PaRabba Edition
This thread is to discuss /vt/โs very own Kiki.
>NEXT STREAMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rpcbFCD3s4
>LATEST STREAMhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvrDeXI6AyI
>Who is Kiki?Kiyomi Pyon-Pyon, or Kiki for short is an adorable autistic Aussie chuuba. She's a wicked bright, and super sweet girl with a passion for animals and her champyons!
https://youtu.be/1vjStYtGkJs
>Carrdhttps://kikipyonpyon.carrd.co/
>Merch (Daki, Fumo, Keychains, Kiki Kup)https://diipoo.com/shop/kiki-daki/
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/kiki-pyonpyon-collab
https://waifuwares.co.uk/products/waifu-wares-kiki-pyon-pyon-shaker-limited-editionpre-order
>Danboorus, Aggie, & /i/ thread (Art/Fan Content)https://pyon.website
https://booru.rabbalabs.com/
https://magma.com/d/IvDNuNCy7I
Previous Aggies: https://pyon.website/pools/1
>>>/i/723670>Newest Cover: Duvet โ Boa (MV)https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=24K-LkEhLqk
>ASMR Collection, Voicepacks, AI LoRAs, and Champ Fan Creationshttps://rentry.org/7uqu8mvq
>/pyon/ Cytube (Community Watchalongs):https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon
>Kiki Notifications RSS feed w/ instructionshttps://rabbalabs.com/rss/feed.xml
https://pastebin.com/nGsaGEZh
>Misc. Rabbalabs links (timestamp tagger, VOD search, /pyon/ archive)https://rabbalabs.com/tagger/
https://rabbalabs.com/vods/
https://rabbalabs.com/pyondex/
>/pyon/craft serverhttps://rentry.org/pyoncraftguide
>Recent Stream Highlightshttps://youtu.be/axT4-cycuUM
https://youtu.be/RXOwh81MG2Y
https://youtu.be/9e8lTnXqeLg
https://youtu.be/_o8d_LuFBGM
https://youtu.be/VOC0tEQHqEA
https://youtu.be/YSHbFypMk2k
https://youtu.be/kbc874CRl5I
https://youtu.be/B14bdotu7-s
>Clip channelshttps://www.youtube.com/@ihatenamez/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@GeminiCricket/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@kikiclipsYT/videos
>Emergency Gosling Resourceshttps://pastebin.com/L3aSUSFa
>Related places>>>/vt//freak/ >>>/vt//vrt/ >>>/vt//uoh/>Last thread>>101705239
>>101782827 (OP)Decluttered the OP a bit by putting some bulky sections in a rentry plus added Kiki's Carrd.
Found a clip
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yvb4x_QjBSo
>>101783379Luv me some plot
Did Kiki post the link to the silly girls dc on twitter?
>>101784505yeah https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1938873186357256447
>>101784979That would explain all the Champys on there who don't chat in stream or post here
>>101785044can you fuck off already or are you still butthurt?
>>101785044Theres more than 48 champys who watch streams... kek
>>101785081? I just thought it was weird how many people on there clicked the Champy button but I'd never seen thier name before.
>>101785520She asked people specifically to use different aliases on discord. Watch streams
>>101785081huh? relax
>>101785044champs are obviously the biggest fanbase, they could be lurkers, vod watchers etc
>>101785520or just using a different name. the number should be way bigger
>>101785548Yeah I thought it was common sense many would do this, I know I did
>>101785562Yeah the other girls are quite a lot smaller in comparison to Kiki numbers wise despite them using twitch. It makes sense theres lurkers in there or people who use different names. I did
>>101785465Is always lurking but still joining the dc really that common of a behavior? Some people? sure but maybe half the Champys in there and maybe a third of the Champys that are posting in there
>>101785624well right now is euro hours so they could be euro vod watchers, and are they posting or just lurking there too?
>>101785627>>101785603>>101785548Makes sense, I heard just use the name Champy but I could have forgotten the rest
>>101785664she did say that but the spirit of what she said is "use generic champy-like name"
which i already had so i didn't bother changing to champy specifically
https://x.com/neppie_nep/status/1939767672725512392
>>101785834>(it was salty ?)now who cummed on nipples pie?
>>101785979>Only Kikiif you know what I mean
You guys wanna watch Diebuster tomorrow?
I like Kiki. Like, like her like her.
Her like, like like I like like her like. Kiki!
this is who you are simping for and expressing your love to, time to wake up
Kiki should play Dwarf Fortress, the free version not the horrible steam version.
I HAVE TO PAY MY BILLS. GOD DAMN FUCKING HELL. SHIT SHIT SHIT
>>101794052I feel you champy, eh
>>101794052we all know that feel
will Kiki show her armpits today?
>>101795584Do you mean plural?
She always has at least one showing
>>101795643full on display, telling us about each and every hair follicle she has there
s .(\_/). s Kiki love
ใฝ(^-^ ;)๏พ Kiki love
s ( ใธ) s Kiki love
__ใ___ Kiki love
s .(\_/). s Kiki love
ใฝ(; ^-^)๏พ Kiki love
s (ใธ ) s Kiki love
____>__ Kiki love
>>101782986Kiki craves so much to be pregnant, she already has the pregnant cravings
probably a dumb question and one that's been answered in a recent stream that I haven't watched the VOD of yet but what does katabasis mean/stand for?
>>101796281means: greek for descent into the underworld, metaphorical or something
stands for: not sure if a silly girls project or their official brand name going forward
hope kiki fell asleep, her head doesn't hort and she wakes up in the next 20min
15min change in start time so she's awawawake
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>Check discord
>Find that champs have gained a reputation of baiting and trolling through the eyes of others
>Through interactions with one guy in particular
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https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1939857080921596396
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rpcbFCD3s4
>>101797013yes one stupid nig who seemingly cant help himself
>>101797013what if you were the one getting trolled/baited?
none of this shit matters
>>101797196It matters when we're getting called out as a whole to tone it down, just because of one guy. It fucks with our reputation and credibility. "Oh, we need to second guess this lot, they're champs *sideeye*"
No, and Thank you.
>>101797460is that happening though? you're not showing anything except your own interpretation of events. what exactly happened?
>>101797530When Saba was mentioned in the fanart channel and so-and-so was being a smartass
>>101797460>>101797530also we suffered like 2 years of anons on /vt/ spreading rrats about how terrible and weird we are, we're groomers, we shit up other threads, etc. we're still here and you weren't complaining until now. its going to be ogey even in the worst case scenario
>>101797699checked, its mostly a miscommunication. we'll survive somehow
>>101797833..huh, ok.
Just.. I hate the shit out of generalizations and shit like that. Also, hey, dubs all around
I was like that once, jumping at any opportunity to express myself and be considered a part of a community, being a dickhead, smug or smartass to seem cool
that was so cringe
just be humble, simple as
Posting this in the fanart channel as a piece of post modern conceptual fanart is the only thing I have done that the jannies there have deleted
I would like to rape kiki
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rpcbFCD3s4
LIVE!
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>>101796346the way they're using it, it seems like their brand name. i like when they shorten it to kb or kaybee
Will there be a second run of the plushie?
Just missed it by bumble bee pube.
`!Kiki on the telly!|Zatsu
..and now we look like bullies.
This fucker's doing this on purpose
>>101799412i don't know, sometimes it does seem like it. still don't worry
>>101799412I think it's better to just take it easy, complaining about what other champs are doing elsewhere is kinda gay anyway
i got me one. just waiting for it to show up
`Kiki is not excited about paying taxes (-15)
How much is Mamapyon taking?
wow "do you not have savings"
reminded me of that diablo immortal reveal when the developer said "do you guy not have phones?"
`The bank owes Kiki (-15)
`Giving Little Man sticky shoes (-10)
`Kiki experimenting on herself (-15)
did you experiment with your bumhole?
Experimenting on Kiki ToT
kikis japanese genes wanting her to perform human body experiments... unit 731 NAILS
Think about it, if I JOed anybody else I'd be in jail but I JO myself all the time
Kiki is petite, any kind of touching she does to herself is illegal for anyone else to do to her.
Fucking forever jailbait.
`Kiki is undesensitized (-10)
Anyone got the full pic of what's used in the thumbnail?
>>101800511https://x.com/Posseposs99/status/1935323890668204195
I had THEE Ben Shapiro quote as my high school yearbook quote. I cringe when I remember it kek
ive heard of people trying to make themselves gay with sissy hypno videos lol
>>101800616the irony is that reality functions the opposite. feelings dont care about facts, and thats a fact
I can't donate blood because I'm gay
>>101800758Have you fucked?
If not, you can just.. I dunno.. Ungay? You still have time.
`Kiki doesn't have enough blood for everyone (-15)
>>101800616I graduated in 2018
can we have consensual rape?
>>101800616"Facts don't care about your feelings"
Yeah, own the libtards
>>101801091>"Facts don't care about your feelings">"P.S. except when it concerns Israel, we must all do our upmost to support Israel"
`!Reading through the manual
kiki you should use a combank goal savers account. it gives you just as much interest as a term deposit account but still allows you to use the money if you need to. you just need to have more money in the account by the start of the next month than before to get the bonus interest.
>>101801132Kek, my gramps was trying to feed me that today.
>God favors those who favor IsraelOkay, back to bed grandpa...
>>101801346`edit Game start & Introduction
`!Stage 1: Beard Burgers, a Parappa Town Tradition!
`He's a baby rabbit... (-15)
`Kiki hates this talking radio (-5)
`!Stage 2: Strictly For Adults
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>>101801049I graduated in
..
oh gosh
it really is over for me
looks like parappa is actaully kanye west
>>101802123The future is now, old man. (2013 here)
>>101802123look on the bright side, at least you graduated
`!Stage 3: HEY! Grab That Remote Control!! (-5)
`Kiki always closes the door with her butt (-10)
`!Stage 4: We'll Turn You into... a Real Man!
`!Stage 5: You Don't Want Her to Go Through This, Do You?!
`!Stage 1 Revisited (-15)
`!Stage 6: Parappa Papa's Pastime is Perfected!
`!Stage 7: Noodles Are the Flow, Noodles Are the Groove!
`This lyric is a bit suspect... (-10)
`Sunny is so proud of you... (-5)
>>101804103Yeah, we're also watching a stream
`Parappa is just like Kiki (-35)
`!Trying to get COOL (-15)
https://youtu.be/V4wNPzSpij8
kiki should try to play like this
Kiki is a grill and I am a burger
Forgot to post this on Saturday when my tv auto played Kiki's (at the time) live stream and mentioned it in chat.
>>101804689and this is what i woke up to. it was kinda surreal
Parappa has the same kind of ears as Kiki
Kiki makes me big under my drawers
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>>101804730eeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
https://www.twitch.tv/kikipyonpyon/clip/SplendidPrettyCaribouKAPOW-1z3s4TWzV33U8-dC
sweep floors sweep floors sweep floors sweep floors sweep floors
It's very technical to get cool mode.
Get ready for another hole in your desk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Phkix1SPyw
>>101805000Yeah I could never make heads or tails of it when I played
`Mamapyon burnt her toast (-5)
`Kiki makes herself like 10 times cooler (-5)
`Kiki explains the very exciting reason she wants to set up her 3D (-10)
RATE!?!??!??!?!!?!?!????!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!
>>101805293crappa the brappa/10
>>101805293toast those damn frenchies/10
>>101805293Kiki's little slippery thing tastes so good all the time/10
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>>101802215I graduated in 2009.
I am literally the class of '09
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>>101805748what's that champ doing???
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COMMENT
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvrDeXI6AyI
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>>101805817I will when I finished the vod, I went to sleep partway through
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im sorry im sorry i will fix it
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>>101807250the way iv have been different lately.. idk call a hyper fixation or something.. but ill go back to normal
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https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1939957352242757877
https://files.catbox.moe/j4ycow.jpg
The Kiki Trill. The height of rabbit excitement.
https://www.twitch.tv/kikipyonpyon/clip/BillowingOutstandingPeppermintPeteZarollTie-LY7vItbyhMqL5xvn
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https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1939966704139800858
morning pyon. regrettably, i had a shower
>>101810656rabbas in paris
i just listened to someone say you can accidentally kill yourself by turning your head to fast
>>101812593no, he is not black
I mentioned that I think about blood letting in chat and then deleted the message because I knew it would be taken the wrong way. Kiki read it anyways. I am not thinking about becoming an emo cutter but I didn't want to give the explanation on stream. I have pica, I am constantly chewing on and often swallow random bits of plastic and metal. That stuff can accumulate in the blood and your body can't filter it. Donating blood would pass it off to someone else but I cant stand needles. I have no issue with knives so if I want to get rid of this stuff I have to cut myself or use actual leaches.
>>101813046maybe get some leeches dude
you are gonna try a knife then fuck something up and bleed out in your shed
you don't want to be reported to be the guy who tried to bloodlet and fucking died
>>101813168George Washington died to leaches applied by a doctor so it's not like leaches are a fool proof option either
>>101813282the conditions then were probably more like that idiot above trying to cut himself open at home than donating blood to leeches
>>101813046dunno man, that feels like a very circuitous solution. i'd either stop eating plastic or just accept my fate and die from it or whatever.
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940048859998380296
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/product/kiki-pyonpyon-15cm-plushie-pre-order-/262
goodnight kiki n champs, kiki really enjoyed those BURGERS BURGERS today so here she is dancing to that song
hope kiki doesn't have any issues with setting her 3d up
and that she actually does it
nini zuz
https://youtu.be/Pv5au5ghmfE
Should I drop her? Sorry my stupid hand is in there. I'd Champify it if I wasn't a phoneposter right now.
>>101816754nao don't drop er
>>101816754i loooove brooks. top tier natural formation
>>101815939I love this art you make Champy
>>1018057391995. I win. Probably. I guess...
>>101818422this 07fag kneels to the grampchamp
is Kiki fertile and breedable?
>>101820724I wouldn't know, I only ever fuck her butt
>>101820724She is sickly and malnourished but she has been improving lately
>>101823834BRB the most sensual body type
Kiki deserves to be bred, I will breed her
very busy day for me. still is. can't promise i'll be awake for diebuster
steam summer sale started!
>>101829064at least longer than her head
>>101829149Any good deals? Still pissed they aren't doing flash sales anymore, there's no good way to get games for cheap nowadays
>>101829149yippee, time to buy more games that I'll never play!
>>101829409I may pick up SMT V Vengeance for $29.99 since I wanted to play it and it doesn't seem like it'll be cracked any time soon. (It does sting a bit supporting that Denuvo shit, but being honest with myself I probably would have just pirated it otherwise so I feel like I don't have THAT much right to moralize about it.)
>>101825246She deserves to be bread
Quite thunderous around here
>>101833188I like thunder
OK APPARENTLY people dont post most torrent links on the pirate bay anymore. While I download this does anyone remember the ffmpeg arguments to convert video to something that cytube likes? I remember it was posted a while back
>>101835127use pyondex, search ffmpeg or something
https://rabbalabs.com/pyondex/
also have you tried nyaa (dot) si?
>>101835127What I currently have is
FOR %I IN (*.mkv) DO ffmpeg -i "%I" -vcodec libx264 -pix_fmt yuv420p -crf 21 -preset medium -tune animation -vf "scale=-2:720,subtitles='%I':si=0" -acodec libfdk_aac -ac 2 -b:a 256k -g 120 -map_metadata -1 -metadata title="%~nI" -map_chapters -1 "I:\Temp\%~nI.mp4"
though you may need to replace libfdk_aac with just aac since I think it's not included by default in a lot of builds, also this is assuming the subtitle you want is the first one and everything fits neatly within litter's limits
>>101835520Ya I just found out about nyaa.
>>101835750thanks
>>101835127I have this
>>99010050Basically just needs to be reencoded using ffmpeg or handbrake to ensure proper playback on web browsers (sometimes there's certain things that cause issues in firefox or chrome or whatever specifically so gotta watch out for that) the template I use that works fine for MOST anime these days is
FOR %I IN (*.mkv) DO ffmpeg -i "%I" -vcodec libx264 -pix_fmt yuv420p -crf 21 -preset medium -tune animation -vf "scale=-2:720,subtitles='%I':si=0" -acodec libfdk_aac -ac 2 -b:a 256k -g 120 -map_metadata -1 -metadata title="%~nI" -map_chapters -1 "I:\Temp\%~nI.mp4"
which will process a whole folder of anime and reencode it into my temp folder which can then be uploaded to catbox or litterbox for hosting. There are some other things you need to pay attention though, like
>are your audio/subtitle tracks on the first/default ones? if not you'll have to specify them>will your output file be over 1GB? if so it must be split, if subtitled there are some extra steps to make sure the subs sync properly for part 2>if you downloaded a HDR source you may need to tone map it back to SDR so the colors come out properly on all displays/browsers>if the output comes out too quiet you may need to boost it with loudnorm, usually I've noticed this when starting with a surround sound source from time to timeidk, I'm hardly an expert on encoding stuff myself just done some trial and error as things have gone. Also libfdk_aac might not be included on some ffmpeg builds so if that gives you an error just use aac
Also most important thing is when you've encoded the first episode or whatever upload it to catbox/litterbox and open the link in your browser, check if it plays back properly embedded in the browser, if so it will probably work in cy.
If we're talking movies without subtitles this is the template I usually use
FOR %I IN (*.mkv) DO ffmpeg -i "%I" -vcodec libx264 -pix_fmt yuv420p -crf 23 -preset medium -tune film -vf "scale=-2:576" -acodec libfdk_aac -ac 2 -b:a 256k -g 120 -map_metadata -1 -metadata title="%~nI" -map_chapters -1 -fs 999999999 "I:\Temp\%~nI.PT1.mp4"
doesn't actually need to be a for loop since it's probably just one file but I'm lazy and prefer to just be able to copy/paste the same line, anyway check the output file and see if it cuts off early (it probably does) due to running into the filesize constraint, find the end timestamp and do
FOR %I IN (*.mkv) DO ffmpeg -ss [STARTTIME] -i "%I" -vcodec libx264 -pix_fmt yuv420p -crf 23 -preset medium -tune film -vf "scale=-2:576" -acodec libfdk_aac -ac 2 -b:a 256k -g 120 -map_metadata -1 -metadata title="%~nI" -map_chapters -1 -fs 999999999 "I:\Temp\%~nI.PT2.mp4"
and continue until the whole movie has been encoded, usually 2 parts is enough though.
tl;dr
download anime
its in mkv format usually, so turn it into mp4 or m4v and with only the sub audio and appropriate subs if there are multiple
then upload episodes to litterbox
then input the litterbox link in the little "+" button under cytube player window
keep adding episodes in order, we usually watch ~6 each time
>>101837914She just farted, actually.
>>101838758yep, 5min. Just finished the reรซncoding
Alright LIVE on Cytube
https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon
when was the last time kiki used "silly goose" in a sentence...
>>101842532Shes goosey every now and then
>>101842532she started saying bell of the ball instead even though its the wrong use of it
>>101844515Woooow is that a limited edition champy daki?
>>101844896only one ever made
>>101846533AIII!! oh its just you under there well since you are down there already
nini will prob be asleep when its time to bake
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940340791018451160
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940341924424257641
>>101850218https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940342230423843014
>>101850867fancy hat mister
goo morn. can backup bake if necessary, but i'd rather not
goodnight kiki n champs
kiki does a little dance
not a very well animated one but a dance none the less
autism deep dive should be indresdin but i cant wait for the chatbox super scientists to arrive
nini zuz
>>101851711nini
cute dance
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940385630204387479
>>101852624Mustโve been the wind
>>101852624It's always the last place you look, isn't it? Have you asked little lady if she's seen him?
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940392223885099100
>>101853140thinkin bout ya pretty hard since im making my way thru the dark souls vods while youre busy
>>101853140giggles mc goo, how did you poo?
>>101853140don't be a silly goose (i'm bringing it back), not a day goes by that i don't think about you. i do need to focus on work or other irl sometimes but those are just hours. i used to be pretty obsessed with you to the point i couldn't even work properly but i think i've struck a nice balance nowadays
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940395066289463653
>>101853407naughty giggles, needs correction
>>101853407one of my many weaknesses is when you get up close and personal
>>101853407you gave up on me before i gave up on you, i think that ship has sailed
https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1940398493128118583
>>101853680Uh huh, weโll see
>>101853407handcams... (nod really but it would be nice)
>>101853760i think you can do both, i'm interested in both.
>>101851711Cat, I'm a kitty cat! And I dance, dance, dance and I dance, dance dance
>>101854764fug that meme is 21 years old...
>>101854764https://youtu.be/uK_LAWm4vR4?si=xgCNqQZnksBKLusz
I don't really wanna bake
>>101854905rolling, odds i bake evens you do
>>101855087guess im baking then. we still have time, suggest op image
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>>101855323yippoi, ass wins
>>101855323notice how all of them end in 6 NAILS
>>101855375yep, its on you if a janny gets mad about it tho
>>101853140Kiki, you are the one happy resting though pattern I have anymore, of course I think about you
>>101853407Ironically if you really want this then read into abusive relationships. Love bomb stream overload, then be more distant, make us chase you, repeat.
>>101853760Your personal experience is more valuable because it is yours alone to tell.
>>101855637>Your personal experience is more valuable because it is yours alone to tell.value is subjective. certainly to me and probably all of us here it would be, but i think there will be a lot of tourists with autism that will watch to get represented. if their experiences coincide with kiki's that's a critical hit but i still think doing both is best. i'd start with a general overview, intersperse a bit of how it relates to kiki's experience and audience interaction how it relates to theirs, then go in depth on her own experience in the latter half of the stream.
oh also audience interaction is how you get people to fall in love with you/obsessed, kiki
>>101855864give attention to get attention
pomf stream would be all that
>>101855637>Love bomb stream overloadI still fall for this every time...
>>101853407trigger warning: I am going to namedrop other vtubers
the most effective way to get your viewers to obsess over you is hardcore, overt, explicit GFE. obviously there are ways to do this without lewd content, but the girls that do this the best are ones like menace (look at the insane schizos in her thread for evidence) and some of the vallure girls who do things like play games on youtube for a while and then switch over to fansly and have "sex" with their fans. but again you don't have to do lewd content, the point is to be constantly and overtly romantic.
where's the FUCKING baker?????
>>101856006Im so scared that ill get hurt again if I open myself up romantically. It messed with me mentally a lot when Champys would leave me. Its scary. I still feel the same but to be so open is a scary thing
>>101856112its a two-way street and i hate it when champs dont accept their own responsibility in the matter. if we love bombed you it would work just the same.
however... its not a two way street, its like a river bifurcating into thousands of smaller rivers because there are thousand of champs and one of you. i don't have the right to tell you what to do or not because it doesn't just affect you and me but all other champs as well. so just do whatever you want.
>>101856263its better to keep this kind of discussion in the old bread.
you have a point though.
>>101856314I wanna be more lovey, but I dont want to disgust people. I get scared it will gross people out if I do it so I generally hold back. Please just keep it to old bread
>>101856396deleted my post, sorry about that
>>101856396I don't think people will be disgusted. There are dozens of girls who do nothing but GFE and the reactions are pretty uniformly positive. If you look at /tingles/ and the VSMP clique like half of those girls are nothing but that. The most I have ever seen is tourists complaining about le parasocials on twitter every now and again. But those people aren't champs and never will be.
>>101856263or to be a longtime Champy that didn't leave but doesn't receive the love and affection that once was given
>>101856112i've considered leaving because of the fact you've been less romantic
>>101856396not gonna talk about shoulds just what is or isn't. overt gfe is overall more of a buff as a strategy. however overt gfe just isn't necessary, look at all the people who say random holos are gfe. i think people fall in love with vtubers first then interpret nearly anything as gfe after the fact.
i would say audience interaction is extremely powerful but not even that is necessary since huge vtubers that can't even read their chat also have plenty of goslings.
I don't really want to pile up on with everything but in the past year giggles has felt a lot more professional and less homey type of streamer
I think there is balance to be had
>>101856789Could you elaborate on how that could change? I always considered professional to be the optimal end goal but I know thatโs not what everyone is looking for.
Iโm surprised with your answers, I figured most people that loved me like that had gone because of my lack of romance. It has nothing to do with anybody really I just got really scared like when I felt like I was part of drama almost a year ago now and since have been trying to just keep to myself and not do anything that could be considered bad. Not because I donโt agree with it or I think I should bend the knee, I just felt too weak to push it I guess. Now that I am in a different place, I really would like to just be like fuck it and not be afraid to be more open about all of it.. but I donโt want to make anybody uncomfortable. Perhaps we could do weekly date streams where I am romantic and can just let it all out, or like asmrs or streams where I am encouraging in that way. I do want to do that, I just am not sure how to implement it in a way that seems performative, because it isnโt. Iโm just trying to figure out what is best for me mentally but also allows me to be as open as possible
>>101856575i sent a marro to kiki about the "sense of progress" and audience wanting that. the issue with progress in gfe is there is a line that will eventually be reached... really the only alternative is what the other champy said, lovebomb then distance, then repeat...
personally i'm mostly looking for progress in kiki's health and wellbeing. she has improved in many ways that i'm proud of her but her diet related health issues hurt me a lot. i feel responsible somehow since it happened on my watch.
>>101857048To summarise, I think I am in a place where I am not afraid anymore to just be me and be open. I was afraid of seeming unprofessional or too emotional in that regard. It is difficult as I wanna be seen as an idol but also would like to be as open as possible. I hope there is a way I can do both!
>>101857048date streams are humble
>>101857048>I figured most people that loved me like that had goneI'm sorry you've come to feel that way
>>101857121Itโs my own anxieties and lack of confidence thatโs caused it. Every champy has been lovely and I still love them sososo much. Donโt take that personally
>>101857048yeah, that's why I mean, you are very afraid to let loose and its understandable after what you've gone through
those people who were attacking you are gone, hopefully dead. I do believe you can relax about it
I still love you, don't misunderstand that
>>101857138it just hurt to hear that when there are so many Champys who love you more than anything and have been here with you through thick and thin. some have come and gone but surely knowing how many still remain helps with your confidence somewhat?
>>101857141Thankyou. I will try to ease up a bit < 3
Iโm going nini now
Thankyou everyone for being so understanding. I will take this on and try my best to be humble about it
this is completely unrelated advice, but i think in collabs you should do more "yes, and" rather than "no, stop that"
neither is wrong (as a joke/bant), but the former is advice from improv professionals so there's probably some truth to it.
>>101857231goodnight Kiki, I love you
>>101857231goodnight and sweet dreams
It does a lot. I know there are plenty of champys love me. I didnโt really mean it truly, I just get very low confidence.. you give me a lot more confidence then I used to have though
>>101857236Oooh I get what you mean!! Good idea
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