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>>102355902 (OP)
I want to ride pillow

Cooking Pillow her favorite breakfast.

>>102356038
pancakes with my special sauce on top

Thank you Peo anon. Did you know Peo and Pillow are moots and have interacted a little?

Maybe a collab will happen?

Obligatory

>>102356346
We get it fempiwwo. You hate to see pillow lewded but its happening whether you like it or not

>>102356382
That’s not me

>>102356252
I knew they were moots, but when did they interact? Peo's going to try an English collab next week, so her eventually collabing with Pillow when she gets more comfortable with English collabs is certainly a possibility.

Pillow should do lip gloss kiss ASMR

>>102356508
https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1935755579253047483

It was small but it’s something

I like the both of them (pillow is my Kami) and think they would be cute together. I hope they’ll do something together

>>102356595
Pillow should take peo to america and teach her how to be a cowgirl

>>102356766
Peo pillow horse stream?

>>102356811
might too adorable

Pillow soon! I think closing shift is fine but so many people have played it

It’s time

Her screen kek

She’s so cute bros. I miss her…

i want to be pillow's pillow

>>102364020
Like in a cute way or a lewd way

Pillow laying her head on your lap and trying to not get an erection

>>102366149
Is she the one trying not to get an erection?

gentle and slow pillow handjob whilst she whispers in my ear how she's going to stab me in my sleep if she catches me looking at another woman

>>102368218
gentle and slow nurse pillow handjob where she encourages me to spray all of my spunk into her other glove so she can wear it all day

As a one-off birthday present, Pillow offers you a threesome with any other active vtuber but you can only finish in/on Pillow. Who would you pick?

whores are afraid of pillow
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/KWyHR2_lFDM

>>102370869
Kek surprised I haven't seen that before. I like Vallure they're a cool corpo and I'd love to see a 1on1 Pillow collab one day. If she's is truly /here/ and reads the shit we say we want to do with her I'm sure she can handle a Vallure girl.

>>102371204
But could Pillow handle us though?

>>102372344
Pillow would only fuck fempiwwow

>>102372482
OK I'll put on a wig

>>102373044
my pov after breaking into her house

Wife is on Minecraft

>no POV
I knew she hated us

>>102376440
She’s streaming in the discord server

>>102377204
grim

It’s pretty normal for her to go in and stream in there. I don’t mind it

>>102377598
I hope she realizes it's 1-view tier habits like this that are slowing her growth as a vtuber. The other day she was being cynical about her sub growth on youtube.

Sounds cute but that's a voice changer right?

>>102378005
yes you occasionally hear digital artifacts

>>102378005
Nah. It’s because she uses an ASMR mic to stream. She’s pretty dumb and I don’t think she knows how to also have a voice changer on Twitter and videos recorded on her phone. She used to spam voice tweets

>>102377783
How does that slow her growth? Wouldn’t it help her community?

>>102377783
I will save her

>>102378142
Her primary platform is on youtube and she's reducing activity by streaming behind a wall, unarchived with only those already in the discord aware she's live there. Even on twitter she only posted about it on her alt and didn't say it was on discord either. It's retarded for an indie her size.

>>102378805
Well the thing is she’s not commentating or using her model. I think she just wants to play casual games sometimes but wants to share it. Should she just do silent streams on YouTube where she goes AFK a lot?

I'm allergic to groomcords
I just KNOW they are trying to groom her with their inner circle bullshit

>>102379843
Same. If Pillow is going to have an overnight career-ending yab, I guarantee it will be discord-related. The truth will come out eventually.

I noticed she deleted few comments on YouTube that were asking her about old ASMR/roleplay vids
I guess she really wants to leave that behind for good

>>102381169
was pillow an underage ASMR slut?

I truly feel she hates /us/ and just wants to stay a small indie with her discord supporting her forever.

which stream was it with that Windows XP background that has a bunch of soundposts?

pillow please don't be scared of us

>>102383921
The “loudest asmr ever”

>>102381449
Believe me anon, Pillow is incapable of hating unless it's somebody truly evil and malicious. She's scared of this place, but she'd be overjoyed to know that there are still some posters here who genuinely love and support her, even if they're a bit horny at

>>102384074
She’s my wife very nice girl

pillow's snug love tunnel...

Has she dropped schedules?

>>102392848
In the morning is Comfy Morning ASMR https://www.youtube.com/live/LvDIipy_dOA

Sunday is her two year anniversary stream https://www.youtube.com/live/VQhq3-NkNJY

>>102394773
Thank you. I will masturbate to both.

How hygienic is she? What if she stinks?

>>102396289
That changes nothing

>>102396289
anal sex in the shower

Realistically, what would anal sex with fempiwwo be like?

Wife live

Free bonus asmr. nice

Why have I seen at least 2 of her supposed fans on twitter complaining about leaving? If you want to leave, just leave. Honestly...

>>102403598
what are they complaining about??

>>102403639
I assume personal issues? I don't think they are talking about pillow herself, but it comes off as attention seeking imo. Is that how her fans usually are with her?

>>102403659
Haven’t seen the tweets but I’m guessing it’s the paypigs. It’s only ever been about attention for them.

>>102403598
Idk they do that every other month

>>102404290
That’s really unfair on her if true. Why the fuck would you publicly threaten to drop Pillow knowing how parasocial she is?

>>102404809
Cause pillow is too nice so they take advantage of her

>>102404241
Really? They sound pathetic.

>>102404290
They need to leave permanently, there was someone who posted in her discord the other day whining about his life. They deleted his posts and told him to stop.

I don’t think pillows mods are grooming her or anything but, let’s just say, they read 1984 and thought it was an instruction manual, not a warning.

>>102407886
do you think it's fair they don't allow lewd jokes? because I think that's ok. pillow doesn't seem comfortable with that either

God I want to fall asleep cuddling her

Will we ever get a cunny pillow model?

>>102412090
She’s too smart for that

>>102412180
think of her numbers though. they would skyrocket with her voice and a cunny model

>>102412090
There's the chibi ych Pillow model, a chibi 3D model, and the old child model from before her redebut. I don't think she has the funds for a proper cunny model

Pillow schedule for tomorrow!
https://www.youtube.com/live/VQhq3-NkNJY

She’s also doing rare maros

>>102416852
Sorry I’m retarded https://x.com/pillowdearasmr/status/1946725254849610176

>doesn't ever stream on friday or saturday night

hmmmmm

>>102417014
Anon I know you’re trying to imply something but I have to let you know she was streaming the VSMP last night til like 1am

>>102417296
it's obvious she getting plapped. i know she's having sex with olive

Do you guys think Pillow has ever tried touching herself

>>102417491
yea by me

>>102417491
As a girl, yes. Every girl has tried it

>>102417647
I wonder if a woman has ever touched herself thinking about pillow

>>102417718
Yes

>>102417647
why rae you. a girl

>>102417340
she calls olive her mom
that would just be weird

Lovey dovey sex with PillowDear

scoop scoop scoop scoop

She needs to drop the discord if she wants to grow

>>102422039
Get in line

>>102412090
Imagine

>>102425775
>olive drew this
she knows TuT

>>102425805
olive is so lucky...

>>102425775
ToT

>>102425775
If you were dating her mom would you kick them both out of your house if they lived with you?

be nice

>>102429549
weird ass cow in the field

>>102356025
same

3 hours until we have our wife for 6 hours

Very wholesome message
https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1946996456734208491

Damn this girl wears her heart on her sleeve
Hope everything will be great for your oshi in the years to come guys

>>102436447
Cute, although women live life on easy mode. Imagine doing this as a male and having random women on the internet support you enough to move out. Happy for her, though.

>>102436447
Protect this girl’s smile, piwuvs.

>>102436447
I love my wife

dude fuck this earth

it's so over

I've decided this is a sign that God wants me to kill myself as a sacrifice to prevent this timeline

What happened?

>>102441780
Power died it seems

>>102441780
bf got back earlier than expected

>>102441862
muh bad

So many threads with Pillow OPs...

>>102442053
orange board

why am i letting a canceled internet livestream affect my emotional state so much?
maybe its about time i give up all this vtuber stuff. this is so stupid

When is pillow doing earlicking ASMR again

>>102442240
Take care of yourself, but also don’t be mean to yourself for feeling that way. It’s okay to be emotionally invested in things, and fellow Piwwos will agree with you that this sucks

Gaping Pillow's butt to take her mind off things

>>102442240
Only thing worse than caring is not caring at all
I get you though I feel like puking and I can't imagine how much worse she must be right now

Happy anniversary piwwos
tell me if Nene shows up pls ty

>>102443143
Oh… he doesn’t know

>>102443143
Well I can tell you for sure nobody will be showing up today
haha...

We must stay strong for pillow

Would you guys rather reschedule for tomorrow or Tuesday like usual?

>>102444478
it doesn't matter cause I'm working both days anyway
fuck my wagie life

>>102444478
Hi pillow. I’m okay with either but I would ask the other piwwos

>>102444478
pil I love you

Do you think anyone sent sex maros or was everyone normal? I tried to be normal

>>102446353
She definitely got some sex maros. I sent a few questions asking how long she plans on VTubing and how she feels about gachikoi

>>102446683
I’ll let her answer for herself but I think she’s been asked that before and said she has no plans to stop and wants to do this forever.

If she ever graduates, it’ll probably be to join a corp, but I don’t see her trying to join anything except hololive since she’s too big for small agencies

>>102446734
Yeah, she's been pretty adamant that she plans on VTubing forever. She's even mentioned that she plans to age her model along with her as she gets older - I just want to hear her say it again. I still want to hear her answer on gachis though

>>102446923
She might not since that can cause problems

Loving sex with PillowDear in the missionary position. Teaching PillowDear the pleasures of being a woman

I wanna share something small she did today that was extremely funny but also made me really happy and weirdly proud of her, but risking certain schizos shitting up the thread/catalog with ai-generated rng buzzword soup sounding cuckposts in response to any single trace of positivity means it just isn't worth it. Ultimately it was just another sign of her always acting with us in mind, regardless of whether anybody notices it or not. She deserved so much better than this shitshow of a day. I hope she can fall asleep okay at least.

i love her more than anything

Holding Pillow’s hands tightly during lovemaking so she feels safe and protected.

>>102450360
W-why is she looking at me like that?

>>102453183
She's freakier than she lets on

>>102356038
For her favorite someone

Anal sex with pillow's butthole

what if fempiwwo secretly likes pillow being lewded?

>>102456621
I lewd her with you guys. See you don’t even know me

>>102450681
Dang I must have missed it. When was it around? Did it really seem aimed at us?

>>102456916
Please be my wife

I don't like many of the things that are said about Pillow here; you know who you are. It's one thing with the VTubers who invite that kind of attention, but Pillow has (rightfully) discouraged it, and you should respect that—especially if you care for her as you say you do. Imagine what she would think if she read what you post. Even if she doesn't, it's bad for your soul to think and say such things. If you must air your feelings for Pillow, please stick to wholesome declarations of love and your desire to hold her beautiful, delicate hands.

>>102457362
I wonder if those delicate hands have been in her holes

>>102457387
her hand lotion application was suspiciously effective

>>102457835
her fingertips are pink… so cute…

>>102457894
fempiwwo...

When I see hand threads, it’s rare I see any as dainty and pale as pillows. Does anyone have hands that compare? Usually they’re a bit more tan or meaty (thats okay too)

Is pillow into piss play?

>>102457362
There’s nothing wrong with wanting to make love with my wife

>>102458376
Pillow is a lesbian. That would be rape

>>102458393
olive stop coping. she’s heterosexual.

>>102458409
Pillow is terrified of cock

>>102458068
IRyS has cute hands (Kiara is the one raping them)

>>102458573
They will collab when pillow is in holo and make hand love

>>102458440
can I offer her shock therapy

>>102458247
No signs of it

if anything she'd be into age regression
not gonna comment on horses

>>102458732
Maybe she would be into it if she was with another girl

>>102458409
Pillow is actually bisexual

Kinks I think pillow is into

- horses
- age regression
- knives and gore and all things dark (stalking and rape)
- pet play

What else

>>102458888
WHERE IS THE ANAL??

>>102458376
I'm mostly talking about graphic descriptions of vulgar acts involving Pillow, but your sexual desires are in any case best kept to yourself. Once you've successfully courted her, you may express them privately.

Pillow is streaming her quiet VSMP gameplay on YouTube today instead of on discord. There was an anon yesterday complaining about her streaming on discord only. Is she actually /here/?

>>102458884
So all that sex with olive is just meaningless and just for pleasure?

>>102458921
https://m.youtube.com/live/R-mgoySTzm0

>>102458921
I hope not. I want to sexualize and vent in private so it doesn’t affect her

Pillow, if you’re here, please know I sexualize you because I love you. I don’t fantasize about any other girls’ buttholes

>>102459043
I've heard what you said about fempiwwo

We might not even be watching Pillow playing btw

>>102459156
Olive? I don’t think Olive would be kidnapping Bri

>>102459156
We saw olive try to play on (discord) stream once and she shutdown after 5 minutes because she couldn't handle it
Also telling who is playing a game is the easiest thing in the world, just look for their unique brand of autistic tics during gameplay footage

||I kinda miss the times she'd load up Minecraft and just keep herself logged in all day in the discord stream while working on other things and just have it up the entire day||

>>102459156
We saw olive try to play on (discord) stream once and she shutdown after 5 minutes because she couldn't handle it
Also telling who is playing a game is the easiest thing in the world, just look for their unique brand of autistic tics during gameplay footage

I kinda miss the times she'd load up Minecraft and just keep herself logged in all day in the discord stream while working on other things and just have it up the entire day

>>102459377
Pillow does this head swinging thing a lot when she’s playing and will also switch to f5 sometimes just to stare at herself

How many times do people need to be told that everybody is /here/ before you get it
Pillow is much more menhera about criticism than she is grossed out by nsfw stuff, of course she'd egosa here to try to find reasons to think poorly herself

>>102458907
Anon this may be a blue board but going so puritan that you end up using the word courting unironically is a bit much

>>102459535
I don't think there's anything wrong with being a puritan. Anyway, I'm usually not, but Pillow inspires an especially strong sense of protectiveness. I'm sure you understand.

When pillow and olive have sex who is the submissive one?

Pillow if you are /here/ I just wanna say you're the best

Also if you are /here/ pillow, I just want you to know all the lusting for your butthole is just a joke

Would you take the buttslug if pillow wanted you to fempiwwo?

Giving Pillow her first toe-clenching orgasm, rendering her a quivering, panting and exhausted mess as she just lays there wondering what the fuck just happened.

>>102459707
I get it, just remember where we are right now. Also I'm pdetty sure nothing could stop buttschizo, not even death

>>102460730
If fempiwwo would just let me cheat on pillow with her I would stop

What if fempiwoo is Olive?

>>102461115
fuck

>>102461115
lucky woman

>>102461115
>>102456916

>>102461635
whoa..

>Olive, a techy programmer lurks /vt/ on Pillow's behalf and keeps her informed and polices the thread
fuck it's so obvious now

>>102461788
oh no. i hope pillow will have mercy on us

Pillow setting her steak

Would pillow make a good mother?

>>102464291
She seems a little immature, but otherwise I think she'd make a wonderful mother.

>>102464669
hopefully better than her own mom..

>>102464291
Can she even lactate?

>>102466190
probably not shes so flat ToT

>>102464291
we will see when our child is born

>>102466934
calm down fempiwwo

>>102466934
that baby?
me

she's a condom piercer

>>102467686
what did she mean by this?

Pillow is so hot, bros

Boy I sure hope there is no horny piwwos in here of reputable status within pillows community.

>>102467789
She like to make us hard then tell us we're perverts. Pillow needs correction.

>>102467831
all piwwos are horni piwwos

>>102464291
Pillow has actually talked about not wanting to be a mother in streams from 2023 due to her mental health issues and not wanting to pass them on. That said, she’s wonderful with children and has talked a lot about loving her nieces ever since they were babies. She does seem to struggle a little bit with being a germaphobe when it comes to letting a baby near her food though

>>102467850
I can name at least six non-horny piwwos.

>>102467875
For every non-horny Piwwo, there are at least 10 horny piwwos

>>102467875
6/143,000

>>102467872
>Pillow has actually talked about not wanting to be a mother in streams from 2023 due to her mental health issues and not wanting to pass them on.
I'm sad to hear that. I hope that one day she can overcome them and know the joys of motherhood.

>>102468412
I can save her from being a crazy cat lady

>>102467821
she makes me so hard

i want her to squeeze my balls (non-sexually)

Pillow owes me sex

Cumming on Pillow's hands and her playing with your sticky cum with her fingers

>>102475437
then she licks her fingers clean

>>102475575
FLAT

>>102475662
Makes her so much more attractive, honestly

>>102475740
very true statement

Do you wish pillow was flat like herself irl?

>>102476488
its kinda cute she wants to have boobs

>>102476488
I kind of agree with >>102476583. She tries so hard to appeal to males it’s cute because she’s too retarded to realize being flat is very sexy. It suits her demeanour and voice better being small.

Fuck now you’re making me imagine pillow stuffing her bra and frowning at herself in the mirror

There was a brief moment from a now-deleted stream in December 2023, during a watchalong of the VTuber awards. A couple of VTubers were talking about breast sizes and calling them their "assets," then Pillow asked chat if chat thought her assets were nice

>>102478384
cute

>>102478384
Didn’t she smile and be like “what does that mean? :0”

>>102478679
I think she did this after shouting out "testicular torsion!" when she saw all the other VTubers saying it

>>102478939
Okay now I don’t believe you cause pillow wouldn’t do that

>asking pillow for titty fuck and she tries her best but ends up crying cause she too flat

wat do?

>>102479101
I wish so badly I had saved the stream so I could show you. She said she’d reupload it after all the copyrighted parts were removed but the stream just never came back

>>102479198
I really really don’t believe you. Are you thinking of someone else? I’ve been watching every stream since debut and I think I would have remembered her doing something so out of character as yelling testicular

>>102479336
I promise you it really happened. She was really out of character during this stream for some reason, at one point even calling chat “babe” when offering them food/drink

>>102479492
So it was a collab with copyright material that also involved offering food to chat? That’s very specific

>>102479643
No, not a collab. She was watching Fillian’s stream of the VTuber awards in December 2023. She was just very casually GFE back then and offered chat food/drink because she had a png up on her screen

>>102479756 (me)
I think Fillian was the host, I actually don’t remember anymore. But this is where that clip of her congratulating Fauna on winning ASMRtist of the year comes from

>>102479834
Oh I might know what you’re talking about. Damn that was almost two years ago

>>102479135
Will my body to cum anyway, just for her

Pillow love

Pillow sex

>>102480742
yea i'd cum the second I slapped my cock on her flat chest

>>102482767
>>102483020
pillow owes me both

Anyone have her old deleted roleplays?

>>102483324
any loli little sister incest roleplay?

>>102483911
nah, pretty sure they were all guro adjacent or something
I remember listening to one of them.

>>102483911
She actually did do bratty imouto ASMR once but she ended up changing the title because too many didn’t know what it meant and I think she ended up unlisting it

>>102355902 (OP)
Is it true she has a boyfriend? Considered watching her but I'm not a cuck.

>>102483994
d-do you got it?

>>102484008
yeah, me

>>102483324
https://www.youtube.com/@bloodyfesta/videos

>>102484314
thx m8
i want a cute girl to chop me up so bad

>>102484207
https://youtu.be/bSbNWk3H8mY

>>102484849
it was that one? I saw the autism slug and never clicked it

>>102485119
Yeah, this is it. Unfortunately, I missed it live so I’m not really sure what’s it like. All I know is that it’s original title was “Bratty Imouto Tries ASMR”

>>102485119
sir that is a butt slug