you're just deflecting off yourself like usual because you know you're wrong like when you guilt tripped her in discussion and sub chat because she didn't see your attention whoring

trust your friends shondo
they wont share locations you're going to visit to us haha...unless?

>>101515249
you're deflecting off yourself you fat neet cunt
shondo wants you gone. just fuck off. no deflection will change that

>>101515288
this discussion wasn't about tiffany though, you made it about that to deflect, it's not deflecting off tiffany to get back on topic from your deflection lol
>>101515308
it's fair desu when you remember how much they posted about him c;

>>101515146
The agenda of what exactly? Trying to tell anons that the grass is greener on the otherside? You seem adamant about dragging others down with you within yours, Tuffnar's pilot. Almost as if you are a bitter anti-cuck.

>>101515338
so you ARE then giving full credit to your boogiemen that helped weed out your anti'ing so scum like you can't hurt shondo anymore? is this the hill we die on today?

>>101515192
As much as Lily ;)

>>101515338
yes, you are deflecting. you're banned. end of discussion. anyone you anti gets more popular, you know that right?
i didn't even care for dewd until you started your agenda, you actually made me turn to his side because anyone you hate must logically be a good person
you're a disgusting, manipulative rat, you lost, and you'll never achieve your goals.
now fuck off forever you subhuman waste of DNA, and leave shondo alone.

>>101515494
At this point I think shondo has more confirmed experience than her

just a little fun fact:
tubby always acted like he was some kind of manipulative mastermind, pushing the limits
and trying to make their community a copy of this thread. i played along with his shitty game exactly once and it resulted in a massive meltdown :3

>>101515633
>and trying to make their community a copy of this thread
How is that different to Somnium, Dewd, LTD and Kaz?

>>101515696
Tubby started it, Somnium and Dewd went along and they never stopped for some reason

>>101515618
True lol
She's probably going to get even more in Birmingham

its virtual she would never do a physical greet especially where her biggest stalkers are

>>101515760
emphasis on biggest

>>101514009
nice falseflag, it has less than 170

>>101515850
Big Mike will protect her

>>101515850
that would be canada

https://x.com/Khaalendrier/status/1936963657948135554
800 likes, holy shit. reminder watchalongs with the shondo herself only get 200

>>101515868
nice falseflag nigger

>>101515940
Why would someone boost this tweet lol

dewd botting the likes on it to try and get khaal banned

>>101515940
so why is tubby botting this? is he going to seriously try killing people from the shadows out of jealousy?

>>101515961
for the same reason antis made alt accounts to harass her

>>101515961
because they are reading this thread and his twitter and saw her remove his follow on her to show her displeasure so now they are trying to get him into more trouble

>>101515975
Well this confirms who's behind it. You're a sad little worm tubby.

Are we gossiping about chatters like women instead of taking about vtubers again?

>>101515734
>Tubby started
Nice stolen valor. You retards shit on D because he's been a /here/fag for over a year and that played a huge role in why him, somnium, forest fires and even pancake infought with each other.
>erm source?
Me, you faggot. Because I was shitting on D way back when the Bratty alias was still around.

>>101516083
that's cute tj you can shut up now

>>101516076
you new?

>>101515696
what does kaz have to do with anything? He joined the discord in less than a year

>>101516253
He's some reincarnated nigger

if anyone would like to be spoonfed as to whats bugging pissy tiffy today
just look at who reacted to D's joke last night when he said "the worst she can say is no" :)

>>101516298
are you sure? his linked steam doesnt link to anyone whos been in this community before

>>101516304
Suddenly these past two threads make a lot of sense.

>>101516304
Oh that's why. God he's such a literal manchild

I've been hiding any gossipy posts, out of 162 there are only 6 not hidden.

Can you take into consideration that twitter will literally make you unfollow people at random? I had this happen to me, I don't interact with anyone except occasional retweets, and then I'll see an account I followed for years in "You might like". I had to refollow the same bunch of people dozens of times. People and vtubers have been complaining about this for a long time, too. Why does everything she do has to be an evil calculated thing? Wouldn't she just block Khaal if she wanted him gone?

>>101516407
>Wouldn't she just block Khaal if she wanted him gone?
No she usually sends subtle signals if a regular is misbehaving

>>101516384
162 are tiffany seething about King D

>>101516253
He spams the Discord with /here/ related memes and was openly referencing /here/ rrats and Tuffnar repeatedly. He is essentially the nu-Pancaake

>>101516448
If I were him I'd just take a hint and leave. No sense devoting myself to a woman who does not respect me enough to say it straight up when she's upset with me. These kinds of passive aggressive games are childish.

>>101516407
If so then it would just be some unfortunate timing

>>101516304
stop posting about yourself

>>101516611
yep, that's why he's mad. lol irl you pathetic manchild

>>101516575
By now he should know what he signed up for. But he should at least take a break

shondo told dewd that he was her favorite shondophrenic when he went to her meet and greet and that she would marry him and suck his dick and send an email to tubby to make fun of him

>>101516718
>Writing an email together to bully tiffany
That's a really cute date idea.

>>101516718
what the fuck i thought that email was fucking fake

>>101516718
almost believable but she'd never give that fat neet the time of day

>>101516800
she reads his messages all the time

>>101516529
how does that make him stand out compared to the others to post about?

>>101516781
guro btw, give him a 3 day timeout

>>101516856
The entire conversation was about making other places into the same shit as /here/, if you don't understand how the people that do that the most are relevant I can't help you.

>>101516859
That's not him and you should also read the global rules again

>>101516859
thats ryona not guro, idiot

Just wanna say that khaal's join has not been logged on chatterino since the tweet

>>101516842
she meant the fatty that doesn't have a job.

you gay niggers give me way too much to read when i ego search. its gonna go to my head you know

>>101517504
totally innocuous post not intending for the exact opposite

>>101517333
Nothing unusual

>>101517571
and who am i? :)

>>101517620
a faggot

>>101517504
hi [redacted]

>>101517662
hi! :D

>>101517577
why cant you just be normal

>>101517793
Wtf is your problem? I provided evidence that there is no correlation

did anyone notice oli blabbed that the barbie girls are going to birmingham in september???

>>101511978 (OP)
>no OP for the birthday boy
honestly, this is partially my fault, I should've posted way more Shondo pics the last thread to have it reach the bump limit earlier and die sooner so I could just make the new OP myself before I went to bed instead of hoping that one of you would be based enough to make an Otis OP for Otis' birthday instead of just letting Tubby run amok and make an anti OP instead.

Oh well, happy birthday son.

>>101517879
Yes, and we know Shondo's gonna get some

>>101517879
it was announced on twitter

>>101517889
i will keep doing my part to enhance his anti-thread syadouSalute

>>101517928
no like literally in person they re going

>>101518028
proof?

>>101517879
>we're paying for a 3rd vacation for Shondo this year

>>101518061
Its in her latest vod on twitch

>>101518139
most hardworking schizo loli on the internet!!!!
at this point it's by technicality

>>101518146
proof?

You cant just fucking ask for proof about everything Dewd

>>101518216
not dewd but you can because if you make a claim, you should be able to back that claim up with proof, if not it sounds like you're full of shit and just a rrat spreading faggot

>>101518270
proof?

>>101518193
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2493773049?t=14358s

>>101518368
Nothing personal against Oli but I cannot fucking stand how she talks. I hate that valley girl manner of speaking so god damn much.

>>101518443
she also fake laughs just a bit too long every time

Even if they were in Birmingham, they would never attend the convention.

>>101517889
I didn't have any appropriate otis pics

>>101518471
why not? they're safe as a group

>>101518471
ok what the fuck else will they be doing in birmingham in september?

>>101518525
>>101518499
You don't seriously think that the Barbies will physically attend a vtuber convention where they can all be recognized and photographed?

>>101518525
eating food? going to museums? doing tourist things? its likely that they will be going to multiple places if there was a physical barbie meetup in the uk before they all attend their m&g physically from their hotel/airbnb

>>101518563
bigger vtubers were freely walking around offkai

>>101518563
then tell me why they re all going to birmingham in september at the time of the con

>>101518563
yeah theyre probably just going to klub in the city

>>101518620
to klub

I've been quite unstable since this morning, i know I'll probably get better tomorrow, but i just don't feel like i am
So much is going through my head
What do i do? I want to bawl, i want to hurt others, i want to break stuff, i want justice, i want to die. What do? I'm miserable, maybe it's fine to go on meds? I hate this
Maybe it started since a few days ago actually
Whatever
I don't think I've had it this rough before... nothing seems to help. I've been on edge since like the mid of last week.
Wtf do i have? Why am i like this? I should probably go to a professional. But i don't know how to open myself up. Fuck. Whatever.
And despite all this, and despite how i feel, i still love her so much... i'm sure that in my death i would be thinking of her... but would she think of us? I don't know... i don't want to think anymore...
Why am i posting this...?

>>101518611
there’s literally no reason to go to birmingham theres many places in england for them to go and they can do the m&g from anywhere.
when they went to la there was at least the fact that they were both in the area for work and oli did the m&g in the hotel but they have no reason at all to go to birmingham

>>101518692
I go through what you're going through but I realize it's usually over nothing so I just bottle it up and carve her name into my skin for some sort of relief :3

>>101518746
cutfag why didnt you just leave after michael if it caused you enough distress to carve your skin

>>101518692
>>101518746
Both of you please seek help or at very least vent to some shogga who you trust

>>101518692
have you tried just not being a pussy?

>>101518697
you can just go to birmingham and from there go to london or wherever else on trains? why would a bunch of women who don't want to expose their face or identity to people attend an event where they will get recognized by everyone? like the group of 5 women with the shortstack american woman and the aussie talking to the german and dutch girls with the tall silent chick in a princess dress walks behind them silently isn't exactly incognito

>>101518817
nta but have you tried not being a dick to someone who is struggling?

>>101518844
>in denial
start saving for the trip there, fren

>>101518871
chibishon my beloved

>>101518788
I was cutting her name into my skin before the michael thing but Ive never believed it, Ive notice the Michael thing is just some sort of troll to worm the weaker husband and to troll tiffany.
>>101518799
Sad to say but I don't trust another shogga enough to vent. This community feels like some sort of elaborate fencing match where you have to always be on guard lest some other shogga strikes you

>>101518859
it may be dickish but you'd be surprised how many problems you solve by squaring yourself and focusing on tackling whatever is troubling you.
do you think i didn't read anon's post?
there is clearly over-thinking and mania at play. sometimes people need to hear blunt honesty from an anonymous source.
and it sounds like anon needs to try being less of a pussy.

>>101518899
she's the best

>>101517793
Those aren't even my terminal colors, derek better retard.

>>101518971
>This community feels like some sort of elaborate fencing match where you have to always be on guard lest some other shogga strikes you
A lot of the regulars are actually pretty chill (at least the ones I've talked to)

>>101519052
Oh lmao that's what he meant you can't make this shit up

>>101518692
don't despair, have a pear!

>>101518984
tl;dr you are not helping

>>101511978 (OP)
Is this the SEA containment thread?
Anyone know Gary's whereabouts? I miss seeing him prance around in cosplay. On God. If anyone knows his Youtube or alt twitter let us know. ^_^

barbies are going to do a mass bf reveal at vexpo

>>101519271
and who are you to decide that?
my blunt advice was for anon, not you. fuck off.

>>101519375
my prostate would explode

>>101518817
I'm not a pussy, I'm mentally ill
>>101519404
I've been trying to push through most of my late teens and into adulthood, not gonna work like that
It probably(hopefully) will go away tomorrow
Whenever i get like this time always to be moving slower...
Thanks anyways(thank you everyone else also for trying to help in your own way, do not fight)

>>101519513
I wish you the best anon, stay strong <3

>>101519513
see? if you even have an estimate of when the wave ends, that's all i mean.
but when it does end, try to focus on a goal and make a daily routine out of it if you can. in the very least just stay productive so that when you feel this scattered >>101518692 you may crash out less.

>>101519622
Well, i mind if always say it only lays until tomorrow as a cope, it's more like a gradual change in mentality until I'm no longer in that state
I'm not exactly conscious of it... even then, i can be having a good day with nothing going wrong and then i think of one tiny thing and I'm at off...

>>101519852 (me)
I kind of*

Actually, the whole part is poor in english

>>101519852
then my hunch is correct and that you just need more structure and short-term goals. what you currently have going on clearly isn't going to be solved but productivity is key if you aren't completely debilitated and need special care.
obviously i'm not going to ask for your life story, but that's just the vibe i'm getting.
and it's going to require you to tackle it so that a habit develops and you have smaller goals that you can accomplish so that even when you feel scattered, you won't feel completely lost when you do them.

>>101519308
keep an eye out for him at conventions. that’s the best luck you’ll have finding him

>>101519308
didnt shondo report him to the fbi

>>101520366
Doesn't he live in the UK? FBI doesn't hold any jurisdiction outside the US.

>>101520366
>>101520436
sounded like it was just law enforcement according to gary’s reaction.

>>101520436
No, Gary lives in AZ

>>101520554
Oh alright, I must be thinking of another shogga. Sounds like she didn't call the FBI anyways.

>>101520554
oh fuck he’s close then

Do you think if shondo actually did a M&G at an Arizona event, Gary would show up?

>>101520917
yes

>>101520917
no

>>101520917
maybe

>>101520917
idk

>>101520917
can you repeat the question?

YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME NOW
YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME NOW
YOU'RE NOT THE BOSS OF ME NOW
AND YOU'RE NOT SO BIG

What redeeming qualities does Shondo have?

>>101521627
none! ^_^

>>101521627
she's cute
she's funny

>>101521627
she laughs at my jokes

>>101521627
She's cute, she cares about her family deeply, she's funny, she can be very sweet, she loves animals, she's very resilient given what she's been through, she values trust and loyalty, etc. etc.

Gary I’m going to kill you if I find you at Saboten.

>>101521627
she's a based NTR enjoyer

>>101521708
I agree with everything in this post

>>101521627
loves and cares for her family and friends deeply and immense resilience in the face of the harsh treatment that the world has put her through

Have the antis finally been banned?

no i'm still here

>>101522687
fuck off d

>>101522727
no lol

>>101522840
^_^ LC

>>101522840
Neither ceasefire will last 2 weeks

Okay I'm no longer mentally ill now, yaaay
I didn't even have to wait until tomorrow!
Sorry... maybe i have bpd? My moods of mania and depression are usually short lived, unlike bp
>>101522840
I hope their relationship really improves

>>101523233
glad ur feeling better

so how long until she watches lc change or makes a move on her and she goes berserk again

>>101523233
glad you're feeling better shoomfie

she's my fute bagel

Is Shondo still addicted to gachaslop (love live/blue archive)

>>101524693
no, she hates gachaslop and stops herself from playing them

>>101524716
lol irl
tell me that when the next sponsorship rolls in

>>101524693
>>101524716
>>101524771
samefaggot

>>101524785
Commit Shondo's mom

:^]

>>101524838
>>101524840
lol irl where have i seen this before

>>101524856
from you oddly enough.

>>101524864
proof?

>>101524877
not him but where's your proof of the samefagging first lil cuck
concession accepted in advance when you run like a pussy

right here.

>>101524936
obsessed lol

>>101524693
She mentioned that she still does her blue archive dailies as her coffee is being made

>>101524693
yes

>>101525062
cute
probably has plenty of time as she brews and drinks 4 cups before stream even begins

>>101525021
i just noticed that album's cover looks like loli cunny

>>101513584
anon, she is retarded if she actually thinks whore baiting is a good idea at her size, with that attitude she is seeking career suicide.

>>101527081
>>101527232
if y ou cared you'd tell her yourself, but you're just a groomer and don't mean what you're saying or actually believe in it enough to tell her even though you're speaking on her entire career as a literal who

I have to imagine the ones seething are those deeply in copium of her being a lesbian even though she's shown lesbian tendencies for years now.

>>101527318
proof?

She literally said she was a dyke

groomers realizing she actually isn't gonna fuck them instead of just saying it:
0_0

>>101527534
or: :O
or: D:

bonus meme, something something reaping and sowing kek you get what you deserve

>there isn't an immeasurably small chance the vtuber is going to fuck me
naur...

if she praises a shogga's body, everyone sperges out. if she likes yuri fanart, everyone sperges out even harder. if she says she is asexual, everyone complains she is just here for the grift

why can't everyone just be happy?

Should I make a new thread when this one dies or are we jumping to the other one? Because I was thinking of doing an Otis themed OP for his belated birthday.

>>101527689
If we hop over to the other one we assume the baggage of jumping into a cursed cuck thread

>>101520917
if he did, im jumping him

im gonna fuck her after i win

>>101527678
most people can be happy

"everyone" is literally just a handful of groomers and until she gets rid of them and stops keeping them around in her life she will never be happy because they are the problem

shondo just won't try hard enough and lean on her friends and family to thug out the pain of accepting a lot of her favorites and regulars are the problem and she needs to start getting rid of them, especially the ones she knows to be

that's why "everyone" can't be happy, shondo is currently coping that she can live her life without learning how to remove toxic people from her life and value the good ones she has instead and realize the toxic ones never mattered anyway !!!

for example: mr fewd hole!

you are banned c:

>>101527882
that's what i thought ;)
dog

the banned anti is kinda right t bh

and yet Fewdhole makes her laugh, gets her to inreract with jokes that he makes, talks with him when he contributes to discussions, reacts to his messages, etc

it really is funny how you can't attack others without putting her down too. she's just soooo unhappy and groomed that she just casually doodles her and her husband's together because they motivate her

keep yapping bitch, i got al time to slap you around tonight, cuckneet

>>101527972
run your damage control all you want, shondo knows what you really are lol, the rest will too if they don't already c;

here comes the cope about never loving her, being a fake snake, etc

>>101528005
that's the truth actually, something dishonest groomers hate

>>101528005
darn it, off by a few seconds :[
>>101527998
is it damage control when you just repeat yourself like a drooling spaz and i come up with new ways to make her happy and be apart of my wife's enjoyment in life while you do... what ever this is?
this is getting pretty sad man

stinker incoming :)