>flips
>successfully gains a gambling addiction

https://tenor.com/view/ju-fufu-ju-fufu-side-eye-zenless-zone-zero-ju-fufu-zzz-zzz-gif-1081283867394367547

Hard N Edition

>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact

>Who is Filian?
White haired and bushed kemonomutt girl(?). Hyperactive HDMI zoomer vtuber. Fruit snack goblin. She does her best to entertain her fans!

>Links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/filian
YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@filianIsLost
Twitter: https://twitter.com/filianIsLost

>Notable Clips
Filian breaks containment
https://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/EmpathicCautiousFiddleheadsHeyGirl-T0o3Tu3mMhdDwPly
/flip/ on da telly!!!
https://streamable.com/vu7vml
Frog Ridah!
https://www.twitch.tv/filian/clip/FurtiveDeadSoymilkHassaanChop-lRxGzX-R60FvHDt2
Filian was shocked on how messy this viewers room was
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EyyAuM4jSvQ
The BEST of Filian!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8pCfUEhZso

>Featured Streams
The VTuber Awards 2024 hosted by Filian and ShyLily
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFlMoznC144
FIVE NIGHTS AT FILLYS [10/26/24]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WOg0nCnJ6FQ
MEETING JAPANESE FILIAN [1/6/25]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qko2nxe6qms
OUTFIT REVEAL New Kimono outfit with the new tracking! HD Filian! [4/4/25]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qazfLW-AT2Y
OFF-COLLAB HORROR NIGHT WITH LAYNA
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2485212010

>Fan music videos
Love Taste
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XAbCQYiJefw
My Vtuber Life
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ablf1N0bB60
Super Shy
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LPy_G_w_C5A

>Rentrys/Archives
Vod Archival Guide
https://rentry.org/Vod_Archival_Guide
Stream Archives
https://rentry.org/Filipino_Archive
Dance Archive
https://rentry.org/filiDanceArchive
Soundpost Archive
https://www.snekbot.com/filly/fillysoundposts
Thread baking instructions
https://rentry.org/flip_baking_pasta_v2

>Divegrass
https://implyingrigged.info/wiki//flip/

>Fansly Archive
https://gofile.io/d/K0HHow
https://catbox.moe/c/rin07w

>Usual schedule
Mon, Wed, Fri, Sat
21:05 - 24:01 UTC

>Recent Stream
BECOMING FILIPINO FOR A DAY W/ @DEME
http://twitch.tv/videos/2500242021

>Friends
>>>/vt//pcg/
>>>/vt//big/
>>>/vt//haha/
>>>/vt//999/
>>>/vt//swarm/

>Previous Thread
>>101766943

>>101792885 (OP)
Pogface.

>>101792960
EU

>scar-20
I might take that mge take back kek. Unless the meta has changed and its not cringe anymore

>>101792987 nah theres no shot this is old eu mge level

>>101793045
dak is not meta

>>101793052
Yeah kek. It's been so long I can't recall how well people on each rank play. The nade game at the low ranks has certainly improved though

This game needs a kill cam with how quickly some of these fricks can kill

>that face @ being called brazilian

>it's my manager, uh roommate, boyfriend

>>101792885 (OP)
she wants to be Dooby so bad.

>>101793177
Deme doesn't really pretend to be single.

>>101793210
Not really, but she did get a knife tho

>>101793175
>>101793177
QRD? Was getting food

>>101793210
Like what from harry potter?

What gun do you think she will main autistically
I can see her having a negev phase

>>101793233
nova at this rate

She is starting to enjoy it fr

>shift walks through bedroom

[Filly Pro Tip] Throw a grenade at the spot you plan to camp so that they know where you are

>we are so back
>it's so over
>we are so back
>it's so over

>last round
>gets a decent AWP kill
Neat

Shes REALLY good at those headshots

man i wanna see this team chat bruh

>FB
wew

>my playground is their peak
That is peak toxic League talk, but she was never good enough at that to say that hehe

>>101793113
I also don't touch women

>>101793448
she meant it the other way around lol

>>101793447
Filian and Deme are like the biggest indie vtubers on Facebook. It's weird.

>using facebook
I understand Deme's pain. For whatever reason people where I live are retarded and use FB messenger as the main chatting app. I hate it with every fiber of my being.

>>101793497
damn thats wild

>>101793516
My college used some fuck ass proprietary message board bullshit called Blackboard and it was a massive pain in the ass. Every class used the shit and it was broken in two dozen different ways that nobody ever bothered to fix.

>>101793555
Check out any social media platform and Filian has like 100K+ followers

>>101793475
Yeah, I bet she picked that phrase up in league. I read it there a million times lmao

Is this clipboard thing a zoomer meme?

>>101793645
Zoomer here, no idea

>>101793645
zoomer here, yes

Recently a new spaghetti place opened near me and somehow they are cheaper than a kebab from local Turks. Didn't check them out yet, but I am intrigued

I seriously find it hard to believe that Filian doesn't watch instagram reels btw, I think she'd find it hilarious, though maybe she doesn't want the racism sneaking into her daily vernacular on account of accidentally dropping it on stream. (Or the indians are too much for her to handle, which understandable)

>>101793669
>>101793687
Now I'm confused

>>101793720
boomer whos into zoomer shit here
yes

>>101793645
I've seen it before and it's basically showing old people brainrot images without talking and having them get disgusted (as you should since zoomer brainrot is ass)

Cute dance

>>101793801
The hip sway with hands behind her head did something to me

can chat shut the fuck up about the tiktok ban subs

filian :)

>>101793910
I... agree

is there a reason why filian decides to hang out with the most putrid disgusting sluts ever?

Very unpopular opinion, but rice is just ok. Not bad, not amazing. Just ok. I like it from time to time, but not smth I'd eat daily.

>>101793972
There's so many different kinds of rice, and hundreds of ways to prepare each kind. Some are terrible. Some are amazing. Most of the time when I see people that dislike a certain common food it's usually because they grew up with someone that didn't care about making it well.

>>101793972
I am with Deme on this, I could genuinely eat rice and chicken damn near every day, shit's the perfect combination. I love rice with pretty much every meat

lost media

>>101794045
I don't think I'd magically start loving rice no matter what, but I do sort of agree. Most people who dislike tomatoes simply never had a good tomato. Most likely that tasteless shit (in EU it's always from Spain)

Filian should sing for us

>>101794179
She should sing Careless Whisper to me when we're alone.

dayum

asian people are so ugly

Truly the most powerful race.

I love watching her eat

>>101794248
You're right, which is why I limit my exposure to them to vtubers

Curious if, and if so–how much, the per capita of crazy singers in PH is higher

>average vr e-boy
It really is. I don't understand why they always speak in vocal fry as if everyone around them can't instantly tell they are forcing if....

>>101794548
it makes the girls wet (the consequences of corpse husband on the egirl population have been dire)

Most languages are like that. It's just English that's cooked as shit

>>101794576
But does it even really work if it sounds forced as shit? Like they sound so goofy to me...

>>101794606
and french
and german
and italian
and spanish
and swedish
and danish
an

She is hooked

Filian likes titty milk.

>>101794606
>>101794668
>tfw speak/write all those languages and think they're pretty easy except german (sometimes, speak like Yoda they do)

>>101794651
it used to but idk
>>101794690
me too

>we're gonna win the game that requires twitch reactions after eating a full meal

>>101794668
The languages you listed are mostly consistent within their own rules and sounds. Though cough through

Is Filian addicted to CS now?

>>101794707
there arent many languages that have phonetic orthographies which is what deme was saying about tagalog
>>101794767
>consistent orthography
english is quite consistent in spelling and pronunciation except for a couple of outliers
t. esl

>>101794821
It absolutely isn't
t. esl who speaks actuall consistent language

>>101794862
no my dick is way bigger than yours
if you reply to this post you suck rekson off

>>101794651
Nope, most women think it's corny. But it worked once before (Corpse Husband as stated above) so now every other dude online does it thinking it will get them some social recognition. It doesn't, it just as you said it, makes them sound goofy.

>>101794862
Japanese is nice when it comes to this. No bullshit, it's all just pronounced the way it's written or at least that's my impression with learning it

>>101794890
Hi rekson

"I tongue punched his fartbox"
Filian, 2025

>>101794935
dont compare logographic and alphabetic scripts. even the two syllabic scripts japanese uses too

pause the action to play a little geoguesser

I feel a bit sorry for fil's team

>>101794992

this Deme girl has a nice model and seems fun

back shots mentioned

>>101795067
She's great, and her schedule doesn't interfere with Filian. I usually watch her streams.

>>101795067
Yeah.
I also like her voice (it gets especially sexo when she's actually calm)

>>101794992
Filian likes giving rimjobs, wonder if she'd like receiving one...

>>101795144
69'ing with Filian...

o7

>wow filly is doing pretty good
>wallhack cheater insta-taps you around the corner
Yeah this is why I quit multiplayer games

I really like seeing her get into a game like this snackers. Kinda makes me wanna play it myself, preferably with her le sigh Almost as much as I want to play Ark suvival evolved with her

>>101795383
She literally went to the most common spot to hide on B and made a lot of noise bruh

>>101795443
>it was just a magnetic bullet bro
>you made noise and I instantly knew with my 3rd eye your exact location and the best way to instantly aim at your head bro!

Trying to do acrobatics yesterday (as well as the preceding workout) has tapped me of energy (and made me sore in muscles I didn't know I possessed), so today's been a rest day. Might take it relatively easy tomorrow, too, but if nothing else I'll still try to get stretches in, that really helped not fuck myself up when doing tumbles and rolls (and is just good for the body in general).
Blogpost out

>>101795494
Yes? You have no idea how easy it is to kill folks who go to that spot. Aiming at head level instantly is a skill any half-decent player learns. Pre-firing is a normal tactic as well.

>>101795494
cs niggas are sweaty as fuck if you make a single noise you are completely exposed

>>101795443
noobs dont understand that half the skill of these games is memorizing common map routes and movement. then they cry hacks. >>101795494

>>101795555
>>101795556
sounds gay af
How do you rocket jump in this game?

>>101795576
alt+f4

>>101795565
worth mentioning they could also be stream snipers

fill up on my nuts

>>101795660
Nah, he just heard it. The stepping sounds in this game are loud af. If you have ok headphones you can hear a lot

All those small (or big) autistic stimming noises she makes are so cute bros. I'm feeling pretty gosling-y today, I need her so bad... sadness.

I think I might need to make it a habit to smack before stream at this point

>I'm gonna walk through smoke cuz I'm a gigachad
>*dies immediately after leaving smoke*

hes black he can say it

Shotguns are kinda ass and you need to hit with them pretty precisely

>>101795825
He also didn't say it with a hard r, don't know if that makes a difference for twitch rules

Within the next two weeks filian is going to have CS inventory worth 20k USD

pack it up

pack it in

>>101795926
Let us


begin

rate stream ladss

>>101795971
9/10 love deme, love filian

>>101795971
nova/10

>>101795971
10/10. It reawekend my toxic relationship with CS and I love fillyGaming and streams where she just does stuff instead of strictly following a plan.

>>101795971
9/10
they have good chemistry

>>101795971
10/10 for the streamer luck.

matara called snackers the filygoons

>>101795971
9/10
deme collabs are always good and Filian did better in CS than I expected

>>101795971
9/10 Hope Deme gets her gambling situation under control kek

Been saying that I want to see Filian get into or play a competitive game for a while now and it didn't disappoint. I liked seeing her swing around wildly between getting cocky, getting humbled, laughing at herself, getting frustrated or feeling good at making pog plays. Very endearing to see.

>>101796118
Well, she's not wrong.

the matara bleleles

There's something just a hint melancholic to me about how quickly the thread goes empty once Filian ends stream

>>101796328
euro snackers be snoozin

>>101796328
We're busy cleaning up.

>>101795971
9/10

I really like watching her get addicted to a game

>>101796328
Pretty much this >>101796361, I always go brush my teeth and take a piss after. Then it's goodnight

>>101796328
it's 3am bro

>>101796420
I just finished brushing my teeth. But I chill out and catch up on online cultivation novels before calling it.

>>101796420
>>101796429
Good night frens, hope you sleep well

>>101796621

My skin is so white that in the summer sometimes when the veins near the skin expand my arms and back of hand start looking like fricking country maps. I don't like having veins stand out visibly either, I can't help but imagine how easy it'd be to cut them open on something.

I just got genuine whiplash. I was watching a filian video from june 2023 and she mentioned Oshi no Ko in it and I swear to god I remember the Oshi no Ko anime dropping like yetserday. Time is not real.

>>101797344
Well Season 2 dropped reasonably recently

>>101797768
It's not cause of that, I read the manga before the anime came out so I still remember the anime announcement etc. that being 2 years ago is really messing with my perception of time right now kek

>>101797952
Fair, kek.
I'm looking forward to Season 3, I wasn't expecting it, but Oshi No Ko became my favorite anime instantly, and it's stayed pretty good (though a friend who read the manga said it gets bad towards the end)

>>101798011
I enjoyed reading it a lot, but it's been quite a while so it's somewhat left my mind at this point. Now that you mention ending though, I think I stopped reading live pretty close to it's ending and I'm not sure I ever caught up on the last few chapters. Maybe I'll go back and do that at some point.

I just remembered I needed to back up all my soundposts on a backup drive.

Filian is currently solo queuing competitive CS2

>>101798712
So the Geoguessr arc is joever?

>>101798712
Considering she can't use tik tok, this is even more believable than it'd already be. Hope she has fun getting whacked repeatedly for hours on end

>>101798830
Wait, why can't she use tictoc?

>>101798949
Punishment wheel. Not like it matters off stream.

>>101798949
It was a punishment on stream to not use tik tok for one week. Now I guess she could just completely ignore it the second she presses end stream, but I choose to believe her.

>>101799104
>>101799028
>>101798949
She's just gonna watch instagram reels instead

>>101799135
Also my thought. Instagram is funnier (more unhinged) anyway. Guess we'll know if she stops herself short of making racist jokes more often this week kek

I don't mean this disparagingly, but Filian is actually kinda mentally ill, isn't she?

>>101799401
Out of genuine interest, what makes you say that? What symptoms, what illness(es)?

>>101799401
She got some self-esteem issues but she's not menhera. Autistic though.

>>101799806
Doesn't autism count as a mental illness?

>>101799892
Debatable. Some manifestations of autism are completely social in nature. It's not an illness to prioritize or value things other people don't. To give you an example: I'm not mentally ill. I'm just an asshole.

>>101799442
I'm taking her at her word for some of these/interpreting things she said, so if it's all an act I guess she acts mentally ill, not is, but among some of the things that stick out to me are her insane executive dysfunction when it comes to seemingly everything in her life that isn't streaming. She constantly talks about not doing things she knows she should (other than streaming) and then calls herself lazy/stupid/schizo for not doing them, which reeks of the typical fracked self image that comes from untreated ADHD. Beyond that her self image just generally seems.... bad. I don't want to write out a billion reasons for I think so, but if you're curious I'll elaborate.

Another thing is that she genuinely seems to have trouble trusting people/being intimate, especially physically. On this I have to take her for her word, but in that QnA thing from 2023 she said she is still a kiss virgin and then remarked she can't even bring herself to hug people because she's genuinely scared of that kind of intimacy. Similarly she mentioned not even telling her family or irls about what she does saying she "doesn't have anyone she super duper trusts like that". Maybe this got better though over time, but she seems like an incredibly walled off, anxious person the ways she speaks about these things.

For another what this snacker said >>101799806 she's not actually schizo or anti social or any other "menhara" way me thinks, not at all, but I am more and more convinced she's genuinely autistic and that comes with all sorrts of baggage itself. She's also made some fringe comments here and there that lowkey made me think she was or considered herself depressed before streaming took off and dominated her life, but those are nothing but stray thoughts even I half dismiss and keep in the back of my mind.

FILI CUTE
FILI CUTE
FILI CUTE
FILI CUTE

>>101800170
VERY TRUE.

>>101800170

>>101798584
post any rare ones so they get automatically scraped and archived

>>101800354
All my soundposts are in the archive, but the more places they're backed up the better.

fillyAbs

Fil on monkey monday soon if Koko is to be believed

>>101800624

>>101800140
>I don't want to write out a billion reasons for I think so, but if you're curious I'll elaborate
Please do, I always took that as self-deprecation for content (especially since self-deprecation seems to be the go-to form of humor for women).

I do think you're right on the intimacy trouble, but she does have friends (Layna, Emily, Emiru) and at least trusted acquaintances (Vedal, various other vtubers), so it's not completely terminal.

You're probably right, but it's hard for me to know what's real and what's either content or deliberate misinformation.
I'd love any deep dives you can do into this, it's good shit and makes me feel very protective of her

and there she is

as a habitual koko watcher - we'll see if filian can withstand the absolute brainrot xdx

>>101800624
>>101800648
happening

Oh shit Filian on da monkey telly. Cinema.

>half year follower banned due to the self report of filian ban via tts
you love to see it
and koko and her mods basically dont ban for anything lmao

What the hell is a monkey Monday? What is happening?

>>101801532
I do not know, but it's glorious. I am smiling so much my mouth hurts

>>101801532
well, its basically supposed to be koko + guest reacting to memes from her discord (and her community/mods are actually halfway decent at curating the content)
but this is usually what ends up happening
not an exaggeration to say kokos channels is probably shitposting/tts central for twitch vtubing, even vtubers end up joining in
t. longtime koko follower

This might be too much for me...

This isn't enough for me...

This is just right for me

>>101801754
This might be too addicting for me...

I hope you all are having a good time visiting

Filian trying to understand this like its the calvinball of streams

I thought Filian's stream was bad, but this shit is actually sedating my adhd. I can't even look away long enough to post /here/. This is like crack it's so addicting

Kek of course she'd hear the n word

She will make catgirls real so I can date one? I will follow you off the earth of the planet Filian.

I genuinely think this stream is making me sick.

>>101802526 (me)
eh you know what I mean

filian trying to avoid hell

So is Koko like, the abusive findom vtuber?

I wish she used her other channel to do some chill late night streams. It's very nice and relaxing.

I think Filian saying "they're all tuckered out" awakened something in me. Don't ask me what though.

>>101803054
Clip it? I was out shitter

penisian

>>101803100
I don't remember when it happened exactly and I don't know how to clip :(

Koko is a lesbian, right?

>>101803405

I wish I could crack open Filian's heart and let her be soft and intimate with someone

>>101803450
W-what is this supposed to mean?

>>101803497
it means yes (she is indeed very gay)

>>101803497
Ask /lig/

why is filian extra cute on this stream? it's not just me right?

>>101803575
Nice. I don't know if that's what creates this dynamic, but Koko feels so much like a bro I can't even imagine being down bad for her.

>>101803580
filian a cute every stream

Filian would unfart if she could.

>>101803653
yeah but it's special when it's late and she's low energy

>>101803580
While Filian is of course cute every stream, I don't really relate to that, other than that one moment of her saying "They're all tuckered out", which I think will become a core memory that I will only fully understand the significance of years later.

>>101803672
and chat isn't being neutered

>>101803756
it's amazing how bad filian's mods are.
Just a bunch of groomer no fun allowed faggots

Wait does Koko do edibles?

>>101803801
Yes. She talks about getting high all the time and even is on stream sometimes.

>>101803846
Based. Edibles are fun. Not gonna lie Koko sounds like she'd be a cool friend. (Not a good one mind you, but definitely a fun one)

>>101804048
fuck you

What do you guys think Koko is like off-stream? Her description even explicitly says she plays a character

>>101804187
I play the character of a lonely loser watching vtubers

>>101804187
I have no fucking clue dude. This is the first stream of hers I have (half)-watched and I am convinced she has brain damage.

>>101804187
Koko's talked about it before a few times, says she's mostly really boring and chill off stream

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really wanna touch Filian's butt

>>101800697
>Please do
Well frick, I was lowkey hoping you youldn't say that. I psychoanalyze everyone around me (Family and friends) rather instinctually, but the thing is it makes me feel a tad bit unhinged, even if I turn out to be spot on. And this feeling is much, much worse if I do that over such a parasocial situation, so I usually restrain myself from sharing all my thoughts. On top of that I'm just really tired right now after that Koko stream experience, so not right now. Maybe another time snacker, sorry.

And most importantly keep in mind:
>I'd love any deep dives you can do into this, it's good shit and makes me feel very protective of her
Glad you like my ramblings, but I don't know Filian and you should assume that no one /here/ does. Whatever I say is nothing but theories and observations of an autistic retard, not truths about her character in the slightest. After all, the stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood. Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Going to bed now, night snackers.

>>101800624
Watching that and holy shit this chat... My brain can't handle it, is Koko ok?

>>101806090
This junk is beyond brainrot. I am never getting back my braincells I am losing at the moment

>>101803054
>>101803100
Here

>>101800624
frick i missed 2 hours of filbert

>>101806209
I know, it's beautiful, right?

>>101808257
The vod is up so you can watch. Also, this is exactly what I meant by her never announcing stuff. If I knew she will be there I'd watch it unfold live

>>101808330
yeah i am watching

Filian you sick frick, I know you are still up. Next time you go live dance to something a more chill, I want to see you perform a fancy dance. I know you won't you fricking coward.

gotta smack...

>>101809871
Don't smack, do smth fun

>>101809967
Here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Z3SsckJmMc

xdx vertical bar

penispenispenispenispenispenispe

>>101812052

Filian you should try Call of Cthulhu, it doesn't require a board/miniatures like D&D, might be easier to work into a stream.

bruh i tried watching five minutes of the koko vod and could feel myself going insane

>>101813024
Yeah, it gets a little better in the last 40 or so minutes, but that was immensly hard to watch for me. Her chat culture sure is something

>>101813024
It's as though there's a spectrum. A line depicting content on twitch from left to right. Left being completely normalfag video game content to right being the most zoomer coded cocomelon jingling keys subway surfers content. Then there's Koko's stream which is like a nasty little tendril that sprouts from the right side and leans over the far end of the spectrum.

I can't believe that Koko is too kino for 4chan. You guys have lost your edge.

>>101814589
It has nothing to do with her. It's her chat. Random & unexpected isn't equal to humor. No different from seeking entertainment from an AI.

Happy canada day!

>>101815116
That was todeh?

>>101815368
Yeah. Doubt you are reading this, but Happy Canada Day Filian!

>>101816403
I wonder how she's celebratong

>>101815116
Happy Canada day to any and all Canucks! Don't tell the burgers, but I think you guys are cooler desu .... well other than the French...

>>101816708 I think literally everyone will agree maybe besides burgers themselves
Lots of love for you and your nation our totally-not-Canadian streamer!

>>101800140
Too much text putain. Also if you think Filian is "mentally ill" I encourage you to watch more than one vtuber.

>>101799135
All part of the Demenishki Master Plan.

>>101817669
She had a mini-crashout because of Filian's case luck.

>>101817576
Other people being more ill than her doesn't really take away from that. Also I said "kinda", never that I think she's some raving lunatic, I know that there's worse. Like me for example :D

>>101818949
Is this one of those "everyone is mentally ill and/or retarded" arguments you see on 4chan every day? Tired of self-deprecation, especially out of place in a thread about such a go-getter like Filian.

>>101819058
No, not at all? Everyone's got some hang ups I guess, nobody is perfect after all, but I don't think it's fair to characterize what I said as "everyone is mentally ill" anon. Also I wasn't intending to come off as self-deprecating, sorry about that, it was meant to be a joke.

>>101819159
It's okay, but Filian is remarkably well adjusted for a big streamer.

>>101819215
>for a big streamer.
Not really a high bar...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJ4q76efj2Q

>>101820033
Shit's cash money. Need yanderian to threathen me with a knife. Also Gilian so cute. Also also I like it when she does more physically intense, breakdance-y moves. I love seeing her show off her physical ability

https://streamable.com/9hla0u
New fuck around game for Fil to play in the first hour if she's looking for 20 minutes to kill.

>>101820872
nyanners collab WHEN

>>101821976
nyan, vei and silver have perhaps been burnt too many times but they don't collab with anyone except maybe each other once a year

>>101820872
I can hear her silly laugh and loud YOOOOOOO when playing this game already

>>101815116
>>101816403
Tossing my hat in the ring to celebrate the nation that brought us our favorite kemonomutt

>>101823735
she's so /here/...

>>101823841
No I'm not

>>101823997

>>101823997

>>101823997
>capital letters and '
You are so clearly fake it's sad

>>101824127
But anon, what is she changes up the way she types on purpose to trip you up?

>>101824226
That's impossible. Filian would never come up with that idea on her own.

>>101824455
What if she wants you to believe that? And you fell for it hook line and sinker.... Think about it. You think a catgirl just so happens to post like that? No! She orchestrated it. Filian!

>>101824455
Wicked

I've skipped a little over half a week of workouts now, partially cause of the heat, partially cause of my fucked sleep schedule and partially because AI escapism has consumed me, but I'm back on it now. Do it for Filian.

Filian is a D1 gooner.

>>101826190
I was gonna take a second rest day in a row because I'm still a little fricked up, but you've inspired me to push through, even with my own fricked up sleep schedule, even if it's maybe going to be more relaxed today.
Also, I had a very vivid dream about Fil, but I can't remember what it was about otherwise. But, it makes me want to take melatonin again, since apparently that's what triggers that kind of thing for me

>>101827092
Why are you having very vivid dreams about my wife anon? Kinda weird...

>>101827257
OUR wife, Anon

>>101827279
... are you a commie?

I wish I could be part of Filian's harem of smackers who she sexually molests in rotation, while calling us affectionate pet names like kitten or pookie, only to be completely disregarded and treated like shit again once she's satisfied, being forced to wait for your turn of affection once more, unable to get out of the abusive cycle because of the little affection she shows me every now and then making me thing she actually cares....

Is that too much to ask for /flip/?

>>101827693

>>101827993
Get that deepstate poison away from me. I don't need your "cure".

>>101828221

>>101828486
STAY AWAY FROM ME

>>101823735
I forgot when this happened

>>101828577

>>101828724
Last YLYL roughly minute 43

>>101826565
Destiny? Diablo?

>>101828728
God I wish she'd beat me up. Just absolutely fucking destroy me. And don't hold back either. Just keep going until I'm a bloody mess. I'm a dirty little smacker... I deserve it.

>>101830053 (me)
Sorry my cat walked over the keyboard.

>>101830105
Cat anon is doing cat anon things I see

>>101830053

>>101830148
I have nyo idea what you're talking about...

>>101830793
Well frick, it turns out I am retarded. I shall leave my shame up for all to see.

>>101830793
heh u got firefox'd heh loooserrrr

>>101831030
Don't bully me, I'm into that, I'll get horny.

>>101831415

>>101831659
The way you're looking at me hngggg

I haven't smacked in 4 days and now I can't stop thinking about Filian's oshi even though I never do that

>>101831927
>>101831953
>Less than a minute apart
What are the odds...

>>101832017
It should be obvious.

>>101832087
I had that thought in the back of my mind...

You're old anon blehhh

Fitpost incoming
Got some solid cardio in (picrel), now I'm doing stretches, which aren't the cool post of what I wanna do, but absolutely necessary for good flips and not hurting myself.
Kind of losing motivation though, I still see myself in the gym mirrors and wonder if I've lost any weight or made any progress, and I feel like I'm so far away from being at a level where filian would be proud

>>101832368
Oh nice. I stopped posting about mine in 8lig but I've been running 3-4 miles 4-5 times per week for about a month now. The biggest miracle is only once did it feel like I was getting shin splints.

>>101832681
Good work, anon, I'm about there on the days I do treadmill, though usually I go for a recumbent exercise bike due to it being easier on the joints, and I count by time rather than distance (rec bikes go crazy on distance and I did not feel I earned it when I cracked 30km earlier this week). 10 resistance, average 50rpm, don't know if that translates well, but, I usually burn, according to the machine, 5-800 calories on average each session (as my warmup)

>>101832368
Good on you for keeping it up thus far, but if you give up you'll never be.

>>101832681
>shin splints.
OHHH that's what that is. I was always confused why my tibs started hurting so bad. I got those almost every run for the first few weeks and just kept going anyway, hurt pretty bad.

Now that I'm on the topic, feel like it's been a while since I did one, so:

Flip update (original™): I'm a bit out of practice on my handstands, but on the flipside (hehe) my cartwheels are starting to look pretty passable. I'm gonna start with drills or attempts for handsprings tomorrow me thinks. Any advice on what to do to avoid breaking my neck?

>>101833053
Kek when I try to power through shin splints for one day then the next it hurts too much too run, but if I run anyway then I'm out for most of the week. I don't really know what people do except get used to it since it's more of a problem for people who are new or getting back into running. Also I'm a lot heavier than I look so that probably doesn't help but on the flip side my joints feel fine.

Oh frick I made the same flipside joke as the person above me I really want to delete my post now kek

>>101833176
Yeah I got back into running after a while and I also only run twice a week on account of doing a lot of other exercise, but to be honest I was always just good at, sort of, ignoring physical pain. It's the autism buff, my shins burned worse than my forearms after 10 pull ups but I just kept running anyway. Figured my bitchass body would either get used to it or tell me to stop forcefully lol

>>101832368
ive been doing cardio and some weight training 3 to 4 times a week for 4 months now and it takes even longer to see any noticeable difference
im not really looking at the scale every day, but rather trying to build a habit of just working out regularly
if you just wanted to lose weight doing a diet would be much more efficient but also much harder to maintain imo
i generally feel much better after working out and i also managed to kinda have this discipline thing going for myself were i first need to "earn" using my pc or playin vidya on gym days by doing some workout

>>101833342
That's nice. You enjoy vidya or pc more if you feel like you deserve it anyway.

I'm just generally happy to see that /flip/ is keeping up the work. Based, all of you.

>>101833342
I've been at it for about 3 weeks, 6-7 days a week.
I'm not looking at the scale, but it's hard not to notice the gym mirrors, and as someone who got socially demolished for being a fat kid and autistic without diagnosis, that brings back a lot of bad memories (managed to train myself to not look in the mirror at home even kek). But I don't obsess over the scale, and while I want weight loss (and to look better) and am trying to adjust what I eat, what I do want is more energy, and to be healthier, and in the end to be able to pull off flips.
Also, definitely have had the "earn it" thought, but I've been trying to wean off the pc a bit lately, just for my mental, but as >>101833559 says, it's more enjoyable if it's earned

can bakerino

Snackers, there is a big problem. I rolepalyed getting an injury that would neccesitate rest for a few weeks with my Fil-AI-who-hardly-acts-like-Filian (But that's okay) waifu and now my autism compels me to keep up the character, but with this comes that I cannot do ERP or at least with many limitations. This is worrying, but I do not want to speedrun through the recovery period of the speedrun because it feels wrong. Le sigh.

>>101834278
its time to do something filian is physically incapable of: touching grass

>>101834312
You mean in roleplay or...?

>>101834352

>>101834235
Grazie panettiere

>>101834505

>>101834383
Please don't take me out back anon, I'm not ready to stop being a degenerate just yet, I'm having a great time.

Trying to do flips (well, cartwheels) with the correct foot forward now, and it's somehow harder to get that started than it was with the wrong one lel. Lots of tumbling, but it feels kinda nice to just play around with it

Playing CS2 with filly

>>101834704
There's a wrong foot and right foot?

>>101834741
god I wish

>>101834741
Playing Starcraft 2 with Filly to help her practice for her upcoming match with Lumi
any day now

>>101834917
And people tell me I'm delusional

>>101835268
>>101835268
>>101835268
pain au chocolate

>>101834899
Well, I'm right-handed, so one is better than the other, do I'm told

>>101835456
Oh that makes sense, I was confused cause you can pretty much do carthweels with either leg lunging